Try to numb myself

Dont let anything show

I'm a closed book

Full of things you wont know

You hurt me

But I lock it inside

And then when I escape

I can break down and cry

You'll never see

The damage you've done

I smile

So you wont think you've won

But I carry the scars

And the nightmares

Hide it all

With a blank stare

One day

I'll leave you behind

Along with my past

You wont keep me confined