Knock knock

No answer at the bathroom door

She opens it

There's water covering the floor

Bad sign

She turns and looks in the bath

He's laying there

With a blank stare not blinking back

She reaches in

And pulls him out to her

Lays him down softly

But he can't feel pain no more

She calls 911

Hoping it's not to late

She tells them to hurry

Cause his life is at stake

She puts her lips to his

Then she pushes down on his chest

She does everything she can

To make him take a breath

But he doesn't move

So she pulls him in

Holds him in her arms

It can't end like this

Paramedics arrive

They start going to work

Then she sees something

That she didn't notice before

On the sink is a peice of paper

Just laying there

It says her name

So she unfolds it with care

"If you're reading

It means I went through with it

I'm sorry

I didn't want for it to end like this

It's not on you

So don't blame yourself

I tried to be strong

But its not in the cards I was dealt

I'll always be there

In your mind and your heart

This decision I made

It was very hard

You were my best friend

And please don't cry

Even I couldn't save me

I've been damaged for a long time

To much sadness

It was choking me

Only with you

Did I feel I could breath

But there were parts of me

Even you couldn't fix

That was on me

And I couldn't do it

My anchor

It's time I set you free

It's ok

No more looking after me

I said it just thoughts

That I was actually ok

But I was hurting to bad

In a way I couldn't say

I know you're mad

And I know you're sad

And I know reading this

Hurts you real bad

But I chose this

And I can't really explain why

Just tired of living

When I don't feel alive

I didn't want to do this to you

Please believe that it's true

Cause this is the hardest thing

I ever chose to do

You helped a lot

Changed my fucking life

I love you

And I'm sorry, goodbye 🖤"

She sets the note down

Paramedic walks over and says

I'm sorry to tell

But your friend is dead