Feels like I'm in a fight

This one worst then the last

Trying not to kill myself

But this round is looking bad

Might just pop some pills

Let the judges decide the score

It's so hard living a life

When you don't feel alive no more

Days are blurry

I just wanna sleep

Nights are lonely

I want someone to hold me

What am I fighting for

Tell me a reason to live

I'm not a good guy but do my crimes deserve this punishment

Feels like my time is up

Mental health took the lead

Pain said if I wanna kill him

Then I gotta kill me

If that's the price

Maybe I'll pay the fee

After I've paid and I'm gone

Whose even missing me

People do not give a shit in this life if its not their own

This world is so fucking cruel not sure if I belong