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When we got back to the mansion Nikolai walked into the kitchen then came out back with an ice pack placing it towards my cheek. I knew he was angry at me for leaving. The last time I ran away from Jace he found me then carried me down to the basement. Told me to strip naked then used a piece of rope to hit me. After that day I was in so much pain, rope marks were all over my body. I told myself that I would never run away again.

What will Nikolai's punishment be for leaving. Could be way worst because he's a mafia and those people don't play. What he did to those men scared me to death. Nikolai had both his hands on his waist and he jaw clenched. He was so angry and I was scared to look at him.

"Look at me" he said and I shook my head. "Serena look at me" he warned and I looked up.

"At night it's very dangerous outside that's why people stay in their houses. A lot of things happens around here it's not fucking safe. Many people hate me and they have their reason, so when you leave and they see you coming from my mansion, they'll try to kill you" he said in a serious tone and I gulped.

"I told you not to fucking leave and you did again. Those men could've raped you and killed you then leave your body outside the mansion!" Nikolai shouted and tears filled my eyes.

"I'm sorry" I cried and he softened then placed both his hands on my cheek.

"For disobeying me and trying to run away again, I'm going to lock you up in the basement" he told me and I started crying. Moving away from him. "I'm kidding but I swear Serena the next time you choose to run away I'm going to lock you up.

He raised his hands to touch me and I flinched and then backed away from him.

"No" I sniffed and he rolled his eyes.

"I'm not going to hurt you bellissima" he whispered as he took steps towards me, he placed his warm hand on my cheek and he began caressing my cheek. I came closer to him wrapping my arms around his waist. Suddenly I felt the urge to vomit I quickly pulled away from him and ran into his nearest bathroom and vomited out the food I ate. I washed my face and wash out my mouth with some Listerine then I walk back outside of the room.

"Ever since you came here, you've been fainting or vomiting" he said and I started at him blank.

"Are you pregnant?" He asked with his hand balled in a fist, my eyes widen and I shook my head.

"Pregnant? Um...." I paused not knowing what to say. My heart started beating faster and Nikolai was just staring at me waiting for an answer. I have been sick ever since I got here but being pregnant never crossed my mind. "I don't know" I whispered,not sure if Nikolai could hear me.

I don't want to be pregnant for Jace, not him at least

"Come here" he said as he walked over to the couch and I followed behind him. I sat down beside him then began playing with my fingers. He placed my hand in his and I looked up at him.

"I would hate to see you pregnant with some else's child that is not mine. Plus I know you wouldn't want to be pregnant for a rapist. But it's not the babies fault so if you are pregnant we could raise the baby together" he said slowly and I find it weird having this conversation with him.

Oh no honey what he said about 'his child' that's not happening and it never will.

"Okay" I simply said and he nodded while scratching to back of his head.

"Let's go see the family doctor," he said and we stood up then walked down the hall. He stopped at a door then opened it.

"Hey my boy, what do we have here," the man said while looking at me and I quickly hid behind Nikolai.

"Serena," he said and the doctor's eyes widen.

"Serena, where did you find her? I thought she ran away," he said

"I'll tell you everything later, I just want to know if she's pregnant," Nikolai said and I moved from behind him then walked over to the middle-aged man.

"Okay just lie down right over there," he said while pointing over to the bed, I walk over to the bed and lie down then he lifted my shirt up.

"This is cold," he said and I nodded as he wiped the cold gel on my stomach, I look over at Nikolai and his eyes were fixed on the screen with a small frown on his face.

"Nope she's not pregnant but she's sick. When was the last since you've eaten?" He asked and I heard Nikolai sighed in relief.

"Um... last night, but when I was with Jace he barely gave me anything to eat," I said a bit unsure and he nodded.

"Okay I'm going to give you some pills and you take them everyday," he said and I nodded and wiped the gel off my stomach then stood up. "And here are some contraceptive pills for you my dear," he said and my eyes widen. He also gave me some vitamins and pain killers.

"And for you, my boy here is some condoms. Safe sex" he said to Nikolai then he looked at me and I blushed. He took it from him and walked over to me and smirked.

"Thanks, uncle Fernando," Nick said and he nodded and we both left.

"I'm not taking these" I said to him and he raised one of his eyebrows.

"So why did you take it?" He asked.

"Um... because I didn't want to say no, I mean it's really rude," I said and he chuckled.

"So you don't want sex?" He asked and I blushed and shook my head.

"Here," I said while handing the pills to him but he didn't take it.

"You have changed a lot since you lost your memory, normally you would fuck me anywhere, anytime" he said and I shrugged.

"I don't know what you are talking about," I said as I walked pass him.

"Well I'm a man with needs," he said then push me against the wall and I gasped. He buried his head into my neck, his lips found my ear and he licked the shell.

"I could fuck you right here and now but I'm not going to, I have a business to attended to" he mused as he pressed his hard-on into me. A moan slipped from my lips and he pulled away, I look into his eyes and they immediately darkened.

"Nick" I whimpered when he gripped my ass and squeezed it.

"Fuck" he growled which was such a turn on, I wrapped my foot around his waist and began grinding on him. He groaned then began kissing and sucking on my sensitive flesh.

This again, you are letting him win again. Do something.

I unwrapped my foot from around his waist then pushed him away. "I'm sorry I can't," I said the walked off. Grabbing me by the hand, he pulled me towards his body.

"Don't think you can get away from me Serena, when you push me away it makes me want you more. Remember that you are mine and all of thus belongs to me" he whispered in my ear and I shivered, squeezing my legs shut. I can't believe I'm enjoying this, my body betrayed me but my mind still had my back.

"Nicoli" I heard Bella called, I looked down the hall and she was walking towards us with tears in her eyes.

"Bella," he said as he moved away from me then stoop down to her level.

"What's wrong Bella?" He asked her and she wrapped her arms around his neck.

"Why did you go bye-bye?" She asked and he lifts her off the floor. Wiping her tears away.

"I was taking care of something, it's okay" he cooed and I smiled, even though Nikolai can be evil sometimes he does love his sisters. I can see that he only acts mean towards other people but when he's with his family he's a whole different man. "Serena will sleep with you, I have something important to do ok princess," he said and she nodded. He placed her down and she walked over to me.

"Up up," she said and I picked her up then looked back at Nikolai.

"I'll deal with you another time and take the pills," he said and I gulped and walk into his room.

Who the hell am I kidding, of course, its a sex contract, he's gonna wanna do it someday and there is nothing I can do about it. Running away is no longer an option. I cant let what happened to me today happen again.

I laid Bella down on the bed and I went beside her, she wrapped her arms around my waist and she closed her eyes. I stared up at the ceiling thinking about what happened. Atleast Nikolai doesn't abuse me, if I was with have right now he would be hitting me. I really need my phone my best friend must be worried about me.

Tomorrow I will search for my phone even if I have to go into Nickolai's office.

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