Jung Hoseok

I lay on his chest and draw circles on his skin. He is still asleep next to me.

He was so stressed yesterday and I was too, we couldn't sleep without each other.

My company made him relax and he felt asleep like a child. Neither of us woke up.

He was right, we cannot be just friends or business partners, it's more between us. So much more and we shouldn't stop it.

But, I don't want to stop him from his life.

He wakes up soon enough and hugs me to him.

" You shouldn't lose the title because of me. It not worth it."

" What?" He looks down onto me.

" Your mafia title. You clearly wanted to become the boss so badly, I don't think I'm Worthy of loosing it.

Some people Fall in love and it doesn't work out. We are not the first and last."

" Wait, wait. No, what are you talking about?

Don't say it like you don't mean anything to me. It's not that easy okay?"

" But it is. You should choose your family and continue with the business. It's easier."

" Easier does not mean better Hoseok. I .... I don't even think my family is that important anymore."

" Don't say that, please. At least you have a big family.

I only have my dad and Jungkook.

Jungkook doesn't even care about me and dad.... Well, he sold me to yours.

Our distant family either lives in Korea or east Europe. So, I don't have much choice."

" I'm sorry, I don't realize you might feel like this.

But you also have to agree with me that it's better to be alone and happy, than have a family who only brings you pain.

My mom moved away after the divorced and didn't care. My father uses me as a way to get money. My biological siblings try to put me in scandals and my step sister is afraid of me.

Alissa is - I don't know. I just imagine how mom used to kiss father on the cheek and how they laughed, it's not fair this woman does the same.

My dad's side is even worse then father and my mom's side has a way too free lifestyle.

If you think my family stands behind me than you are wrong, Hoseok.

They don't like me for me, they like me because I'm smart and I know how to get money.

So, to your comment that I should choose my family over you...... I disagree, jagiya." He moves in the bed and looks at me, " I think that even if you broke my heart, cut it and squished it, you game me more love and care than they did."

" Taehyung, I -,"

" I don't think my father would let me leave the family. He has too much pride for that but I think a bit freedom should be worth fighting for." He cares my cheek.

" Do you think that money can by happiness?" He whispers,

" Or do you think it's love?"

And I was too selfish in that moments and answered :

" Love"