Atlanta, Georgia

10:42 AM

June 10, Saturday

"What's that on yo face?"I asked Kodi as I rubbed her cheek and kissed her lips.

"What is it? I can't see it."she said.

I ran my finger across the scratch on her nose.

"That right there."

"What right where? I don't feel anything."she said while rubbing the area.

"Look."I said while taking a picture of her face.

I showed the her the picture and she looked at it.

"Baby that's a little ass scratch!"

"It look big to me."

"It's not big at all."she chuckled while trynna get up out of the bed but I pulled her back down.

"What are you doing!?"she exclaimed while looking at me.

"Come here."I said while putting the blanket back over her and climbing in between her legs.

"Mommy daddy, wake up!!!"I heard and I sighed.

Kodi started laughing and I rolled back over to my side of the bed.

"Good morning Sugar!!"Kodi said while looking at her as she ran in here.

"It's cuddle timmmme!!"she said while climbing up into the bed in between us.

"Heaven what is that on your face?"Kodi asked her and I looked at her face seeing black streaks.

"It's mascara."she said and Kodi gasped.

"Where did you get that from?"

"Savannah duh!"

"That is not okay, is she here now?"Kodi asked me and I shook my head no.

"I'm gonna have to have a talk with her then, Heaven if it isn't mommy's or daddy's don't use anybody else's stuff okay?"

"Okay."

"Even if it is ours ask for permission first baby."I said to her.

"Okay, let's cuddle guys."she said while grabbing the both of our heads and pulling us closer to her.

She pulled a lil too far and we bumped heads.

"Heaven!"Kodi semi yelled while laughing and rubbing her head.

"Damn Stink."I said while rubbing mine also.

"Sorr—"she began to say and I grabbed a pillow and hit her with it, not too hard though.

"Boy don't be hitting my baby with no pillow!"Kodi said while sitting up and hitting me back with one.

Heaven joined in and they jumped my ass.

That wasn't until she switched up and got on my side.

We had a pillow fight for about ten minutes before we started getting ready for the day.

Today is the day that ima propose to Kodi.

I got some good shit planned for today but until then, ima go run some errands.

"Mommy look."Heaven said to me while showing me something she drew.

I gasped, "Oh my gosh this is so beautiful baby!!"

"I know, it's a picture of people driving."

Okay now y'all know damn well that picture ain't... never mind, I still love my baby though.

I set up my phone on the paper towels and started a live.

Since Scarr and I are together and He's well known, I do have a little bit of clout on the social media side.

Not only that but I am a bad bitch who everybody just seems to recognize.

I do just post pictures and hop off of social media especially now that I'm always busy and I am a mother.

I also don't want to disclose a lot about my life.

Right now I'm just doing it because I have nothing else to do.

Scarr was gone to run some errands so it was just me and Heaven.

"Hey y'all."I waved at the viewers while putting a cracker in my mouth.

"Mommy who are you talking to?"Heaven asked me as she walked in here and dug her hand into my box of crackers.

"The viewers on my live."I said while pointing as I watched her put the cracker in her mouth.

She bit into it and scrunched her face up while spitting it out on the floor.

"That's what you get."I said while laughing as I grabbed a napkin.

"That's so freaking gross!!!"she screamed dramatically while running to grab a Caprisun.

"Come here and wipe your mess up when you're done drinking."I said and when she finished, she came to wipe up the decomposed cracker.

"Okay mommy what's viewers?"

"People who watches something. When you watch people's YouTube videos, you're considered a viewer."

"Who me!?"

"Yes you and a everybody else."

"So it's real people on there watching you?"

"Yep. What you wanna tell them? Say something."

"Hi ugly people."she said and I chuckled.

"That's not nice Heaven."

"Well hi pretty people."she rolled her eyes and said before walking off.

I shook my head while looking at my phone and reading comments.

"Y'all she's a whole diva, look like her mama but has daddy's attitude."

Scarr shortly came home and pulled up waiting on us.

He said that we were going out to grab some lunch.

Heaven and I had on our sundresses with our sandals and shades.

She saw me change into mine so she wanted to wear one.

Heaven and I got into the car and buckled up before Scarr's no driving ass pulled out of the driveway.

"Baby can you not drive fast with my daughter in here?"I asked him.

"I got you baby."he said while turning his head towards me and looking at the road too.

I kissed his lips before grabbing my phone and texting some people back.

"Can we play a game?"Heaven asked us.

"We can do whatever you want stink."Scarr said to her.

"Let's play a nasty would you rather, I go first!"she said.

"Would you rather eat a booger or drink snot?"she asked us and I laughed because that was so random.

"Eat a booger."Scarr and I both said.

"Me too. Okay who's next?"

"Mommy is. Okay would you rather never wear shoes or never wash your hands?"I asked them.

"Never wash my hands."Heaven said.

"Shit never wear shoes."Scarr said.

"Why?"I asked him.

"'Cause we do everything with our hands and if I gotta get my legs amputated due to my feet not being protected then that's fine."he said and I nodded.

"Why never wash your hands Sugar?"I asked her.

"I need my feet so that I can be a model."

"That's right."I said while holding my hand up.

She high fived me and I turned to Scarr.

"It's your turn."

"Aight would you rather shit— I mean poop in a sink or in the shower?"

"Neither."Heaven said.

"You gotta pick one stink."he said.

"Ima say poop in the shower."I said while putting on some lip gloss.

"Okay in the shower, me too."Heaven said and I nodded.

"Great minds think alike right?"I asked her and she nodded while smiling.

Sometimes I just look at her and can't believe that Scarr and I made her.

After all of the shit we went through, I never thought we'd even end up together.

Once I left Atlanta I washed my hands with him and everybody else in it.

I'm glad he spun the block because if he didn't I would be a broke down bitch still stripping to pay the bills.

We later pulled up to an aquarium.

I don't mind letting Heaven have her fun but mama was indeed hungry.

We got out of the car and headed inside along with Vincent, his guard.

It was empty as fuck so I was confused.

"Baby where is everybody?"I asked Scarr.

"It's some more people here but not many."he said and I nodded.

We did all of the important stuff before it was time for us to tour the building.

I've been here once and i believe it was when I was younger.

Georgia has one of the most largest aquariums and I've never taken Heaven to anything like this so I'm glad we're here.

"Oooh this is so beautiful!!!"Heaven exclaimed while looking around.

"It is. Look at daddy!"I said while pointing at the shark that passed by.

Heaven gasped while looking at me.

Scarr grabbed me by my waist from behind and pinched my nipple through my dress.

I laughed while hitting him.

"Don't do that!"

"Should've put on a bra anyways."he said with a mug on his face as he let me go.

"I should've put on some panties too right?"I asked him and he grabbed me again.

"Stop playing with me for yo ass be on the other side of that glass with them sharks."he said in my ear and I laughed.

"Okay I was just playing."I said while moving his arms.

"I'll move my own damn arms, don't touch me."he said while rubbing himself up against me and I looked around making sure nobody saw that.

"Stop being a fucking perv, move!"I whispered while smacking his hand and he moved.

We looked up seeing Heaven with Vincent looking at the shark.

Once we caught up with them we walked through the whole aquarium until we stumbled upon an excluded area in front of the Dolphin's.

We walked for a couple of minutes before we were led to this table that was decorated all beautifully.

It was flowers and candles everywhere.

There was chefs standing around and everything.

"Baby this is sooo beautiful."I said while looking around.

"I like this It's so pretty!!"Heaven said.

I hugged Scarr for a long time and kissed him before pulling away.

"Have a seat."he said while pulling my chair out as well as Heavens.

"Ooooh sugar cookies!!"Heaven exclaimed while grabbing one off of the table and eating it.

"Mmmm."she hummed while dancing and I laughed.

"It's good baby?"I asked her and she nodded while picking up another one.

"Slow down Heaven."

"There's gonna be a ten minute wait but your food will be out shortly."one of the chefs said and we nodded.

"Thank you." Scarr said to him.

Vincent was sitting at the table along with us but he didn't really communicate with us, he never does.

I guess he's just her to beat a nigga up.

"Soo what is all of this for?"I asked Scarr as I took pictures.

"Just some special."

I nodded while smiling.

I kind of felt the urge to cry but I didn't.

We talked with each other before the food came out.

Scarr and I had Mexican food while Vincent and Sugar had pizza.

Food was good as hell too.

After we ate we took a couple of pictures.

Scarr handed Vincent his phone so that he record us.

I was standing there with Heaven posing and shit until I felt Scarr tap me.

When I turned around I saw him on his knee holding up a ring.

I gasped before looking around and crying.

"Ion know what else to say but will you spend the rest of yo life with me?"he asked me and I nodded while handing him my hand.

He placed the ring on my finger before standing and hugging me.

"What's happening?"Heaven asked us.

Scarr and I shared a couple of kisses before pulling away.

"I love you baby."he said.

"I love you more. Heaven we're getting married."I said and she started clapping.

"So y'all are gonna be in love for for ever!?"

"Yep."

"Yaaaayy. I can't wait to tell Savanna and Grandma and grandpa and everybody else."

I chuckled.

There isn't much that I really can say because I'm so fucking happy right now.

As soon as we get home I'm finding a wedding planner.