Atlanta, Georgia

4:14 PM

May 23, Thursday

I watched as Kodi walked into the hookah lounge where we'd be meeting up at today.

I laughed to myself as mfs heads turned once they saw her.

Bitches mugged and nigga's couldn't stop staring.

Ion know why she wanted to meet me at a hookah lounge, I told her to meet me at a restaurant instead but she insisted.

As soon as she walked up, I stood up to give her a hug.

"Hey baby."she smiled while looking up at me.

I bent down to kiss her lips a couple of times, even gave her a lil tongue.

I could feel eyes glued to the both of us so I smacked her ass and grabbed it.

"Bae!!!"she semi yelled while looking at me and pushing me back.

I stared at her and hit my lip lustfully before sitting down.

"Don't look at me like that."she said and while sitting next to me.

"Or else what?"I asked her as I poured myself a shot along with her.

"Not you drinking, thank you baby."she said while taking the cup out of my hand.

"Cheers to us communicating about the problems in our marriage."she said catching me off guard before we both threw our shots back.

"Whew shit."she exaggerated while shaking and shit.

I chuckled, "You good?"

"Yes I'm good baby."she said before sitting back and crossing her legs.

"What's up?"I asked her as I fired up my blunt.

"Baby you can't smoke weed in here."she said to me and I just shrugged.

"I'm not going to jail with you."

"The least they can do is kick us out, that ain't gone stop us from talking about what's important so proceed."

"You so damn nonchalant, pass me one of them tubes."she said and I passed grabbed on of the tubes from the hookah pipe and put the pink mouthpiece on it for her.

"Thank you baby."she said while grabbing it and I watched her as she hit it.

"Look at yo lil fine ass."I said while biting my lip at her and she started laughing while coughing.

"Baby don't do that right now."

"Aight my bad."I chuckled.

"Okay so I wanted to talk about what happened at the charity event. Oh and why I think you doing give a fuck about your family."she said and I got choked on the smoke.

"Wow."she said while patting my back.

It took me a while to catch my breath but when I did I was good.

"What makes you think that I don't give a fuck about my family?"I asked her.

"It's just the things you do. Like this whole being back in the trap thingy. I don't think you understand how much I care and the sacrifices that I will make for our family. If you came to me and told me that you didn't want me being a real estate agent because you already know the troubles that comes with it, yes I'd have my opinions but I'd completely stop being an agent. Especially if I know that what I'm doing would harm or put my family or me in any kind of danger. I understand that you think you know what you're doing or that you just got it under control but if I'm constantly telling you that I don't think what you're doing is safe then you should stop. I'm not your friend, I'm not your girlfriend, I'm not your fiancé, I'm your wife I have your best interest at heart and I'm intimately familiar with you. I wouldn't tell you something if I knew that it could possibly harm you, never will I do that. I don't get it though why can't you just listen to me and realize that?"

"I know that you care and I know that you'd make a lot of sacrifices for us. I also know that you wouldn't tell me something if you knew that it could possibly harm me. I just feel like when I tell you that I got everything under control it's handled!!! That means that we're, as a fami—"

"I understand what you're say—"

"I let you talk, now's my time."I said while cutting her off and she sat up.

"I don't care. What you're saying is bullshit, you're not even listening to me! I understand that you have everything under control, handled, you have it taken care of, you've taken everything in hand but what's gonna happen when you're gone!? What's gonna happen when you don't come home one ni— what the fuck are you looking at!?"she raised her voice at me and then yelled at this girl who was looking over here.

"What's going to happen when you're back behind bars or even laying on your fucking deathbed!? I don't know what you're gonna do but I know exactly what I'm gonna do and if you don't want that, I suggest you figure your shit out!"she spat before getting up and leaving.

I sighed while watching her walk out.

Like I said before it's up to her if she wants to move on with this shit or keep being upset out it.

I'm standing on my word, if something does happen to me then that's fine as long as my family straight I'll be cool.