Atlanta, Georgia

8:03 PM

June 3, Wednesday

"Hey Sugar, watch your brother's and sister."I said while walking through the living room.

"Where are you going?"she asked me.

"On the patio to talk to daddy."

"Oh okay."

"Thank you."I said before going to the backyard door and going outside.

"Oooh what's this?"Scarr asked me as he grabbed my arm and pulled me in front of him and spinning me around.

"It's a onesie."

"You know you wrong right?"

"For what?"

"Coming out here with this on."

"Well I just got out of the shower."

"Mhm bend over for me real quick."

"No."

"Pleeeaaassse!?"

"What the fuck you think this is? Some type of freak show?"I asked him as I looked back at him.

"Just do it!!!"

"Mmcht."I sucked my teeth before bending over in front of him.

He smacked my ass twice and I moved.

"You go overboard."

"What's wrong with me tapping that ass?"he said before firing up the fat ass blunt he had.

I sipped some of the wine that I had in my glass before looking at him.

"Why you always so far away?"he asked me after hitting the blunt.

"Why you so obsessed with me? I'm literally sitting right next to you."

"I want you on top of me."

I acted as if I didn't hear him and he wrapped his arm around my body and put me on his lap.

"Baaaeee you're making me spill my wine."I said while looking down at the wine that had spilled on my chest and onesie.

"I got you baby."he said before licking on my chest and up to my neck.

I laughed while placing my hand on the back of his neck.

"How will we explain this to the kids?"

"We won't."he looked at me and said.

"You so sexy daddy."I bit my lip and said while rubbing his chest.

"If we ain't in the act, don't call me that."he said and I chuckled.

"Why not?"

"'Cause you gone make me do some things and this ain't the right time or the place to be carrying on like that."

"Okay daddy I'm sorry."I said and he unbuttoned one of the buttons on my onesie.

I laughed and popped his hand, "Stop!!"

"Nah you better stop, ima tear yo ass up out here!!"he said and I shook my head.

"What did you want to talk about?"I asked him.

He hit his blunt and sighed right after that's exactly how I knew it was gonna be some bullshit.

"I'm going on tour baby."he said suddenly without warning.

I drank almost half of the wine that was in my glass.

"That's good baby, when though and how long will it be?"

"Shit I leave in a couple of days and basically for three months."he said and I immediately took back the rest of the wine.

"In a couple of days like the day after tomorrow or like five days after today. Three months, what the fuck!?"

"More like in three days."he said and I scratched my head while looking down at the time on my phone that was sitting on his lap.

"How long have you been planning for this?"I asked him as I looked up.

"About three months now."he said and I nodded while smiling.

Part of me wanted to get up and just walk away but the other part of me wanted to slap his ass.

"Three months and you couldn't tell me?"I asked him as I bit the inside of my cheek.

"I mean it wasn't nothing that I could really do about it K5 said the word and I just went with it."he shrugged.

"'K5 said the word and I just went with it.' Do you not hear how fucking stupid you sound right now!?"I mocked him.

"It a—"

"Shut up I'm talking. Why would you let a grown ass man who doesn't have any smaller children or anything else to worry about make plans for you!? I understand that he's your manager and that's just how that shit goes but you have a family! Did you not think about us when you just went with what he said!!? Did you not think about summer break, did you not think about me having to deal with work and four little children, did you not fucking think about how long three months is going to be!?"

"You act like I ain't gone make a stop in Atlanta halfway through! I done went on tour plenty of times before and you ain't never did all this. What the fuck is yo problem now!? You mad about some dick or so—"he spat before I slapped him.

"Don't you ever fucking disrespect me like that!! I don't not only give a fuck about sex, I actually give a fuck about us and our family!! You can't say the same fucking thing because you don't give a fuck about us, you only care about yourself! You only care about the money that you're making, putting on a show for these bitches, and keeping your old ass in the stree—"I yelled in his face before my phone rang.

I looked at it seeing pop up.

"I'm about to take this call from my client, don't come fucking with me."I simply said before getting up and walking away from him.

I answered the phone and Duke spoke.

"Kodi, how you doing?"

"Hi!! I'm doing find and you?"

"Excited."

"That's great! Okay I remember you saying that you had some good news to tell me. What's the news?"

"If it's still on the market I think you got an offer for the house on Belt Loop."

"Are you for real!!?"

"As real as it gets."

"Wow okay umm what number are we at?"

"Full price, all cash."

"Full price, all cash!? No contingency, appraisal, or bank!?"

"Not at all."

"Okay that's great umm I'll talk to the owner of the home and give you a call back as soon as possible."

"Alright have a good night."

"You too thank you so much!!"I said before he hung up the phone.

I let out a sigh of relief but once I saw Scarr standing in front of me my mood changed.

"Congratulations."he said and I nodded.

"Yeah thanks. I wasn't finished but ima just say this. I do everything, every fucking thing to please you and to make sure our family is straight. You don't do shit!!! It's all cool though keep doing you and keep thinking that I'm gonna stick around just because of this fucking title!!"I spat before walking off and going inside.

It's like I can't even be excited for shit when it happens because I always have some negative shit going on at home that I gotta fall back on.

I'm not sure what I'm gonna do but hopefully he changes his mind at the last minute.

If so it'll show me that he cares if not his ass might be coming back home to an empty house.