Atlanta, Georgia

11:06 AM

May 9, Saturday

"Heaven and Kai? Are y'all ready!?"I yelled from the bottom of the stairs.

"Yea we're coming!!"Heaven yelled.

Kai came downstairs shortly with Heaven following behind him and I walked to the front room of our house to let the babysitter, Rachel, know that we were leaving.

Due to the fact that I'm a real estate broker, I was able to find my family and I a nice home to live in.

Our kids have their own rooms, a game room, basketball court, tennis court, and a movie theatre.

It's a pretty big house in a gated community with twenty-four hour patrol.

Even through there is patrol, Scarr wanted to take more precautions and have our own security on our property.

Then he also wanted cameras everywhere.

We don't have any really close neighbors, they're more far from us.

So it's like we don't have neighbors but we do.

Scarr is still going through shit due to the fact that when his house was invaded, he killed two people and not just one.

He has moved his things in but he's been so busy that he hasn't really settled in with us just yet.

We hired a babysitter, Rachel, she has very good communication and people skills.

Rachel is also good with children and her background check was valid.

I already explained the rules to her in a nice manner but I think Scarr, on the other hand, scared her.

She does live with us since she's a twenty-four hour babysitter and we do still pay her.

She's not the only person that I've recently had to hire though.

Since I'm not big on the whole security thing when out in public, I had to hire bodyguards.

Y'all already know who suggested it.

I also hired a private personal assistant, she'll be helping me not only with work but household things also.

I hired a maid and a chef also just in case our schedules get too busy and we can't help out around the house anymore.

Scarr didn't want this because he felt like I should be the one that's in the kitchen and cleaning but I think otherwise.

Sometimes I have showings to do at night while he's probably at a show or in the studio.

Everything may seem chaotic but it's coming together slowly.

Today I'm taking Kai and Heaven out for brunch so that we can talk about their behavior and figure some shit out.

'Cause I know they're my babies but they're getting out of hand.

We headed to the car and when we were inside I drove to Murphy's Restaurant.

"Mama your booty is too big."Heaven said to me as we got out of the car.

"Your daddy likes it."I said and she gasped.

"Oooooh and I have that on video!!"she said and I laughed.

"You better delete it."

"Nope. I'm sending it to him... right now."

I playfully put her in a headlock.

"Kai you better get your sister, I'm finna kill her."I said and he tried getting me off of her.

"Okay chill."he said and me and i chuckled while letting her go.

"Nah let her catch a dv."Heaven said as we walked into the restaurant.

"What you know about a dv?"I asked her as I took off my shades.

"That's for me to know and you to find out."

"A table for four please."I said to the hostess.

"There goes Big Charlie."Kai said and I turned around seeing the bodyguard I hired walk in behind us.

"And he's late."Heaven added on.

"No we're just early, hey Charles."I said to him.

"What's up, what's up."

"You know who Debo is?"Kai asked him and Heaven started laughing.

"Don't start."I said to him as we headed to the table behind the hostess.

"I'm just asking a simple question."Kai said and I shook my head as I sat down.

"Why didn't you bring the twins?"Heaven asked me.

"Yeah."Kai followed up.

"I only brought you two because I wanted to talk to you about your behavior."

"We're good kids and you know it."Kai said.

"Yeah but y'all just don't know how to follow the rules and both of you act grown as hell."

"I'm gonna be eighteen next year sooo."Heaven said.

"Girl, eighteen don't mean nothing when it comes to obeying your parents."

"We do obey."Kai said while tapping away on the game he was playing.

"Okay everybody give me phones and Apple Watches."I said while holding my hand out.

"We're at a restaurant."Heaven said.

"Yeah what if there's an emergency?"Kai added on.

"There will be one if y'all down hand everything over, AirPods too."

"You're gonna whoop us or something?"Heaven asked me and I ignored her while putting their gadgets in my purse.

"Okay so I have a question for both of you. Your dad and I, we do everything we can in order to make you guys happy. We give you anything you want and we're nice to you. Why do you guys run over us? Y'all talk back, don't follow our simple rules, sneak out of the house, and y'all are disrespectful to us. Why do you that?"

"Do you think we let you get away with too much? What's the problem?"I asked them again since they both couldn't answer the first question.

"Sometimes yes."Kai said and I could see Heaven hit him.

"So that mean we should restrict you from some things right?"

"Ye—No."he said.

"Why don't you think we should Heaven?"

"Because why would you take things away from your kids if it makes them happy."

"Exactly so if we let you have, and do anything that makes you happy. Why do you constantly disrespect us?"

"Do you have a reason or is there not one?"

"There isn't one."Kai said.

"Okay so you just do it for no reason?"

They both shrugged.

"No give me an answer. Yes or no?"

"Yes."Kai said.

"Yes for you too Heaven?

"No but I don't think it's for no reason, I think it's just because you and dad just let us get away with certain things so now we're used to it."

"What certain things?"

"Like the stuff you described."

"So you know that it's not okay to do it but you do it anyways because we don't say anything? Is that what you're saying?"

"Yeah."Kai said since Heaven didn't want to answer.

"I don't really think Scarr cares but do you know how that makes me feel? Can you tell me how you think it makes me feel?"I asked them both.

"Sad or mad."Kai answered.

"You think it makes me feel sad and mad also Heaven?"I asked her as I drank some of my drink.

In the midst of this we were getting our food ordered and stuff.

Heaven nodded.

"So why do you do what you do? Y'all want to see me stressed out and really sick because you two can't get your act together? I actually want to see you happy and if you aren't happy then I can't be happy or at peace with myself. You think I enjoy taking stuff away from you, No because I want you to have these things. You think I like cussin' at you? I don't. It's very embarrassing and upsetting to me when you guys act the way you act. I can't and I'm not going to keep stressing myself out or crying over situations you put me through. I need you both to work on your behavior so that your little brother and sister won't put us through the same thing. It's not cute at all and from now on Scarr and I are going to step up as your parent's and not your friend's. All of that gentle parenting shit is out of the door with you two. You're old enough to handle tough love now. You wanna do me bad, I'm not gonna do you bad, but I am gonna get on your ass. Mama loves you dearly but this has to stop, seriously."

They both nodded and I did so also before giving them their phone's back.