The members and I were scheduled to have dance rehearsal's for our next performance where we will be performing "War Of Hormones"

Today I felt really sick and fatigued. My head was pounding and I went to the bathroom several times to throw up.

Jin told the manager hyung that he will take me to the hospital for a check up. The manager agreed.

Jungkook asked me if I was feeling okay. I laughed and ruffled his hair.

He hugged me and left with the other members for rehearsals. Jin and I went to the hospital.

As we were there, they did many tests to see if I was okay and what kind of sickness i had.

As idols, they have to go through many procedures to make sure we're well enough to perform.

After an hour of testing, he told us that he will call me when they get the results back. For now, I need to be in bed to at least 3 days.

After 3 days I got a call from the doctor.

The doctor replied.

He sounded a little depressed but I didn't think much of it.

I asked Jin if he could take me to the hospital and he said okay. Jungkook asked if he could come too but then Jimin said he wanted Jungkook to stay and play with him. Jungkook's mine, Jimin.

I returned to my phone call.

We said goodbye and hung up. Jin and I left the dorms and headed for the hospital.

We met with Dr. Choi and he led us into the room. I sat on the bed table, dangling my feet and laughing for no apparent reason. Jin sat on one of the side chairs.

I stopped and looked up at him worriedly.

Jin gasped. I started tearing up. He got up and held me in his arms as I cried in his arms.

Jin asked desperately.

The doctor said flipping through his notes.

Jin yelled. I gripped tighter onto his shirt.

Jin got up and was about to punch the doctor but I pulled him back.

I begged.

Doctor Choi shrugged.

Jin calmed down and looked at me. Not with anger, but sadness.

He sighed.

I though for a second. He's right. If I were to die, I want to spend the last of my days having fun.

This was the last thing I said before leaving the doctors office. Most of the drive home was silent.

I replied, staring out the window.

I looked at Jin. He looked pretty serious.

When we arrived at the dorms, the members were scattered about doing their own little thing.

The manager yelled.

Yeah, we told the manager before we went up to the dorms. He was sad about the news and regretted putting me through all these hard work and schedules. I comforted him saying that he was doing his job and the best he can.

The members gathered, but one was missing.

I asked.

Jimin replied.

I was shocked. Why? I don't think he can take all this bad news in one day!

Manager hyung said and all the members looked at him worriedly.

I nodded and faced everyone.

I said simply.

They all gasped and started questioning me at once.

Jimin asked.

J hope said

Rap monster scolded.

Suga said.

I started crying and Jin comforted me again. He told the members what happened in the doctors room and everything Dr. Choi said.

They got up and group hugged me. It felt nice to know everyone cared, but all I really wanted was Jungkook's embrace. I wanted my Kookie. They all pulled away and Jimin wiped my tears.

I stated.

Jimin asked.

I said.

Suga suggested. Everyone agreed.

Namjoon asked.

Jin replied.

I nodded.

Jimin argued.

Namjoon joked.

Jhope joined.

We all started laughing and then the maknae walked in.

He ran towards me and pulled me in for a hug. I gladly returned it.

I said while rubbing his back.

The members gave me a concerned look and i put my finger to my lips to let them know to keep the brain cancer thing a secret. They all understood.

Jungkook and I walked to our bedroom. He told me about how close he and his grandma was. We watched a comedy movie together in our room and started going through pictures of us together.

I hummed in reply while smiling and a photo of us.

I looked at him but he looked away and continued watching the movie.

I pulled him in and kissed his forehead.

He turned to me and punched my shoulder. I giggled at his actions.

He smiled at me and leaned on my shoulder.

I promise.

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it's just a story but I know it's a very serious and sad thing. :'( I'm sorry for anyone who is or who knows someone who is going through any sickness or disease right now.

Prayers go out to you and your family.