A/N: Before I begin this chapter, I just want you all to know that I already published a part of my next story, 'Marahuyo'. I'll start publishing the chapters starting August 1, so abangan ninyo ang kuwento ng magkambal na Robredo na sina Jolynn at Julwynn at ang pagpasok nila sa mundo ng pag-ibig.

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Hi,

The first time I found out about it, I was so nervous kung paano ko sasabihin sa pamilya ko ang masamang balitang natanggap ko. I even made my doctor promise not to say a word. I didn't know how I managed to do it, but I did. I don't know, too, if my decision is right.

I was selfish.

All the time I've been keeping this secret, I thought na kaming ng doktor ko lang ang nakaka-alam. I thought wrong. And thinking about it makes my stomach churn. Nakakalilo malaman na may iba pa palang naka-alam.

That's why ganoon nalang pala mag-worry si ate Tricia sa mga ginagawa ko. Shit. Kaya pala. I should have just let the doctor tell my family what came back.

What my ate Pat did to mee really hurt me. I was hurt from the bottom of my heart. Napakasakit ng ginawa niya saakin but I still forgave her because she was still my sister even after what she did.

Wala, eh, ate ko parin siya. Labs na labs ko rin, eh. Siya pa ang pinaka-close kong kapatid. At mabuti na rin siguro 'yun dahil wala talaga akong plano nun na sabihin sakanila nun na bumalik ang cancer ko.

And now, I'm here.

Stuck in a hospital. Lying down on a hospital bed, again. It was like a deja vu, again. But I've been thinking about not going into any treatment. I'm planning on not getting the help that I needed because masasayang na naman ang pera. Hindi naman na rin certain na gagaling ako, because look at where I am now. Back in the hospital after getting treated the last time.

But I have this though, also. Masasaktan ko lang ang mga kapatid ko at lalong lalo na si mama kung bibitaw nalang ako.

I have this thought naman na mas mabuting nang matapos na ang paghihirap nila saakin.

Nothing is certain.

That's what's been running inside my head. Kung I will get treated, it's not a hundred percent certain na gagaling ako o mawawala ang sakit saakin. Kase nga, 'yon ang akala namin the last time, but look where we're now.

Anything is possible.

Been saying that in my mind, too. I want to fight real bad. For mama. For ate Aika. For ate Pat. And for ate Jill. I want to fight for them. I don't want to hurt them anymore. I've been hurting them for year now. And I don't want to do it again. It needs to stop, hence why I decided at the end na sasalang ako chemotherapy.

Walang imposible.

I will fight for my family.

-Sad regards,

JSNGR.