[This chapter was meant to be some sort of 'last note' to my passionate readers before completely leaving and teasing some future projects that'll probably never get released. Not gonna lie, I still think about what would've happened if I did continue writing. Still Guilty that I left so many readers.]

Yo, GridINCO here. I have a lot of explanation to do lol. I'll try to keep things short.

After announcing "serious business" to my fellow readers that— The Circus Ruckus would end earlier than expected aka go DISCONTINUED, people became worried, thinking it was all because of a problem or a case I have back home but it isn't.

[Here's me explaining how draining it is to bask in spotlight. I'm not saying I hate the attention the book is getting, but it is tiring. I struggled to elaborate these feelings because I was dumb lol.]

In fact, I'm doing good! Just tired and probably anxious about quitting on this book.

It's just... I felt like things aren't doing good with this book. The scenarios are out of place, the plot is still confusing as heck and the lack of practice really shot a great impact on our book. I gotta admit, I really enjoyed writing this book.

[At first, I was having fun writing chapters. But suddenly, a wave of worries struck me. It was hurtful because even the slightest look at my own work would sting my guts. I thought it was due to the fact that my writing was horrible, but no, it wasn't. It was because of my insecurities and how I would often compare myself, a beginner to professionals who took years of experience to master this skill.]

I spend all of my "gadget time" or 4 hours usage of devices in making chapters for this story. Every time it struck 6 pm in my country, I would instantly open my tablet and prepare for a new part. I spend so much time in making chapters, I never had the time to even spend it on something like entertainment and gaming. Don't judge me lmao, even a kid like me loves to play!

[I believe I explained this "gadget Time" somewhere in one of my chapters but it seems like I removed it. It's a restriction that my parents used so that we wouldn't spend too much time on our screens. It sucks but now that I'm older, I completely understand lol.]

Aside from what I feel about the making of this book, I never had any intention to end this quickly from the start. Before I started thinking about stopping our progress, I had the urge to change the story's plot! My body kept telling me to delete/unpublish this book but I can't, I really can't.

This book helped me. This book is filled with such positivity that makes me smile.

No words can ever describe how happy I am to have you guys. So thank you.

THE END.

Although the title of this chapter is "THE END", I still can't shake off the feeling of,,, rebirth. If I do somehow capture the old feelings I got when I was 13, then maybe, I can start anew. Revive the past, rejuvenate the old. But I can't be too sure about it, but if I do recreate this.

Would you still be around?

Thanks again for reading this book! I appreciate y'all coming lol. As of now, I'm learning digital art and animation. If y'all wanna check more of my other stuff, feel free to come by! And remember, y'all ARE AWESOMEEE!!!!

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