When I say time froze I meant it. It was as if time gave me time to admire him. Observe everything about him, from the attire he wore to his facial features.

"Y/n ..."

"Why didn't you come?"

We were walking around the field that Bighit had behind their building. I was upset, not over the fact that he didn't come to see me but over the fact that he didn't explain anything that happened. He left me there to wonder about my own death.

"I wanted to."

"I tried to find the reasons why you might've left. Reasons why you didn't come. My mind was lost in thoughts about you. But you didn't care did you?"

"Don't say that."

"Okay, so what was it?"

"I just...I don't know."

Turning on my heel I looked at him, "I know you mean well. I know that you feel guilty about what happened to me. But let me tell you one thing."

I walked closer to him and placed my palm next to his cheek. I noticed how my sudden approached surprised him.

"I like you. Heck, I don't even know if like is the right word."

I sighed before taking a step back I looked into his eyes. They looked as if he hadn't had an ounce of sleep yet I can't bare looking at him. I loved him I didn't just like him but I can't afford hurting him. I can't afford to hurt the boy I loved.

"You like me?"

"I liked you. You lied to me. It hurts thinking about it but it's for the best...we will work together if Bang PD asks but besides that, I don't want you speaking to me. Date Yuju if you want. Make her happy. I am the leader of Dreamlike and I will make us succeed. Min Yoongi...this is the end."

"The end to what?"

"To whatever we had."

I took my hand off his cheek and leaned in planting one last kiss on his cheek. They were warm and soft. I couldn't make eye contact knowing he is probably tearing up. Turning away I walked on the field. I walked towards the river. The river where I met him.

Looking at the river I felt some sort of inspiration. Humming to myself I felt a tune come to mind. I closed my eyes and envisioned holding the girls hands and bowing to an audience.

I felt the grip of someone tighten around my hand. It was Beomgyu. He smiled and patted my head.

"Noona you know that I believe what you did was correct right?"

"Is there a but?"

"Yes. But you love him you're doing wrong to yourself."

"I'm okay."

He held my hand as we watched the sun start to set. The river was a yellow orange scene. It was as if it came straight out of a painting.

"It's beautiful isn't it?"

"It really is. I wonder sometimes what went through my mind that I couldn't even admire this view."

"Noona you never told me about what happened."

I looked at him shaking my head, "It's something I'm not proud of. Yet it is part of who I am so it makes me happy. That's all I can say."

He smiled and pinched my cheeks, "Noona you are so adorable come on let's go get some food and head back to the dorms."

He didn't let go of my hand. He held on tight as we walked in public. People stared but we smiled and laughed.

"Yuju likes these. Oh Sunhee loves these. Oooo these for Eunhee! Doyeon always prefers these. "

"Okay that's enough is that everyone?"

"Yeah! Now we can go back!" I grabbed the bags filled with food and paid the clerk.

"Oh aren't you y/n? From Dreamlike?"

He looked up astonished and couldn't help but form his neutral face to a smiling one.

"It is you! I love your music all of you are amazingly talented!"

"Oh thank you! That's for sweet um.." I look at his name tag "Junghoon. Please continue supporting us!"

He nods as Beomgyu and I step out of the store.

"Look at you being all famous." He laughs and wraps his arm around my shoulder.

"Yah you can't do that then they'll be rumors and honestly at this point I'm done with them." I laughed and jokingly poked his stomach.

When we got to the dorms the first person waiting for us was Taehyung. I gave Beomgyu the bags and ran to him.

"Taehyung it's really you!" Hugging him he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Of course it is who else would it be." He flicked my forehead once he let go. He looked at Beomgyu and bro high fived each other.

"Hyung were you waiting for y/n?"

"Yeah there is some things we need to talk about...what did you do this time."

I looked at him dumbfounded.

What does he mean what did I do this time? To who?

"I just got a call from Jungkook...Yoongi hyung is in the studio...drinking."

Crap.

Yoongi is lightweight but the thing is he becomes very aggressive. If Jungkook is there I worry for him.

"What do you want me to do? I can't do anything about it. He decided to go that path."

"What are you talking about?"

"He is the one that distant himself from me!"

"Uh..guys let's not do this right in front of the dorms." Beomgyu tapped on my shoulder as we noticed a group had started huddling around.

"He's right." I tugged his arm inside the building. He jerked back.

"If this is the new y/n then I don't want to know who she is."

"You don't mean that..." I felt my voice quiver out of everyone it shouldn't be him. It can't be him.

"You don't know how much Yoongi truly loves you and if you can leave him like that then you don't deserve him."

The flashing of lights came and he walked away getting inside the van.

They came up to me, "You're Dreamlike's leader y/n right? Can you tell us what just happened? Did you and Taehyung argue? Is there tension in BigHit? Are you not getting along with all the groups?"

The flashing was so blinding that I had to close my eyes.

"Sir I think that's enough for now please respect the privacy."

Beomgyu's voice echoed into my ear and I can hear how responsible he is trying to sound.

He grabs my hand and takes me inside away towards the elevator. He doesn't say anything until we're inside the elevator.

"Beomgyu I-"

"I don't want to hear it. I did it cause you would do the same for me. Just worry about Yoongi. The same way he does for you."