《데뷔 || Debut》Only I judge myself - Sunhee x Hyunjoon
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I wait for his text knowing he is probably busy with modeling. Every notification I get I wonder if it is him. I shouldn't feel this way, the typical stereotype is that the boy should be older than the girl.
Not the other way around. I avoided this feeling I get when I see him but I can't help it.
My phone dings and I look it's him. He wants to meet up to go out for food.
As friends.
I agree and get ready. Should I dress up or dress down? If we are meeting as friends it should be casual.
I wish it was a date.
"Sunhee are you okay?" Y/n walks inside the dorm. She had just come back from a date with Yoongi. I wish I could have been as straight forward as they were.
"I just don't know what to wear."
"For what?"
"A hangout with Hyun Joon."
"My brother?" She tilts her head and then smiles she seats me in front of the mirror, "Let me be honest. You probably already know this but my brother likes you. He won't care what you wear. And if does well then to heck with him. I still wear sweats when I hang out with Yoongi and he doesn't say anything."
"Well, that's cause you guys are basically married he isn't allowed to saying anything like that."
"That's true but the thing is he is supposed to love you for the way you are not for someone you're trying to be."
I nod and look back at myself in the mirror. She's right I just have to make myself happy not anyone else. If he truly loves me he shouldn't care what I wear.
I get dressed in what I chose and go meet up at our location. The moment I see him I feel as if my heart dropped. He walks towards me and wraps me in a hug.
So much for acting like I don't like him.
"You're here. You look beautiful." He smiles holding my hand. All I can do is smile and look at those brown eyes of his that just hypnotize you.
"Why do you always know how to charm me." I jokingly punch his shoulder as he holds my hand.
I look at him with my expression of concern, "I'm just holding your hand as a friend."
I nod. As a friend is okay. Right?
We go inside and we see the place crowded but a nice lady walks towards us and greets us, "Hello you two! We are a little crowded but is it just you two?"
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Hyunjoon nods smiling, "Yes ma'am we would like a booth if that is okay?"
She smiles and nods, "Of course just give us a few minutes to clean out the table. And may I say you two are a lovely couple."
"Oh we're n-"
"Thank you ma'am now you understand why I would like a booth for my girlfriend and I." Hyunjoon wraps his arm around my waist and whispers into my ear, "play along for the seats."
I hate the fact he said play along. Why does it have to be like this. I shake my head to bring me back to reality. "Yes ma'am we are a very loving couple." I put myself on my tiptoes and kiss his cheek. I know that caught him off guard because even he started blushing a little.
"U-uh yes we are a couple."
She simply nods and grabs two menus looking over at the booth which is now cleared. "Your table is ready."
We smile and walk behind her still holding hands. He grips it tighter and smiles. I still notice the slight blush on his cheek.
"Well enjoy your meal you two. Your waiter will be right with you."
We are finally seated and we let go of each other's hand. She leaves and we exhale a sigh of relief.
"So girlfriend what would you like to eat today?"
I blush at the sudden term and laugh at it, "Okay jokes over she's gone."
"Who says I want it to be a joke?" He moves closer and our eyes meet for a moment.
"HyunJoon...you know we can't."
"But noona I like you."
"HyunJoon we can't I bring myself."
"You don't even give me a chance. I'm just two years younger it's nothing compared to the love I have for you."
"And do you think I don't like you? If I could tell you I would if I could say it to the whole world I would. But I can't. Can you imagine what people might say about me?"
"Who cares what someone thinks about you if it's not the people you care about? None of the girls have a problem with it. It's just you."
I stay silent. He's right. I'm the only one who has a problem with it. Everyone else supports our relationship. I'm the only one stopping myself. Stopping myself from finding happiness like y/n and Yoongi did. Like Heejin and Beomgyu finally did. Or how Doyeon and Xu finally are together. I am stopping myself.
"Sunhee?"
"I...you're right I do like you heck for the past two to three years I think I grew to love you. Love you for loving me for the way I am with all my imperfections. For being there for me at every moment when I needed it and even when I didn't."
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When did I even realize I fell in love with him? Was it just now? Was it a few months back? No. I remember it clearly.
-Flashback-
"Noona where is Sunhee?" Hyun Joon is sitting beside y/n as she is scrolling through Pinterest for baby shower ideas.
"Hyun Joon I don't know. She's getting changed why don't you go check on her. I'm trying to think here."
"Noona you know that a baby shower is supposed to be a surprise right?"
"Well I'm just gonna show these ideas to them to let them know what I would love." She smiles giggly as she rubs her tummy.
"Well baby fetus in there you are having one heck of a family." Hyunjoon whispers to it.
"The baby fetus has a name."
"I'm not calling it Montana."
"It's a cute name."
"As long as you two don't call the real child Tony."
"Don't say that to Yoongi you will destroy his heart."
I am watching from behind the wall. I see his laughter and his smile. He hasn't even spotted me until he turns my way. His smile becomes wider and he stands immediately walking towards me, "You look gorgeous."
"Really?" I place my hair behind my ear and smile feeling the red flush up to my ear.
"Well go on you love birds. I'm waiting for Yoongi to come back from his program show with the guys."
She stands and shoos us out the apartment. We look at each other and laugh. He whispers into my ear, "I really can't believe I fell in love with the most beautiful girl ever."
-End Flashback-
He made me feel special. He taught me the value to love myself and the confidence I needed. He guided me and now I am able to do it on my own.
I smile at him and say, "I can't believe I fell in love with the most amazing person ever."
"And for me the most gorgeous." He comes closer and kisses my forehead. I wrap my arms around him.
"So does this mean you really will become my girlfriend?"
I giggle and nod, "Of course silly. I am officially your girlfriend."
"Wait I want to do this right." He lets go of our embrace and goes to the lady that assisted us before. He walks into some room and comes out with a guitar.
"You aren't..."
"Oh yes I am. This is a special song that was written by me and helped by my assistance Min Yoongi and Choi Beomgyu."
He starts strumming the guitar and every word Hyunjoon spoke was about our relationship. Our friendship that grew deeper. How we were first strangers and become something more. I tried to hold back my tears and all I can do was smile at his words. At the end of the song he sings about what is happening now and at the end he says, "And now I have one last question for my dearest and that is will you be my girlfriend."
I stand up and walk towards him. I kiss his lips and nod heavily and excitedly, "A million times yes and a million times over." He puts the guitar on his back and embraces me back into our warm hug. I could hear his heartbeat and I knew just how nervous he was but that showed how much he cared about the situation.
"I really do love you Sunhee. No matter what anyone else may say."
"And I love you. Um...but one last question how will we tell your sister?"
"Oh yeah about that I didn't want to tell you but I noticed all the girls at that other booth with their heads stuck to the menus but looking up 24/7."
I look at where he is talking about and he is right. You notice Doyeon blond hair from all the way here and even Heejin's ginger hair color.
We walk over and pull their menus down. We wait until we here Yuju speak first, "Oh you guys were here~ We didn't even notice you. We thought it was just another couple serenading each other." She laughs and everyone else laughs.
"Yeah totally. We just sat down too. So how are you two? Another hang out?" Y/n smiles and puts down her menu.
"Noona I know you were watching." Hyunjoon says towards her clearly not surprised.
"Us watching never. It was a mere coincidence." Heejin nods eagerly, "So are you two dating?"
"HEEJIN you're supposed to act like you don't know." Doyeon facepalms herself shaking her head.
"Well yes we just started." I muttered slowly and hear the whole table cheering loudly. Everyone turned their head towards us and we just smile.
"We're so happy for you two! Now we are just missing one last person to confess their feelings." We all look at Yuju who is avoiding eye contact with us.
Kim Seokjin and Kim Yuju. What will happen with them two?
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