Jimin's POV:

I feel...... boredddd

We're at practice but nothing's happening. Nothing. Absolutely nothing at all. And honestly, it's quite painful.

Seriously

We're all just sitting on the ground staring at ourselves in the mirror. Don't ask me why this is happening. All of a sudden, they stopped the music, but they didn't tell us what to do next. I mean, normally we aren't all dependent over the staff to tell us what to do, but it's different today for some odd reason. Namjoon isn't even telling us to do anything. All he's doing is giving awkward looks to Jin, in which he just receives an equally awkward smile. They seem to be communicating in a language that I don't understand.

It's times like this when I wish Yoongi would've never went to that bar that one night. But when you really think about it... it's kinda all my fault.

He keeps telling me to not blame it on myself. But it really is all my fault he's out of the group.

I even asked him last time I saw him, if he wishes he'd still be in the group (I mean it got hella awkward afterwards but...) and he said he's glad he has sometime off. That he doesn't think being in the spotlight is "his thing". And I was just like 'what the fuck?!' But of course not aloud, cause I need to support his decisions or whatever the shit Taehyung told me when he noticed anger slowly rising within me.

I just want Yoongi here...

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"Alright boys! We need Yoongi"

We all look up from wherever we were staring off to, to be meet with a very enthusiastic looking Bang PD.

"Bang PD-nim, what do you mean?"

"I've thought it over. And noticed how dead you all look ever since Yoongi left"

He takes a deep breath and continues

"We know what he did was bad, but we talked it over and we think it'd be better with Yoongi here. For the group and you boys as a family in general"

I look over to Namjoon and Jin who are both looking in my direction, but they slowly look the other way as soon as we make eye contact.

I remember what Yoongi told me the other day and get up from the group so I can talk to PD face to face.

"Hyung-nim, when we went to Yoongi's the other day, he told us he doesn't want to Ben on stage anymore. He doesn't think he's fit for this"

Bang PD just smiles to me and says

"I bet we can find a way to change that"

Me and the boys all give him a questioning look. He just laughs, brushes it off and leaves the room, still smiling widely.

I look over to Hobi-hyung and shrug.

- What could he be up to?... -

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Yoongi's POV:

I feel...... boredddd

Ever since I left Big Hit (okay maybe not left more like for kicked but likee) I started working in this cafe. It's not necessarily an upgrade from being in BTS, but it's the best I've got. I have barely any money and going back to live with my parents is a little embarrassing soo.. I have to find a way to be able to survive in this fucking city. Maybe I should calm down. To be honest, Seoul is a beautiful city and I love living here. I'm just a little frustrated.

I have no money. No one to stay with. The only people I know are from big shit and I don't necessarily have a good relationship with them. Other than Jimin. And maybe Hobi. And Taehyung. And of course, where there's Taehyung, there's Jungkook. I guess I don't really have a bad relationship with the staff, I'm not all that social so we would never talk outside of the building. Which is bad, I know. I should've been nicer to them. All they do is help us, but I'm an awkward person that tends to make many situation awkward very easily. It's like a superpower I have. Sorry, off topic.

Anyways, I guess the only people that hate me are Bang SiHyuk-nim, Namjoon and Jin.

I understand why PD doesn't like me, but there's still one unsolved mystery.

- Why do Namjoon and Jin hate me? -

Before Jimin joined the group, I was closest to Namjoon and Hobi. I wasn't as close to Jin, but he's always been around Namjoon 'cause he's so shy and awkward. He would only talk from time to time and it would usually be very quiet. Clearly thins have changed within the last few months.

From what I know, it's clear that the reason they hate me is that's I defend Jimin. Both of them hate it when someone goes up against them. Especially if it's agaisnt them in someone they hate.

- Enough ranting Yoongi, you have a costumer -

I walk over to the table the guy decided to sit to. I smile as genuinely as I can and start off as usual

"Hi, my name's Yoongi, I'll be your waiter to—"

I stop as I look over at who's sitting at the table.

He goes by Park Fuckig Jimin

- okay, maybe without the fucking -

()

"Oh, hi Yoongi"

He smiles to me and I just look at him, confusion writing all over my face.

"We need to talk"

"I have a shift, can it wait?"

"That's the thing, you don't need to be working here anymore"

This just gets me even more confused.

"Huh?"

"Bang PD-nim décides that we really need you. We're all slowly falling apart without you and, not only him, but we all think we need you to come back"

"But I was kicked out? Why does he want me back in?"

He laughs a little and looks back at me

"BTS isn't gonna work out if we're not doing thins together as a team. And that's what's exactly not happening, teamwork. Ever since you left, Namjoon and Jin have been distancing themselves even more. I mean I did get closer to Taehung no Jungkook, but now they're invokved in the fight and Namjoon and Jin hate them too. And they hate Namjoon and Jin, just like us. Me being in this group did enough damage, can you at least try and help us fix it?"

"But Jimin, I told you the other day, I don't want to be an idol. I never even wanted to in the first place. I'm just kit fit for the stage"

"Yoongi, just come and try. We need you to come back"

He then gives me those typical puppy eyes, wanting me to fall for them and say yes. But, I've made my decision. And I'm keeping it.

"You guys don't want me, you want Suga. You want someone just to be there. And I'm not fit to be that someone. I'm just Yoongi, not some legendary rapper that people will actually like"

Jimin looks down sadly and starts to get up from his chair.

"Fine, if you're sure. I was just being hopeful"

He starts walking out and turns around sadly one more time.

"I'll see you around Yoongi"

And with that, he left.

I mean I would chase after him, but I have a shift. So I'll wait til tonight and visit them st the dorms. I need some time to think about this.

I just don't think the "rapper life" is for me...

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Jimin's POV:

It's been a few hours since I went to talk to Yoongi and, if I'm being honest, I'm a little mad. He's such a nice person, but I swear, he's so fucking stubborn. If I didn't leave any sooner, I would've probably exploded. I'm not all that good around other people when I'm angry. Even if I like the person. Even if they were my best friend. Even if they were, I don't know, the love of my life.

- don't get all excited, it's just and example -

()

I'm just sitting on my bed (aka Yoongi's old bed 'cause they never actually gave me one) uncomfortable because of the size and on my phone doing whatever. YouTube mostly. This usually happens when I'm either very bored or when I'm mad.

So now basically applies to both.

But my casual video watching gets interrupted when I hear someone ring the doorbell. Which is weird cause no one ever rings our doorbell. The only people that come here are the members and possible staff members, they never knock or ring before coming in though.

Of course cause all of us members are all hella lazy, no one answers. So the ringing continues. As I'm about to finally get up and open the door, a certain very happy sunshine beats me to it.

Since I'm still in bed and don't want to get up, I listen over to their conversation.

"Yoongi?"

- Yoongi? -

"Heyyy..."

I hear a familiar deep voice say from outside.

"What are you doing here?"

"Jimin came to the cafe I work at and told me you guys want me back into the group"

He pauses, then goes on.

"I said no at first, but now I'm rethinking my decision"

I instantly smile as he says this.

"But, I still haven't really figured out if I should or not. So, I thought I could maybe just be a songwriter and producer while I figure out my final decision"

I get up from the bed and go over to the door. I'm greeted with a surprised looking Yoongi.

"Sure, I'll talk to PD"

"Oh, hi Jimin"

I smile and pull him into the house, leaving a poor confused Hobi at the open door.

"We'll talk to Bang PD tomorrow's morning. You can for sure stay here while you make your mind"

We both walk into the room and practically pass out on the bed, barely realizing that we fell asleep literally on top of each other. But obviously, a few maknaes noticed. And took loads of pictures. Excited to show us the next morning.

Which they did....

I have to admit, it was kinda cute.