'We can't live forever

But our love will never die'

"Does it hurt?" Bella asks as she dabs my stitches with disinfectant.

"No," I rest my head against her chest as she looks after me. Bella is the only one who can bring me back now. To stop me from embracing the darkness. Her soft touch makes me feel sick with myself after what I did. A feeling I didn't have until I looked into her eyes.

"I wish I didn't have to go today," I say sadly.

She kisses the top of my head. "It's okay, I need to see Anna and we can be back together tonight." She heads to the bathroom and I hear the familiar beep of her straightener.

I lay back down, peaking into the bathroom to watch her. "Bella?"

"Hmm?" She calls back.

"Why do you straighten your hair so much? I mean don't get me wrong, you are stunning either way, it just seems like so much effort."

I watch as she pauses and looks into the mirror. Then she shrugs. "It's not that much effort. And I- I think I look better this way is all."

Her head drops from the mirror and I know she is lying.

I leave my bed and embrace her from behind. "I don't want to burn you," she whispers, still holding the straightener.

"Why do you straighten your hair everyday babe?" I ask softly.

She places the straightener down but still won't look into the mirror to watch me. "When- when I picture her," she sucks in a deep breath. "I picture her with my waves, and when I see them; they make me feel sick. To the point where I can't look at myself."

"Oh babe," I whisper, turning her to face me. She buries her face into my chest. "You need to forgive yourself," I stoke her hair.

"It's just so hard," she chokes.

"Look at me," I tilt her head up with my finger under her chin. "One day when all this is over, you and I are going to have as many babies as you want; and you will be the most amazing mum."

She blinks away her tears. "You want babies with me?"

"I want everything with you Bella," I stoke her cheek as she watches me.

Her eyes change from sadness to need. She presses her lips to mine and I close my eyes as she deepens the kiss. Then I pick her up and carry her back to bed, slowly I undress her before sliding my briefs down. I move my head between her legs, desperately wanting to taste her. Her hands go to my hair, gently tugging as she moans softly.

Her grip on my hair tightens as her moans get louder, she comes on my mouth, and I move mine back to hers quickly. She hums as she tastes herself on me. Her hand moves to grab me, and I groan from her touch. "I'll have you forever Bella."

Her eyes watch me as she moves her hand up and down my dick. "You promise?"

I tap my heart twice and she dips her head and wraps her lips around me. "Fuck," I breathe out.

"Do you want my cum down your throat or inside you babe?"

She looks up to me with those giant green eyes, having no idea how fucking sexy she looks. "Inside me," she whispers.

I push her back down, spreading her legs as I move on top of her. I push inside her, giving all of myself to her, and she takes me so well. Her eyes flutter as I thrust. "Fuck Bella, you feel too good." Her nails dig into my back and she bites her bottom lip.

Our souls are one when we are like this.

I grip the back of her neck as I cum loudly. Then I rest my head against hers, breathing heavily as her eyes hold mine. "I want two," she says quietly.

I smile before kissing her lips softly. "Then we will have two."