∆ ""𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑛𝑜 𝑤𝑒𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡,𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑦 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠"∆

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Hey guys so i have decided to update on alternate days, anyways hope you enjoy this chapter, like and comment ok onto the chapter

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I was enraged when i heard everything issabella suffered, but i was more guilty because i wasn’t there to protect her, i had to get shit drunk.

A few tears slipped down my face as i saw her face cuddled into my chest sleeping and snoring softly.

“I am so so sorry, i wasn’t there to protect you, and i know i was supposed to be there but i failed you, please forgive me issa,i’ll always be there to protect you that’s a promise” i whispered and kissed her forehead.

I was still shaking with anger so i decided to work it out before i regretted doing something i didn’t mean to. Slowly sliding out of her grip i laid her head on the pillow and moved a few hair strands to the side that were on her face.

Quickly changing into my workout outfit i went to the gym room which was next to issa. I started punching the bag a few times as hard as i could thinking of it as the bastard. I was five minutes in my workout when i heard issabella screaming "no" constantly. I dashed out of the room and barged through her door to see her sweating and hyperventilating tangled in the blanket. I went to hug her but she pushed me away.

“NO NO PLEASE DON’T HURT ME, IT HURTS PLEASE”

She was clawing at her wrists, leaving marks. I tried standing up but fell back on my ass losing balance, trying again i held back her hands and shook her “hey hey you need to relax, no one will hurt you i promise, relax” i spoke calmly, i was so glad no one was home as dad went to work in place of issa and mom went to her company which she owned, mia went back home.

Issa was still shaking and i had no idea what to do so i pulled her in my chest letting her hear my heartbeat as i rubbed her wrists soothing them. She calmed down but sobbed and held me tighter “i know i’m here i’ll always be here” i whispered in her ear. It took her 5 minutes to calm down and pull away. I poured her a glass of water and she drank it greedily.

“Thank you” i smiled at her and winked “always”

“Ok umm how about this right now you’re more angry than sad at yourself so why not work out and take it out?" She seemed to be in deep thought for a few seconds but then nodded.

“I’ll be in the gym, go and change” i ordered and left her room walking back to resume my workout.

It was true, i was mad at myself, i was furious i couldn’t defend myself even after taking self defence and working out, i felt as if i had failed my self. I was upset but the feeling of anger overpowered it.

Quickly changing into slim fit legging and sports bra i walked to the gym while tying my hair in a ponytail. I opened the gym door and saw daniel doing push ups, i hate those. I walked to the punching bag and stood my stance and started punching .

Punch “you’re gonna be warming my bed”

Left punch, right punch “it’s time for our punishment babycakes”

Right kick, side kick, punch “you’re mine”

Left punch, right punch “you won’t be able to walk”

The flashbacks came all at once and took over me like a virus spreading everywhere. My heart beat was erratic and i could feel the sweat dripping, the flashbacks made me feel numb yet i continued punching the bag.

“Stop stop you’re hurting yourself” daniel pulled me to the side holding my hands in his. I snapped out of the memories and looked at daniel who looked worried, i looked down at my hands to see my knuckles torn and bleeding. I was shocked to say the least, all this time i couldn’t feel any pain but now it was like my wounds had its own heartbeat. Daniel muttered something under his breath and pulled me to my room and ordered me to sit on the bed. I compiled not saying a word as he brought the first aid kit and bandaged the wounds.

“I really wanna smack you for hurting yourself but i won’t” he sighed and kissed my knuckles, it was silent but the awkward one , so i decided to break it “when did you become such a softie” i teased and he glared at me “not funny” he grumbled “does anything else hurt?” he asked and i shook my head, he looked at me like i was crazy.

“What can i say, i’m a badass” i replied with a lopsided grin flipping my hair. He shook his head and laughed.

“Hey fucktard, i love you. You enormously stubborn pan in the ass” i hugged him and he chuckled and replied “i love you too, wait a second hey! I AM NOT A PAIN IN THE ASS!” he exclaimed

I smirked and replied “i know, you’re a enormously stubborn pain in the ass” he gave a bored expression and flipped me the bird. I smacked his head and asked “hungry?” he nodded so we went to the kitchen where i cooked for him, some spaghetti and layed out a plate for him. “Are you not gonna eat?” he inquired “nope i’m not hungry” he nodded and digged in like he hadn’t eaten in days.

I shook my head and flopped down on the sofa in the living room.

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So yes this was a filler chapter, but i’ll probably update another chapter in a few hours, if im free.

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Until next time

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