Rileys P.O.V

There is no way I can top that. I've never been with anyone before, I should have told Alexa that before it happened, but the time was right. I felt guilty. What if I don't do as well as she had just done? What if I don't please her like she'd done to me just now?

I got up, I sat along the edge of my bed. Do I tell her or not? I honestly don't know what to say. What to do. I sat there contemplating forgetting that Alexa was sat on the bed.

"Riley?" I looked back.

"Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" I shook my head.

"No Alexa, you did nothing wrong." She walked around the bed and knelt on the floor in front of me. I looked away. I can't find the words. My thoughts were scrambled.

"Riley?" I looked at her and I dropped my head.

"You're scaring me. What's wrong?" I got off the bed and I stood up facing the wall. Alexa took a seat on the bed.

"Riley. Was that your first time?" I froze. Alexa sucked in a breath.

I turned around and I flashed her a smile. "Yes." Alexa smiled.

"Okay, did I hurt you?" she questioned, and I could hear the worry in her voice.

"Of course not, that was the best experience I have ever had."

Alexa smiled sheepishly. "I do try." I laughed and gave her daggers.

"What is the problem Riley?"

I sighed heavily, and I took my eyes off her. "I don't feel adequate to do to you what you did to me."

Alexa got up. She took my waist and spun me around. "Riley, I didn't do that to receive it. Don't rush your first time. I wish my first time was like thay." She looked down.

I looked over Alexa with a puzzled expression. She looked at me and opened her mouth, but she stopped.

"You don't have to explain if it makes you uncomfortable." I stated.

She gave me a soft look. Almost as if she'd melted away. I pulled her into me, wrapping my arms around her waist. Her arms seeped around my neck and we stayed there for what seemed like hours. I could feel Alexa's heart pounding through her ribcage and I was convinced it was going to break out of there.

I pulled back and I took in her face. It was tear stained. Her eyes met mine and I smiled. "You're beautiful, do you know that?" she laughed at me and playfully pushed me away.

"You're only saying that to make me feel better."

I laughed. "I wasn't. I genuinely mean it. I don't believe in lying to make someone else feel better. I don't believe in lying. It does things to people that turns them into something-" I Looked down. "I just don't enjoy dishonesty." I muffled.

Alexa looked at me with concern in her eyes. I walked around the room and put my clothes back on and I turned to leave the room.

"Riley?" Alexa called. I turned around.

"Thank you." I shot her a sincere grin as I dissapeared into the kitchen.