Have you ever felt so lonely? To the point of not even wanting to live anymore. No? Well I have.

It wasn't that long ago that it happened.

Let's go back about a week ago, shall we.

I was on my way to see Aiden, I had some news that I thought we should talk about. On the way over I got this funny feeling in my stomach like gut instinct, something wasn't right.

I started to walk a bit faster and arrived soon enough. I was expecting him to be unwell, down with a sickness bug or something. What I wasn't expecting was the blonde sat on top of him both naked as the day they were born.

I stiffled a sob, but it clearly wasn't quiet enough as they heard, turning in the opposite direction I ran out the pack house and had only made it onto the big area of grass before he called out for me.

Standing there in all his glory was someone who was meant to be my other half, they call it a mate.

"Liliana wait, I can explain" He said.

Ha explain, right. Does he think I'm stupid?

"Don't! Just, don't." I need to get out of here. I tried to walk around him, but he stepped in front of me.

Looking around at my options of escape, needless to say it was slim. Especially if I decided to try and run, he or they would only catch up to me just as quick as I set off. It was no use.

My car is only around the front of the house though, maybe if I walk that way, I can get to it.

"Lil, I am sorry" to be fair he meant it. You could see the look on his face. Although who's to say if it was him or his wolf who was sorry.

I'm guessing more on the human side. This sorry means nothing to me though and he can tell that, by how quick my temperament was changing with the second.

"Don't Lil me, Aiden! You knew exactly what you were doing, who you were doing shall I say." Tears are brimming my eyes, but I refuse to let them fall.

"You told me that if I accepted all of this that we would be together. You opened your deepest secret with me, something no other human knows. Now you tell me that your sorry. You couldn't even come and face me tell me that things were over before getting your wick wet." I scream out at him.

I start walking towards the car and clearly Aiden has no interest of stopping me.

From the corner of my eye I catch the blonde making her way towards Aiden.

Great just flipping great. This ought to be good

"If I may, he wouldn't have known about me, as I've only just turned 18, so he didn't know really know of my existence." She says.

Maybe deep down I knew I wasn't Aiden's true mate when he told me about wolves and how every wolf has a mate, but he's not yet met his. We had been dating for about 4 years when he finally came clean.

It came as a shock don't get me wrong but ultimately, I was fine with it, understanding of who he was. Still loved him just the same.

He had said to me he was going to take me as his chosen mate and turn me once we had our ceremony, which would have been around 2 weeks from now.

What a waste of time that's been all that planning gone to waste.

Almost there, just keep walking. Trying to get the last word in I turn to him again and square up to him so were chest to chest, this isn't something a wolf would do, especially not to a future alpha. No one dared to disrespect someone of high authority.

"Was all this just some sick joke? Take pity on the human who has no one and I mean no one. No family or friends. The one person I did have though was you. You were meant to be mine just one thing for myself." A few tears have slipped by now making my heart break apparent to everyone watching the scene unfold.

Maybe I exaggerated a little, there was one other person. Someone who's looked after me like I was his own child.

A quick growl left the blondes lips, obviously staking her claim.

"Don't worry he's all yours, you can have him. I don't want anything to do with him or you for that matter."

"Enough now Liliana! I won't have you disrespecting my mate and future luna of this pack." Aiden tries to scold me like a little child. Ugh I want to rip him limb from limb.

His eyes have clouded over no doubt linking someone in the pack to escort me away to my room trying stop me from making a scene. God forbid their precious soon to be alpha is in a lover's tiff.

"Call your guard dog off Aiden, I'm leaving."

"You are a member of this pack Liliana you cannot just leave." He retorts quite angrily.

"See that's where you are wrong. I'm not a member of this pack, never have been. Should have been but won't be. Therefor you cannot control me." Ha that ought to show him.

"You have nowhere to go, do not be a fool." Suppose he's right, I don't have anywhere to go... but it beats staying here.

"Hm your right. I'll take my chances though. Goodbye Aiden." With that I got in my car and sped off leaving it all in the distance.