-Colby-

"Yo! Colby! Come to the movies with us!" Sam said

"Nah bro, i'm kinda tired and i wanna go home" I said as i started calling an uber

"You're not fun man. Go be depressed in your dark room" Jake said as everyone started laughing at me as i stood there with a serious face

If only he knew....

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I got home and went straight to my room. I changed into comfortable clothes and put some music on. Lil Peep started playing after i hit shuffle.

I bent down and got my box from under my bed. I had cigs, weed, and various pills in them. I decided to smoke some weed and just be in the balcony

-Colby-

After i got done smoking a blunt, i headed downstairs to eat some left over pizza. I went into the theater that we have and just put some music on while i ate. I don't know, just doing these basic things is better than going out from my opinion.

I recorded myself and posted it on snapchat cause i barely post there. Music kept playing in the background as i kept scrolling on IG

Looking at my friends story as they have fun. I honestly didn't wanna be there, i just wanna smoke and listen to music all day.

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I didn't know i fell asleep but i woke up to the guys yelling and laughing down the kitchen. I got up, took my plate that i had and went to the kitchen to leave it in the sink

"AYYYEE COLBY!" Jake said as he softly punched my arm

I smiled and nodded as i passed by them to go upstairs to my room.

"Where you going emo boy? Come han with us!! Or are you gonna be too busy crying in your room!" I heard Jake say as i walked down the hallway, only him laughing at his own comment

Even if it was a joke, it actually hurts....

I went into my room and locked the door behind me. I sat down on the edge of my bed as i had my head between my hands. I felt my eyes get watery as i shut them tight and felt the tears stream down my cheeks.

I got up and put some music so i can stop hearing my friends downstairs. I got my box from under the bed and popped a pill. I went under my blankets and cried myself to sleep.

"go be depressed in your dark room" kept re-playing