Music usage

When the days are cold

I gripped my hoodie as a wind gust hit me when i open the school front doors from the inside. I pulled the hood up over my head and my ears with my earbuds in place. Right where they have been for the last 4 years.

And all the cards are fold

I look to see the kids sitting outside the school, some sat upon the steps, some were on the stair pillars, a few stretched across the lawn.

And the saints we see are all made of gold

I see a few look at me, some snicker or sneer but i don't hear and others just look away. I gripped my bookbag strap and step out into the fall weather.

When your dreams all fail

I stepped down the stairs, a kid yanking away his book that was no where near my path.

And the ones we hail are the worst of all

I glance at him but he did nothing more, if anything he shivered. It must of been the cold air front. He was in short sleeve. Idiot.

And the bloods run stale

I look over at the long stretch of cement from the school to the sidewalk and begin my trek

I wanna hide the truth.

I glance between a few kids in groups along the path, some had cracked open a few books, some were drawing, some simply taking in the breeze.

I wanna shelter you.

I glance back down at my own path i had created, trying not to disturb anyone, heaven forbid someone look up at me.

But with the beast inside theres no where we can hide

I stare at the ground seeing mathmatic equations written in one kids notebook in my peripheral, another was a crappy drawing of some kind of animal. Hm.

No matter what we breed

I finally reached the sidewalk and look at my stretch home

we still are made of greed

A hand grabbed my covered arm.

This is my kingdom come

I glare at the boy that grabbed me, he glared back. A bully.

This is my kingdom come.

I watched his hand raise up in a gesture i knew too well but i didnt happen to have money that day. I looked away and yanked my arm from his grasp

When you feel my heat

I growled when i felt him grab my hoodie and yank me back, yanking out one of my ear buds in the process, snapping at me to give him my money, i gritted my teeth and seethed at him i had none.

Look into my eyes

My different e/c eyes narrowed at him, one had a red hue to it and so i was called a freak. He growled in return to my earlier one and pushed me forward brutely and i fell to my hands and knees

It's where my demons hide

I sighed and looked at the ground as i began to push myself up only to be kicked in the side, i didn't seem surprised but i yelped softly and looked up at him, my red eye blazing

It's where my demons hide.

I jumped up and threw a punch, he unfortunately took it straight to his nose and it started bleeding.

Dont get too close

I threw another when he screamed at the blood.

It's dark inside.

Another one.

It's where my demon hide

I placed my earbud back in place as i watched him cup his face while the blood ran from his nose. He glared at me.

It's where my demons hide.

I turn to walk away only to feel my bookbag being torn from my shoulders and glanced back feeling his fist collide with my cheek.

When the curtains call it's the last of them all

I knocked him back with another blow and kicked him when he fell. He simply cupped his bloody mouth and nose and looked at me.

When all the lights fade out all the sinners crawl

I looked around to see the other kids had been watching but none came to his aid.

So they dug your grave and the masqurade

I swiped up my bookbag and threw it back over my shoulders. I sighed and looked over a few of their horrified faces, most of them seemed numb to the situation but i didn't care..

Will come call-ing out at the mess you've made

I looked at the boy and grimaced at the display. He spit a glob of blood from his mouth, his lip was busted. I snapped my head toward a familiar engine roar.

Dont wanna let you down.

I glanced back at the black gmc that was fast approaching from a mile away.

But i am hell bound.

I looked down the path and bolted.

Though this is all for you dont wanna hide the truth

I ran down the block but the gmc was fast even blowing through the traffic light a block away.

No matter what we breed

I didnt want to see him. Run run run as fast as those legs can run..

We still are made of greed.

I tripped. I collided with the ground as the breeze slapped me.

This is my kingdom come.

I glanced up when i heard the screeching tires to see Ironhide's holoform spring from the driver door. He ran over to me

This is my kingdom come

I looked down at the ground when i felt my body get hoisted up in one swift movement only to meet Ironhide glowing azure eyes

When you feel my heat

He picked me up and held me against his chest before retreating back to the truck

Look into my eyes

He glanced down at me on the way back, he frowned before putting me in the back and disppearing, only to have the truck jolt forward and speed off.

It's where my demons hide

He ran through the red lights. He was in a rush. But even then, we drove into a storm that was approaching..

It's where my demons hide.

I look at his radio before looking out the window watching the rain pelt him as the seatbelt snaked around me. I dont understand why i cant sit in front but he is adamant about it..

Dont get too close

I watch as he raced to the base and i thought deeply for a moment on what the possible problem could of been.. He sped around a corner and pulled into base.

They say it's what you make

I looked at him wheh his holoform appeared beside me and opened the back door but he didnt move, rather looked up and grasped my cheek. It was probably red

I say it's up to fate.

He sighed before pulling me out of his form and dragged me toward the medics. He wasnt fond of babysitter duty..

Its woven in my soul. I need to let you go.

I stopped following and even with his strong grasp he paused when i wasnt beside him anymore, rather at arms length.

Your eyes they shine so bright

I stepped closer to him and glanced at his grasp on my hand. He glanced at me but pulled back my hood, he brushed over the undoubted bruise with his fingers, such delicate touch. I took the moment.

I wanna save that light

I roughly pulled him closer and kissed him on the lips.

I cant escape this now

I cant say i didnt like it because i loved it.. but i pulled away and looked at him after my brain processed a moment, my face turned red and i went to bolt.

Unless you show me how

He roughly grabbed me by the arms and stared at me with those deep azure eyes and i struggled a moment trying to pull away

When you feel my heat

I could just feel him burning holes into me until i stopped..

Look into my eyes

He frowned at me until he let go when i stopped, he opened his mouth but i ran. He had proceeded to pull out my earbuds and i didnt know so my ipod flung from my pocket as well as my earbuds from my ears.

It's where my demons hide.

I ran away and found a secure room in the medical wing, i cleaned up my wound after pulling out my other ipod and earbuds and plugging myself in.

Shot gun, aimed at my heart you got one.

I put a bandage over my cheek and sighed as i looked over in the mirror. I looked aweful.

Tear me apart and then some.

I glanced down and threw away the bloody little qtips and alcohol soaked cotton ball.

How do we call this love?

I slid my bookbag back over my shoulder

I try to run away but your eyes

I thought about him.. his eyes. His face. Those lush lips.

Tell me to stay oh why-y~

My tongue did a soft once over on the inside of my lips

Why do we call this love?

I started to tap my foot a moment before i walked out of the room glancing down at my notebook full of equations.. homework. Bummer. I hummed softly with my song and tried to drown out my sorrows..

Maybe some part of you just hates me~

I frowned at the verse but looked up when i seen a figure approaching and who better? Ironhide

You pick me up and play me

He charged me before i could run and threw me over his shoulder, and took my bookbag in his other hand before walking off

How do we call this love?

I dont find this position in any way comfortable.. my stomach pressed into his shoulder, my legs and feet dangled down his back and my face was stuffed into his chest and stomach, at one point he shifted me a little upwards and pulled out one of my earbuds, placing it in his own ear to hear

All I need is a little love in my life, all I need is a little love in the dark

A little but I'm hoping it might kick start me and my broken heart

I need a little loving tonight, Hold me so I'm not falling apart

A little but I'm hoping it might kick start me and my broken heart

As he walked down the hall, it made my stomach twist into knots but i looked away and sighed until he reached a private room and kicked the door shut, and laid me on the bed, throwing my bag beside it.

He towered over me as i watched his azure eyes scan over me, before going back up and feeling over the bandage on my cheek.

His touch so soft and caring. He pulled out my ipod from my pocket and silently scrolled through, i listened to the clicks my ipod made, how many he was scrolling by before he pressed the middle button and placed my ipod down.

I've never been the social type.. but i talk to myself every night

I watched him mouth the words as if he were speaking them.. that's how to get to me. It made my stomach clench.

A million voices in my head scream out the things i should of said

I mouthed the words with him and smiled a bit as his eyes softened to me, his thumb traced my jawline in soft strokes

Yeah, yeah. Cause im fuckin awkward.. but thats obvious.

Ironhide gave a soft shrug as he mouthed those lyrics making me smile some more

That we'd get to talkin but i would just bite my tongue.

I bit the inside of my cheek as i watched him slowly lower himself closer, his hand went to my neck.

I could tell you so much but we both heard enough, instead of making you blush i bite my tongue.

He vocalized it quietly, only i could hear but it was sweet..

Like a devilish curse

He leaned in until our lips brushed and connected, actually getting to feel the soft warm flesh of his lips on my lips sent a shock up my back..

That you put on my words.

I reached up and grabbed the back of his head, his hair so smooth yet it was ruffled.

But i love that it hurts..

I moaned ever so softly when he deepened it roughly.

Whenever you bite my tongue.

His tongue... his tongue explored my mouth without hesitation, he was so upfront. He roughed up my tongue and i fought back. It was a little rough for my first but whatever.. it was incredible. I ran my fingers through his jet black hair.

Bite my tongue.

I felt him feel down my shoulder before cupping my cheek. I lasted for 20 seconds until he pulled away, i knew it was 20 seconds because of the timing on the song..

I stared up at him, his blazing azure eyes filled with a passion i have never seen before.. one i never thought i'd get to.

I've played out this scenario so many times it's getting old

I mouthed to him, i slowly shifted my hand forward feeling over his ear, i was a blushing disaster but i didnt care at that point

Just put my weary mouth to rest

I leaned up and pulled him in for another kiss, one he didn't refuse but this time he was soft, keeping ut a genuine kiss.

So we can talk a little less

It was so sickly sweet... it was all i ever wanted. I was getting my love from Ironhide.. a single tear managed to escape my eye and slip down my cheek. I didn't think he understood but he was reading all signs clear as day.

Yeah, yeah. Cause im fuckin awkward. But that's obvious.

We both froze and jerked up when we heard a whistle outside og the music.

Epps.

I yelped as ironhide practically flung himself off of me and sent epps one of the most terrifying glares I've ever seen. In his hasty action to remove himself he also removed our music

"You have some explaining to do.." he wagged his finger

I sat up and was undoubtedly looking like a tomato, i pulled my legs up to my chest

"I think that was a little obvious.. beat it."

Epps put his hands up "alright I'll just be out here.." he said before stepping out

I looked at ironhide who looked back and he grabbed my feet and with one swift action, my legs were dangling off the end of the bed, my hips rested on the end and my upper body was stretched across the bed

"We will finish this later..." he murmured as he leaned over me before swiping up my ipod and scrolling through it again before handing it back.

I placed my earbuds in and blushed more at the beginning, if even possible

Im bringing sexy back

He paused before exiting and winked at me making me awkardly wave and place my hand over my mouth, he smirked ever so slightly..

Them other boys dont know how to act.

I watched as he closed the door as i covered my face and screeched into my hand

I think it's special what's behind your back

"YES YES YES!" i cried and sighed happily, fanning myself to cool down my scorching hot face.

So turn around and I'll pick up the slack

I smiled widely as i laid across the bed dreamily.

Dirty babe You see these shackles, baby I'm your slave~

i blushed again at the dirty thought "no no no.." i quickly shook my head

I'll let you whip me if i misbehave its hust no ine makes me feel this way

I let it go on repeat as i smiled and stayed in the room for a few minutes befoee making my way out to the hangar to make my way out but i glanced over and seen Ironhide and epps

Look at those hips (go head be gone with it)

I looked over ironhide and blushed when i seen he caught my gaze and threw my hood up, quickly walking over to the door

You make me smile (go head be gone with it)

I smiled slightly at my silliness but glanced up and frowned when i seen the rain. Oh no.. it's down pouring too..

I mentally whined, i actually wanted to leave and study outside.. guess the weather had other plans. Scrap..

I turn back but blink when I'm met by the twins.

Oh no. Abort mission. Abort. Abort.

I tried to slip away but groaned ehen i heard them outside my earbuds.

They started giving me crap because apperantly word spreads like wild fire when you're caught kissing an autobot.. frag.

You ready?

I sighed but glanced away. Only to have ironhide making his way over

Im bringing sexy back.

Oh he was so angry.. it was sexy. When he's mad it can be cute.. when he's in his holoform atleast..

You motherfuckers watch how i attack

I shivered a bit under my hoodie and bit my lip. He showed up at my side looking at the twins with a glare.

Mudflap was the first to apologize before scrambling away. Skids didnt waste another moment and followed.

Ironhide grunted but glanced at me and smiled some.

I blushed a bit "thanks.." i muster

"Later.." he murmured with a smirk before disappearing leaving small blue sparks in his place.

I shivered more visably, catching a few chuckles around me. I bolted outside and walked around the base and even though i was sloshing through the water.. i smiled.

I got to look forward to more intimate times with ironhide in the future and that made me squeal in excitement, a soldier from the front gate looked at me sternly before huffing.

I blushed at my sudden outburst but waved and pattered away.

Ironhide.. we have something.