A few days have passed and I mostly just sat in my room and watched movies with Zach and Corbyn. I've not really talked to Jonah much. If I do see him or something I do say hi but there is still this awkward tension in the room

Anyway I'm leaving tomorrow. Which I'm not looking forward to at all. I wish i could stay longer but at least I won't feel awkward around Jonah anymore

I was on my way back to the house after I got some stuff from the shop. I didn't really get much only some snacks for the plane and some food the boys wanted me to get them. Once I got to the door I heard the boys talking but they seemed stressed, I didn't want to barge in but the bags of food were hurting my arms so I had to

"hey" I wave awkwardly as walk in the close the door behind me

"hey um let me help you with them" Daniel says nervously as he stands up and walks towards me to take a bag from me

"Is- is everything okay?" I ask them confused

"oh yeah everything is splendid" Corbyn smiles

"okay" I say and walk over to the counter and sit the rest of the bags down

"so have you got all of your stuff ready for tomorrow?" Zach asks me awkwardly as he scratches the back off his head

"yeah I think so" I say with a forced smile to try make this awkward tension less awkward

"have I done something?" I sigh getting annoyed

"no of course not" Daniel says with a small smiles and goes back to the couch to sit down

"should we just tell her?" Jack asks them as he grits his teeth

Jonah just shrugged his shoulders

"sorry but are yous even going to look at each other or?..." Zach says confused and drags on the or

"basically we're going to go on a break at the start of year so we can get some new music made for the fans" Daniel tells me and bits his lip awkwardly

"oh well that's... Well I don't know what to think about that" I say and tilt my head confused

"yeah we feel the same" Corbyn laughs awkwardly

"well I'm going to go to bed" I say with a yawn

"okay goodnight" Jack says and runs up to me and gives me a hug

"goodnight" I smile and hug him back

I made my way upstairs and got ready for bed and when I was brushing my teeth I thought about what Zach said. Jonah and I won't even look at each other. Not my fault though. Or is it?

Once I brushed my teeth and I went straight to bed

The next day came so fast. I don't want to leave it seems like I've just got here. I would be great if I could just take them with me

I got changed and did my hair and makeup then made my way downstairs

"breakfast is in the kitchen" Zach says in a posh voice

"okay thanks" I laugh and walk into the kitchen

"pancakes!" Jack shouts and then does a funny dance

"thank you" I smile and chuckle then sit down and eat my breakfast

"I will miss you so much" Jack pouts and says it in a baby voice

"I'll miss you too" I say in a baby voice back to him

After I finished my breakfast I took my suitcase out to the car

"right I'll take this" Corbyn smiles and puts my suitcase in the boot

"thanks" I tell him with a smile then get into the car with the boys

The car ride there was boring as hell and I wasn't in a good mood I was sad. Who knows when I'll see them again

Next thing I know I here Zach say we're here and I let out a sigh

"do you have to go?" Daniel says as we all get out the car

"yeah" I say and take my suitcase off him

"this sucks" I mumble as we walk into the airport

"I'll message yous when I get home" I tell them just as we get up to the escalator

"please do" Daniel smiles but it was forced, I could tell

"hugs?" I say and tear runs down my cheek

We all have a group hug them I hug them all individually but when I get to Jonah we just frooze

"uh have a safe trip home" he says quietly

We didn't even hug...

Atleast he said something

"thanks" I say with a small smile

"bye" I wave and turn around and go to security

I'm going to miss them so much