"I'M NOT GOING!" I scream at them as they try to pull me from the bed, "they will try to kill me!" my heart is beating at a thousand mile per hour and i'm gonna probably pass out soon enough.

Aidan picks the duvet up with me wraped up inside of it and i cry out in fear as my breathing is way to quick, they begin to walk me out of the door and i stop screaming, my breathing heavy, i feel the temperature rise to an increadible degree and my breathing suddenly calm down, "mmm, so warm!" i shudder at the warmth, being in the duvet and in Aidan's arm, his heart rate is higher then usual and it worries me, but the warmth is soo warm, "oohhh!" i moan at the heat, my voice muffled by the thick, warm duvet, i'm so happy he brought it...

they are taking me to the one place i am too scared to go on my own, but with the cozy temperature i can't find it in me to panic as i beggin to get sleepy, curling up in my den as i wrap my arms subconciously around my stomach.

before i can fall asleep i am placed down on a hard surface, the temperature drops and i frail about to get out of the duvet, i scramble towards the first door i see but Aidan wraps me up again, "have Jack, turn the radiators on full!" he says and i wriggle about.

"no, get me out!" i panic as the room begins to get boiling hot, the werewolves getting sweaty as i crumble to the floor, "oohhh, so warm!" why do i have to be made this way?

"okay, so, take this-" he hands me a cup of blue liquid, i look down at it and sniff it, "it's harmless, it to help you relax!" I throw it at him and curl up behind Aidan's feet, "Raden, if i harm you, Alpha Aidan and Alpha Nathan will kill me with a slow, painful death, i don't want that, i want a quick, sudden death!" he says and i growl at him, "Fine then!" i feel a prick in my arm and i pull a needle out, lanching out of the door only to fall to the floor in the middle of the corridor.

i feel Nathan's arms around me, stopping me from falling, "i think i'm gonna throw up!" i slur as i am lifted from the floor, everything around me goes fuzy as my head is dropped backwards, dangling from my shoulders as i'm completely dizy, a sickness in my stomach as everything begins to go freaking, "what is going on?!" I say as i am put down on a bed, "oh, fuck, i'm deffinatly going to throw up!" I wine as i feel something cold, ice cold down below, but i can't pin point anything.

the coldness goes away quickly, "Okay, done!" the man says and i roll over, finding myself falling quickly when a pair of arms catch me as i begin to feel bile rise in my throat.

"toilet-" i say as i let out a groan, i begin to dizily and limply wriggle about, i feel myself gip, "oh fuck!" i'm moved extremely quickly and i am moved like i can't move myself... kind of right, the bile rushes up and i throw everything up, when i finish throwing up i have tears streaming down my eyes, "I don't want to!" i cry and i feel one of my mates hands rubbing up and down my back.

"what do you mean, you don't want to?" he asks and i cry some more.

"i don't want to!" i shout and frail my arms about, i feel myself falling back onto a soft surface and another prick in my arm and everything is black, the last thing i hear is angry growling and some blury words....i don't know...what...what...to-