i wake up when a cold breeze brushes over me, finding that i shifted in my sleep again, they placed my clothes over me and the carsickness comes back, "Aidan, your a bad driver!" i mumble out as i limply lay in Nathans grip.

"i'm not a bad driver, i'm a good driver, i got us here in the space of ten minutes when we saw you weren't waking up!" he wines back as they walk fast into the building, before i know it i'm back in that damn doctors room.

i wriggle about, "no, what are you doing?" i ask as i stand up, the sickness coming back as i walk to the bathroom, shutting the door and throwing up the sickness i feel. i walk back out with pure annoyance, "i'll fucking kill him-" i growl out as they both look at me with surprise, "how dare he try to hurt my fucking pups, does he think that a fucking beating is the last he'll hear of it?" i pase back and forth, "I'll fucking make his life a living hell, he'll be pissed of seeing me, he'll be tired of seeing me-" i growl out as the doctor comes in, seeing me pasing back and forth with pure anger, "i'll fucking rip more then just half his hand off, if it wasn't for those mutts around him, i'd 'av my jaws around his fucking head and i'd rip it off with one FUCKING PULL!" I growl, i look at the needle in the doctors hand and walk up to him, he steps back but i grab the needle and stick it in his arm, he yelps and pulls it out before i can press what ever the liquid is into his system, "stick that thing in me and that over grown mutt wont be the only one on my kill list!" i snap at him and he looks over to the Alpha's who are watching with slight amusment, "weak, my ass!" i scoff and sit down with my arms and legs crossed on the bed seems as they wont let me out.

"uh- yes, okay-" the doctor mumbles as Aidan and Nathan walk up to me and sit on either side of me, the doctor comes over and i move closer to the twins, away from him, "it's okay, no needles, only a simple check up, check you neck and just a feel to see if theres any problems!" he says and moves closer to me, i snap my head to his hand and bite him, not as much as i bit Luke, but enough to pierce his skin a bit, "ah, you sun of a-" he stops his insult when the Alpha's growl, "i'm not going to hurt you, Raden!" he says sterntly as i glare at him, he sighs and walk away without a word.

i look to the twins with a grouchy look and they both sigh, waiting patiently when i smell something delicious. i look to the door and see the doctor carrying something large in. in his hands is a large chunk of raw gamon. my jaw drops as i begin to drool, the sight of it staring at me, "now, i'll give you this is you behave!" he says, walking over, i jump forwards for the meat but he holds it up, "no, stay still!" he snaps and i growl at him, but stare at the gamon.

"can i have it yet?" i ask like an animal being lured into a trap.

"no, stay still!" he says as he walks closer, i slowly begin to move closer and closer to the gamon.

"c-can i have it yet?" i ask again as he stands next to the bed.

"no, stay. still!" he says so much stricter.

his hands trail to my neck and i begin to breath quicker with fear and anxiety, "c-can-n i have it yet?" my voice is wobbly and sounds like i'm on the verge of a mental break down, tears streaming and everything as fear thrives through me as he rubs his hand over my neck.

"not yet, little red, your doing well!" Nathan says, running his hand softly over my back as i stare directly at the piece of meat that would have saved my winters alone.

he moves slightly as he lifts my hoodie up, placing his close hands over my stomach and i begin to shake with fear, trying to focus on the smell that covers the room, feeling saulty tears stream down my face, "can i have it?" i ask again and he sighs.

"nearly, just a few... more...." he stops and squeases lightly, i'm not sure what he's doing but it's taking everything in me not to move, i move suddenly when he touches one spot, "ah-" he pulls the gamon away and i whimper, "stay still, it's alright, i wont hurt you or your kit!" he says and i freeze, watching as the gamon stares back at me and he feels my stomach, he suddely moves away dropping the gamon on the bed in front of me, i stare down at it, only moving my head as i stay frozen, "you can hav-" i cut him off when i dive for the chunk of meat, taking a large bite out of it and curling up with it in my lap, Aidan and Nathan moving down to pick me up, i growl at them and move away.

"mine!" i snap at them and they both sigh.

"we baught it for you, not us!" he says and i take another bite out of it, the juicy flavours i hum a moan at, Aidan growling low in his throat as i bite again, i reach the fatty part and i eat it, barely eaten quater of the thing, but i want to eat and eat and eat.

"you enjoying the gamon?" Nathan laughs at and i moan my response eating as messy as possible, they all watch me devour a piece of meat that's bigger then my fox, but i keep eating it, "you sure you want to eat that much of it, you can save it for lat-" i cut him off with a possessive growl, "okay, no saving your meat!" he chuckles and i take another bite.

"well-" he says, sounding distracted as i eat the meat quickly, finding my hunger from all of those years being blamed for my fathers death, those times of me hiding away... i hum again when the flavour covers my mouth, "there isn't anything wrong, just keep him at rest, he'll be fine tomorrow, fox shifters are stronger then you think, their flexibility for everything make it so, let's say if Raden was to be hit in the stomach, it's kind of weird and sounds impossible, but he'd move his womb instinctivly away from the issue, which is what he did, they don't realise they do it, but he did, by now his womb would be in the correct possition and place as he isn't in danger and he feels safe!" he explains and i continue to consentrate on my chunk of meat, taking a bit every two minutes as i eat it like it's going to run away.

"so, rest and water?" Nathan asks and the doctor laughs lightly.

"always, that's a constant need for him at this point, it's the reason why he sleeps longer and is a deeper sleeper and a reason why he looks like he's going to pass out asleep at any moment!" at this point i'm just ignoring them to eat this, "food..." he chuckles, "food too, he needs a lot of food, trust me, that chunk looks big, but he would be able to devour a chunk twice as big if he's in the mood to!" he chuckles as i come to a finish, taking my last few bites and swollowing it, i lick my hands and fingers and every spot the meat may have been, dispite how weird it might seem as i stick my tongue out as far as possible and lick my face where the meat juices are, i then yawn and stand up.

"i'm not a pet dog or something you know!" i say and he sighs.

"no and we aren't treating you like one either!" he says and i roll my eyes.

"you practicually used my favourite food to lure me into doing what you want me to!" i say and they all look at me.

"it worked didn't it!" i pout, glaring at the floor.

"not the point, geeze!" i glare at the ground before burping loudly, i yawn again feeling satisfied with my meal, realising i'm stood with my eyes shut i open them and see them all looking at me like i'm so fucking adorable, i cross my arms, shifting on my feet, "what?" i ask innocently as both mates come over to me.

"i love you so much, your so cute!" Nathan purs and i lean into his touch.

"i couldn't of asked for a better mate-" I feel him pull on a certain part of my head, right behind my ear and my legs turn to instant jelly, finding myself falling to the floor half asleep. Aidan catches me and picks me back up as i continuasly pur, my eyes only slightly open as my body, mind and soul goes into a sleep like state, both of them smiling down at me.

"done...fuken, uuaahh-" i slur as my mind fails to create sentences as i shudder, tingles going through me, i blink a few times a look up at Aidan, "what did you do?" i say tiredly and he looks down, "do it agin!" I hum, shutting my eyes as i feel him do it again, i also feel myself slip through their arms and fall to the floor, "ooooh" i breath out as i pass out snoring all the way to dream land.