i wake up as a borito in my duvet i'm wrapped up that much, feeling the warmth surrounding me as my mates arms securely hold me... the fucking alarm, "I TOLD YOU NOT TO!" I Scream with pure anger and i kick the duvet off, rushing around the room to find it, this time i throw it through the window, smashing it completely. i look to the Alphas and they are looking at me with pure shock, as i rub my ears better, "ah-" i wine as i shake my head, the ringing stopping. 

i sigh and sit down in the chair in the corner of the room and drop my head onto my knees feeling an uncomfortable feeling in my stomach i narrow my brows with my eyes shut pouting. i feel them wrap their arms around me and i pur, snuggling into their shoulders as the uncomfortable feeling disapears, falling back to sleep.

i snap my eyes open when i hear a cup slam on the counter, "wait-" i look around, seeing the brothers over my the cupboards while i sit on a stool.

"morning, Raden!" their mum says, sitting oposite from me, she places a bowl in front of me and i look down at it, seeing the food but looking streight to the milk, i lift the bowl up and begin to drink all the milk in the bowl, leaving the cereal, "now, you need to eat the food!" she says and the uncomfortable feeling comes back, i curl up to my knees and put my head on my knees, "are you okay dear?" she asks worriedly but one word sounds appealing in that.

"mmmm, dear!" i hum and smile to myself when i hear small laughter from my beautiful mates, the uncomfortable feeling becoming more clear to me the longer i stay away from Aidan and Nathan, i let out a deep breath, hearing a silent whimper of want slip past too.

my tired body is then held close to Nathans caring, warm, soft arms as he runs his hands around me, holding me to his chest, the first thing of his i met. 

"how about, i make you some bacon?" she asks and i hum at the thought.

"mmm, bacon!" i whisper and falling half asleep in his arms, the next thing i hear and smell the bacon cooking to which i peel away from Nathans warm embrace and sit on the counter next to the hot pan, looking down at the bacon.

"Raden, go back to where you were sat, you'll burn yourself!" she informs as i hear my mates growl their warnings to me but i hold my hand over the pan to grab the bacon but their mum slaps my hand away, i snap my jaws at her and she flinches back, giving me a chance to use my ninja skills, taking the bacon and eating it, ignoring the fact it's half cooked. even tho i'm eating the bacon i can't help myself from falling half asleep as i nibble and suck on the bacon tiredly, "how much did he sleep last night?" she asks and i am picked up again by strong arms.

"he fell to sleep quite early!" Nathan says worriedly as i finish my bacon.

"no, i'm just tired, i'm okay!" i say, looking up to him with tired eyes, i lean forwards and kiss him, feeling him lick my lips for me, i pull back and scowl, "my bacon!" i say but lean back to him, kissing him again, he runs his hand through my hair.

"well, how about you two go to school and i'll take care of Raden, i'll take him to the doctor!" i whimper, holding on tighter to Nathan, "you'll be able to get some sleep and i'll get you as much meat as you want!" i look up to her and then to the brothers.

"she's right!" Aidan says, looking at me.

i groan out tiredly, "i'm a little bitch when i'm tired aren't i?" i breath a laugh and they both do the same.

"yeah, but who isn't, plus, your carrying our pups, we couldn't love you more at this moment!" Nathan answers and i let out a long breath.

"but i never have any energy!" I pout and he rubs my back.

"if you go to the doctor about it, he may be able to give you answers and help you, plus, you got mum to take you, she'll know if what he's doing is dangerous or not!" Aidan says and i sigh. 

"fine-" i mumble quietly as i let out a long sigh. 

"alright, well we have to go now or we will be late!" Nathan informs but i don't even make an attempt to move, he tries to peal me off and even get's help from Aidan. i let go of him with a sigh, looking up at them, i stand up and give them both a kiss, which they both return, they walk away after says their fair wells and i stand here, the feeling coming back.

"you okay dear?" she asks and i look to her. i let out a sigh and drop my body onto the island, letting my legs dangle, she comes over and i feel her stroke my hair, it's not the same as when Aidan or Nat does it... but it's still soothing, "you can talk to me, don't forget i was the one who had to shit them two little shits out!" she laughs and i breath a laugh.

"there not bad!" i say as she continues to pet my hair. i let out a breath and sit up, crawling onto the counter, "it's uncomfortable!" i say, waving my hand around my stomach area, she narrows her brows, "it-it gets worse the longer i spend without them!" i say tiredly, "i am constantly tired too and it's annoying!" I say, wrapping my arms around myself, she pulls me to her and hugs me like she's my best friend.

"well, you are a small fox and they are large wolves, never mind them being Alphas-" she says softly, "It's to be expected!" she says rubbing my back, it feels empty when anyone else is there. i nod my head as she moves away, "do you want to watch a movie? you can fall asleep to it, i'll bring down as many duvets as i can?" she asks and i hum in response, liking the sound.

i slide my feet back to the floor and begin to walk tiredly to the livingroom, i curl up on the sofa as mum turns the tv on. something random begins playing and i feel my stomach move slightly, he curl up tighter at the unusual feeling as i hold my cold hands on my stomach, "oh, i'll get you a heat pack, it'll sooth it!" she says and i nod and hum my thanks.

when she comes back in she is followed by many many people, all holding their own duvets, "they are all from spare bedrooms, it's a big house!" she chuckles and looks at them, "thank you everyone, just put them there!" she points to the floor and hands me a fluffy pillow, i take it and it's so warm.

"so warm!" i repeat as i hold it to me and slide down to the floor.

she laughs, "oh, so theres no need for the duvets then!" she laughs and i sigh, holding there for a second longer before i move over to the duvets, i look down at the mountain before falling flat on top of them, sighing at the comfort catching me. i roll around making a little poket within it all, i then curl up with the pack on my stomach and shut my eyes contently...

..."den!" my ears pick up sound, "Raden?" she calls and i let out a groan, moving around to untangle myself as i look up, i feel the heat pack has gone cold and i whimper at it, still feeling the distant warmth on my stomach. i look up at her and she smiles softly, "hay, baby, do you want to see the doctor now? then you can go back to sleep after you eat some food!" she bargins and i let out a loud yawn feeling my body weak and achy.

i attempt to move but my energy levels are practically non existant as i find myself falling back to sleep. i snap my eyes open when i feel a sharp prick at my arm, howling out in pain as he pulls it out. i look down and see my blood in the syringe, "it's alright, i'll be able to check on everything whi-" he doesn't get to finish as i begin snoring again, my brain completely out, but my senses still in focus, just not in peak condition.

"no, Raden, you need food!" i peek my eyes open, looking up at her as she holds up a plate that has something that smells very good on it, i try to sit up but feel increadibly weak, "oh, Raden, i'll call th-" she stops when the door slams shut, Aidan and Nathan walking in, they both look at me with worry in their eyes, "the doctor took a blood test, he's completely out of it!" she says as i find myself falling back to sleep, "he seems to like his little bed of duvets!" she says as she places something really warm on my stomach, i curl up around it and roll around again, submerging myself in the duvet as i begin to snore again.

"what did he say?" i hear Nathan ask with worry thick in his voice.

"he's a small fox, he said it's normal and was expected for this to happen with you both being Alphas, but he hasn't come back with the results yet!" she explains while i sleep noisily, "he couldn't even get up to eat his food, it's gamon like you both said but!" it sounds like i'm dying....am i dying?

"i'm back!" i hear the doctor shout and his foot steps come streight towards my den, i shuffle around, trying to move but i just end up laying dead again, i feel him tugging on the duvets before light seeps in, i scrunch my eyes up as i look at my deathly pale arm, "here you go!" he says holding three tablets, "your low on practically everything, i've tested them against your blood to make sure it's safe and it's completely safe for you and your cubs!" i look up at him as my eyes get heavier and heavier as they eventually shut, "yes, i know your tired, it's this or the other thing, that goes up the other end of you!" he chuckles and i open my mouth. he chuckles and the world goes insanely dizzy as i am picked up, the soothing warmth of my mates are back, i hum my apreciation of them being back when i look to see the tablets in front of me, i pick my hand up but not strong enough.

"am i dead?" i slur and the alphas stiffen slightly at the comment.

"no, your just very weak, the worst that will happen is you putting yourself into a coma like state to save your energy levels for taking care of the pups!" he says, holding the tablet close to my mouth, "open!" he says and i do, he puts the tablets in and holds up some water, i take the water and down the whole bottle quickly, "Now sleep!" he says and as if on comand i do.