the ambulence comes to a stop and the doors are practically broken off, my dad rushes in and starts to look over the bruises on my face, "oh, Red!" he softly says as the twins get me out of the car.

"honestly, it's not as bad as last time!" i smile, going tired again, he steps out of the van and walks away as the twins help me to get up, i stand up with pain, standing as light as i can, they all help me out of the van, including the hospital paramedics that drove us, Josh jumps up and hugs me.

"i'm sorry, i ran and ran and ran and ran and ran but they ran even faster, i couldn't catch up to them, i'm sorry, i'm sorry!" he says and i let out a long breath of pain, "sorry!" he says and pulls away from me, but as he pulls away and begin to fall, my eyes widen and i go pale.

"don't-let-me-fall!" i say quickly and he catches me, Aidan and Nathan grabbing me to steady me, "you know, if it wasn't for the casts, i wouldn't even be able to be stood up!" i grumble and josh laughs nervously.

"he he yeah, sorry again!" he says looking kind of upset.

"it's not your fault, if we are going to blame anyone it's that fucking lab rat!" i growl and they all nod, taking me inside. Jack leads us all to a room and i let out a long breath as they take me in, "i hate seeing these rooms!" i grumble and they all laugh lightly.

"well..... we could always se up shop in your bedroom?" Jack asks and i look at him and the brothers with pleading eyes, he chuckles and we make our way to the bedroom, they lay me down on the bed and i sigh.

"i love this bed!" i smile as i shut my eyes, "best bed ever!" i hum as it dips down on either side of me, the twins cuddle up to me and i hum, "this is why it's the best bed every!" i smile and everyone just laughs at me humour, i don't feel as bad as last time... i think it's because i was awake longer at a time so i had time to adjust and the shit they did wasn't as bad, like they didn't mess up any more of my nerves this time or split my dick in two.

my dad comes into the room followed by my mum and Alpha mum and dad, they come over to me and my dad rubs some cream over my face, "what-oh" every single time we got a bruise, graze, cut or even a blister or splinter he put this over our faces. it helps to keep it clean and stop any scaring.

"is the any cuts under the bandages?" he asks and i nod.

"all over!" i breath out, "constantly itching!" i say and they hug me slightly tighter, "i'm not allowed to itch them!" i say and he chuckles.

"give us a second then!" he says and moves away, the twins move away, taking their warmth with them, i moan my disaproval and open my eyes, i look down and see dad come back through from the bathroom with scisors, i try my best to sit myself up, the twins help me as they stay slightly out of the way. he goes to the bandages and begins to unravle them, cutting them when needed, he then takes off the padding on the cuts and i watch as mums look away and the twins grimice while dads just look more worried.

"i haven't looked properly at them, is it really that bad?" i ask and the twins move closer, i begin to tear up, i look down at my arm and see just how many- no, what they did is not a matter of how many, but how much, it looks like my skin is going to be one big scar, "oh-" i say distantly and look away, theres so many cuts that every one of them seem to cross over others multipul times.

he takes off my other arm and that one is still bleeding a bit so he takes a cloth and dabs it until it stops, while i flinch and cry quietly, "i'm guessing they did this on your legs too?" he asks and i shiver.

"and my back, and my chest!" i whimper and my dad continues with tears in his eyes.

"i'm so sorry son, this is my fault-" i stop him with a growl.

"this is not your fault!" i snap and he looks down, "i sware if anyone else blames themself for this shit i'll slap you!" i say to everyone and my dad continues to unwrap my wounds.

"these need to have a little air so they heal properly!" he says and i feel the air hit my cuts, i flinch at it, i bend my legs with great pain that i whimper at as the duvet touching my cuts are painful, "okay, okay!" he shushes and gets some books from the book shelf and puts them on the bed, grabs a pillow and puts it on and then puts my feet on them, which i shout out at as it hurts to streighten it out too. Nathan and Aidan are holding my hands and it comforts me that little bit more.

Jack walks in and comes over to me, he looks over me and sighs, used to this shit already i see?. he sets some boxes on the table and passes me some water, i drink the water and he gives me a dead look, "your supposed to put the tablet in your mouth first!" he chuckles and i shrug.

"i know, but now i get to have a second cup of water!" i give him a toothy smirk and he laughs while shaking his head.

"cheey little shi-" Aidan and Nathan growl him before he can finishish. he gives me the tablest and the second cup of water, "okay, so, is there anything you think we missed?" he asks and sigh.

"my hearing and eye sight!" i give him a sorry smily and his brows rise, "he heard i was under developed and wanted to test all of my senses!" i say as if i'm depressed...

he nods, "well, i'll get an optision to look at your eye sight, is it just blury?" he asks and i shake my head.

"i think the damage has caused me to become a little if not a lot, sort of am...colour blind.. like everything looks different and i can barely tell some colours apart!" i say and he drops his head.

"okay, and we'll also get someone in for your ears aswell!" he nods and i nod back, he smiles, "your deffinatly doing better then last time!" i shrug.

"i was there longer and they didn't mess with any more of my nerves or split my dick in two either!" i say, "i mean, most of this stuff will heal in a few month, this time it was... more like i was kidnapped by a bunch of creeps then tortured to the point of near death!" i say and they all look over me, "i don't know, i don't feel anything towards it, it's weird!" i shrug and they just look at me, i let out a breath, "i'm just happy to be home!" i say and they nod.

"well we are happy your home too!" Nathan says, kissing my bruised cheek.

my dad begins to rub the cream over my itchy wounds and i crunch my face up to it, "yeah, once we've got the cream on we'll wrap them again and then you can have some food and rest!" he explains and i shiver at the itchiness the cream is causing but it quickly fades and numbs a bit when it sinks in, "okay-" he says, wrapping my arms and legs, "do you want to do your back?" he asks and i move a bit, turning around on my broken body, helped by the twins who place me against their shoulders, they begin to take the back pad off and i whimper and groan a bit at it.

"it's alright, it's alright!" he says like he's trying to tell himself, "so they cleaned the wounds on your back, but it seems that they stopped for some reason-" he explains and i hear someone run out, "from the pain your in when just moving-" he dabs as i practically strangle the twins, "i think they stopped because of the pain-" he says and then huffs, stopping, "how about we get you in the shower?" he asks and i nod, "it'll sting all of your wounds!" he says and i breath a laugh.

"you already put the cream on most of my wounds, Dad, it numbs it, even in the shower!" i say to him and he sighs.

"okay!" he breaths and the twins help me up, i stand up and walk as best i can to the bathroom with help.

"how did you get out, by the way?" Aidan asks curiously and i laugh.

"they left the house, both of them, i threw an alarm clock through the window and got in a car that was left, turns out theres no breaks on the car so the police chased me until they made the car stop, came with a gun, but changed their choice of shooting me when i was clinging to his legs before passing out!" i explain simply and they look at me, i shrug.

they begin to unwrap my wounds when i sit in the shower, uncomfort in my ass as usual... to be honest, i am faking everything until i make it. i am crumbling inside, but i cry so damn much, i wine and i'm morngey and i need them to know i'll be okay, because i will be okay, eventually, i'll cry when i'm alone... if alone and everyone will think i'm stronger, dad will think the training worked in getting me stronger instead of the cry baby i am. i look to the shampoo and conditioner........conditioner and shampoo....i'm not going to try, they are both red, the water turns on and i flinch madly at it, i begin to fall to which the twins decide they want a shower too, i look to the both of them and my dad shakes his head, "i'm good!" i say and look over myself feeling extremely self concious as the water is a pale red, my back stinging wildly as water runs through my cuts and i'm stood with my arms out so nothings touching nothing but my feet and the ground as i shake from the pain as my eyes well with tears.

after the shower they bring food up to me, not gamon thankfully, but bacon sandwiches, i take my half and begin to eat it slowly, my arms no longer like sticks that i can't bend, but uncomfortable, everytime i bend my arm it reminds me that i have wounds.

i lay down when everyone leaves our room, they lay beside me, giving me space but still close, "Raden?" Aidan says so softly and so carefully it almost makes me want to start crying and cry to him everything they did to me.

"yeah?" i whisper to make sure i sound casual.

"your not okay, are you?" Nathan asks slowly and i just lay there.

"i don't want to cry again!" i say but tears stream down my face, "i can't take crying anymore!" i sob and they hold me close.

"we don't mind you crying, no matter how much you do it we will hold you every time!" Nathan coos and i begin to cry.

"i'm so tired of everything-" i sob, "before i ended up in the hospital i hadn't had one fucking peacful night, he never let me go!" i cry and they tense up, "why are there people like them out there?" i cry and they steady their breathing, making me feel calm knowing i'm safe, "i begged and begged but-but he wouldn't" i cry hysterically and they just hold me close.

"your safe, he's dead, he can't get you no more!" Nathan says softly.

"and that lab rat is next!" Aidan growls, i hold onto his hand tightly, "they went too far last time... but this is a different lane, and they went too far again!" he adds and i just cry.