《(TinCan) I Hate U.》won't let go
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The police handcuffed Larry and took him to the car. Mrs. Fah was crying as she watches her son taken away from her. She never thought that her son would commit such a crime this evil. How could he've done it? She's so angry and sad at the same time. Why didn't she pay more attention to him? If she did, this wouldn't happen.
Mr. Fah was actually following the policemen to the car. He looked at Larry who was sitting inside and also looking up at him.
Larry felt a lump in his throat when he saw what his stepfather did to him. He smiled proudly at him. He made Larry felt all the guilty and regretful came rushing in. Larry quickly looked away.
Why?.....
Why not hate him? Why not look at him in the eye and tell him, "this is what you deserve." Why give him courage? He doesn't deserve forgiveness. He doesn't deserve anything at all.
His heart raced with emotion. He couldn't resist it. Tears dropped from his eyes as he tried to hold it back.
Mr. Fah looked at Larry worryingly when he saw him cry. He doesn't know what he should be feeling anymore. He can't seem to find his way to hate Larry at all. As much as he wanted to, he knows for sure that he has a weak heart. He's more than devastated because his real son is dead and the fact that it was Larry's fault.l, but the look on Larry's eyes shown that he is more than guilty. It will be no use to cause a tantrum towards him because Can will never come back.
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An hour passed like a flash. The first time Can doesn't want the time to go quickly. Why does he felt so hurt by Tin's words? He doesn't want to end it with him. He wants to be someone Tin can rely on, not someone who pretends to be a stranger. This feeling made his so confused. He doesn't know what he really feels towards Tin and it got him scare. He was scared to accept who he becomes--but the thought of losing Tin panics him a lot. He thought of what he should do.
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Can saw Tin was already running towards the people who were lining up, ready to aboard.
Can - hurg! Ai Tin! Wait for me! (Ran after with fast speed.)
Can tried to focus his eyes on Tin so he wouldn't lose him, but Tin went through the crowd and disappear so quickly.
Can - Tin! Wait!
Can cursed at Tin inside his head. Why is he so in a rush? He could have wait for him.
Can reached the crowds and look for Tin. His eyes searched everywhere but Tin was nowhere to be found.
Can - Tin!
He called for Tin but no answer. Panic started to rushed on Can's face, making him nervous and afraid at the same time. Now that Can had a better view at the station, he could see that there are four boats and only two are going to Krung Thep. If he couldn't find Tin fast, there might be a possibility that they might not travel together in the same boat.
There are so many people saying goodbye to their loved ones and has crowded all around Can. Can's eyes are still busy looking for Tin. He couldn't think. In his mind right now was only remembering the words Tin told him to let him go. He told him they can't be friends. He told him to forget everything that has happened between them. And it made Can fear that maybe this moment is the moment Tin wanted to cut ties with him.
Not even saying goodbye…
not even a hug…
just atomically strangers now.
Can stumbled upon a man that almost makes him lose his balance.
Can - sorry.
The man was buff and muscular. He turned to look down at Can.
Man - watch where you going, kid.
He strolled past Can, adding a strong pushed on Can's shoulder. Can almost fell onto the ground just when someone grabbed him to prevent him from falling. He looked up at the person and immediately smiled brightly.
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Can - Tin!
Tin - what the fuck, Can. So clumsy.
Can - (grabbed hold onto Tin's shirt) where were you? I was looking everywhere for you!
Tin stared at Can who grabbed him like a lost kid. Can makes his heart weak and he hates it.
Tin - we should go.
Can - (nodded) yeah, of course.
They were in line to turn in their tickets to the securities guards. Can was in front of Tin and somehow he doesn't feel secure. Can turned to Tin and grabbed his wrist which made Tin flinched.
Can - (looked into Tin's eyes.) I'm afraid you might disappear. I'll lead.
Can feared that Tin might try something stupid again, like running away from him so he wanted to make sure he doesn't do that.
Tin - (twisting his wrist from Can's hold) this is ridiculous, let go.
Can - (hold it tight) no.
Can said it with a sharp tone that made Tin stopped struggling.
Can - I won't let you go.
Tin felt a hot burn in his stomach as Can continuously stare at him. He felt like Can can see right through him, right through his heart. And still
He is still...
still far away...from Can's heart.
Tin - why are you doing this to me?
Can's eyes shook and shown a bit of confusion.
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