Type invited me to his bar's cousin named Tum. We also want to invite Ae, Pete, and Techno. But they are excusing some stuff to us, well I expect Ae and Pete to have their own time together but Techno? I don't think he has something to deal with. Well, I'm in the mood to drink right now so I agreed with Type's idea.

"Something bothering you?" we are seating on the stool in front of the bartenders who are busy mixing our drinks.

I like Tum's bar, it's really exclusive. It hasn't that many customers so it feels like you are in a private bar.

I look to Type who is seriously asking me that.

"How could you know if you are attracted to someone else?" he almost choked on his drink. Why? Is there something wrong with my question?

"Are you seeing some girl again? Come on Tin are you getting into a serious relationship?" I look intently at him.

"I'm not that type of person. You know I'm not into girls" bartender finally give me a drink. Shot it like it was a normal drink.

"I know. You only play with the girls just like that but how long? How long you will keep it to yourself? It's not wrong if you are attracted to men, it doesn't matter" Am I really into Can? Damn these days he is been in my mind.

"I want to be with you"

"You're not gay right?"

I feel so attacked and getting shot. I released Can from pulling by his waist. I didn't know what happen but he ran away from me. Left me hanging here.

"But it might he hate me more," I said unknowingly.

"What did you say?" Type's look puzzled. "Hey don't tell me you like Can? Like what Pete told me?" that Pete!! He really likes to roast me alive.

"Yes. I like Can" finally I admit to myself. It feels like I'm relieved that something on me released.

"Don't tell me since that day you met, you've liked him" I slowly nod.

He is really different and kinda unique. The way he stood up and had no fear to face me. It amazes me. That made me like him.

"But I know he will hate me more if he knew that I like him" I'm worried because of that.

What if he disgusts gays? That made me more anxious.

"Tin you are just paranoid. You didn't even know yet. Why jump to the conclusion already? Go ask him to go out with you" I scratch my head and think that makes me crazy.

"The hell I can? How can I ask him out? If he sees my face first he's getting mad quickly" tho that makes him cute.

"If you like him then you like him. Just a piece of advice Tin, go catch your man first before someone will get it away from you. In short, ask him to be your boyfriend" he patted my shoulder.

It made me think. Should I make a move first? But how?

"Can, are you going to eat your breakfast or not??" my annoying sister scolded me in front of our breakfast.

"I am!!" I hold the pork and point it to her. Her eyes rolled on me. Why do I have a bitch sister in my life?

"You should because I prepare that even tho I'm really mad at you. I don't know who is the eldest between us, because I'm more mature than you!" I told you she is the bitches of all.

Since Mom works abroad to support us, especially in our education. We are living all alone here in our house. Even if I like it or not, Lei acts like a big sister to me sometimes because she does all the household chores that I do and including preparing food. I can't lie, Lei's cooking is really good.

But what the fuck I have no appetite for this morning.

"Sorry Lei but I'm not that hungry. Bye, I'll go to school. Bye!!" I get up fast and stormed off to my house. I heard Lei yell at me but I didn't mind it.

I didn't even have a good sleep last night. I can't get over to what Tin did to me. It's still replaying in my mind and I think I'm going crazy.

What did he do to me?

I didn't even know that I'm already in front of our campus. I'm really spacing out while walking. Someone was waving at me, a handsome guy. He looks so familiar.

I turned around and look for someone behind me, but there was no one. Its too impossible that he was waving at me?

He walks closer to me.

"Can right??" this handsome guy know my name. Wait???

"How did y--" oh shoot now I remember he was one of Tin's gang.

"I'm Pete by the way" he grabs my hand to shake hands with him.

"Eh?" I felt uncomfortable. Why he was suddenly about me?

"Don't feel shy at me or feel anything uncomfortable. You look so nice and I wanna be friends with you" he looks so nice too. He has that bright smile too and I feel he is gentle too. But I just can't trust him, because first of all, he is Tin's friend.

"I really have to go, I have a class to catch" I excuse myself to him and half lied to him. Actually, my class will start within 30 mins.

"Okay see you around" he flashed a smile at me again. So I pretend to rush myself and run away to him.

Phew, I almost get there. If this is one of his plans, I swear I won't fall for it. I don't want to get myself involved with him, not ever again.

My four subjects just passed in one snap and it's already lunchtime. I'm with Good again to eat lunch in the cafeteria. But the heck he is here too. Is he stalking me? He didn't see me yet, but he is sitting at the table to look like he is waiting for someone.

"I don't think I'm hungry, let's go to the library" I don't know how to excuse myself again. I'm about to go when Good grabbed my arm.

"What's with you? You look panicked and not your usual self?" I know Good looks suspicious to me these days but he still remains to be silent and does not say anything to me.

"I have to work on some assignments" I'm not good at reasoning. His face just rests on me.

"We don't have an assignment for today? You know what just company me here whether you'll eat or not with me" I have to avoid Pete but gracious Good is really not playing along with me. He drags me already.

"Can!!" Oh yes. He found me. Thanks to Good.

I smile forcedly at him. Good perplexed looking to us.

"Are you guys friends?" he asks us.

"Yes, we are earlier, right Can?" Pete smiled asking me that.

Again. I just nod. What can I do?

"Oh you're a quite famous Can"

I know I have a lot to say to Good but of all that things I don't know where to start.

We seated in Pete's reserved chairs for us. While we are waiting for our food. It's quite awkward for us or is it just me?

"So you are Can's friend? Hi, I'm Pete" Good just nods. "I'm Good, yes I'm his friend, btw I've heard a lot of you, especially about your group. Thug group right?" I'm shocked to Good, looks like I've deceived him. He knows a lot.

"No, we're not. We just called thugs but were not. We are just a normal group of friends. They kinda misunderstand us" Pete explained to us. But I'm not convinced. I can't just shut up and not confront him.

"Pete can you just straightforward me? Are you doing this because Tin order you to do this? Are you benefit me for something? Spy? or what?" Pete smiled but his lips incurved after a second and look seriously at me.

"Can I ask you something Can? I saw you two together last day. What is your relationship with Tin?"

---

a/n: double update today. I have a lot of things on my mind so I writing this anyway. thank you