It was just random night when I was in the bar. Drinking alone and having no intention to live my life anymore. Cause Im going to throw up myself and not minding the world anymore.

When someone just came and seated next behind to my stool. I was going to ignore her because Im not in the mood for any girls tonight.

"Tin.." oh she did fucking knew my name. I am really that famous? "Are you alone?" thats fucking crap obvious question. I silly looking everywhere and I grin at her.

"Do you see anyone tagging with me here?" she smiled but I cant see her face carefully because of the dim light in the bar. Any ways I really dont care tho.

"I guess you are alone" is she stupid?

"Leave me alone" I said then straight drink the cup of alcohol in front of me.

"I wont, I did everything to be here. There's no way I will giving you up" whats with this girl being insane of?

I felt she put her hand to my thighs and caressing it in flirty way.

"I know you wouldnt like me because Im just one of those who admiring you. I cant even compare myself to the girls you've dated before. But one thing I can make sure to tell you. I can be any girl you wanted to be" this girl is crazy. I didnt mind her touching wherever part of my body. Is like I can stop her and also just like I said, I really dont care.

But because Im a man and kinda jerk. I did fuck her.

Morning came, I wake up next to her. She was hugging me, she was totally naked. But I get annoyed when I saw her face, fuck I really dont know her.

"So are we dating now?" she asked me while dressing herself in front of me. I look annoyingly at her. What the fuck did she just say?

"We sexed but that doesnt even mean that I actually liked you" I clearly at her. Because it mean nothing at me.

"But we did it, you dont even like me? like that?" this is why I hate women, all they did is to create drama. And I actually wanted her to disappear in front of me.

"Fine. Do whatever you as you please" I said in giving up tone. I dont want to talk to her any longer. "You can now go"

"Ill leave but Ill see you in school!!" timing she was dressed already. She draw herself closer to me and she peck me in my lips.

"By the way, Im Dae. See you my boyfriend!!" she pick her shoulder bag and storm off to the vip suite where we stay and unfortunately where I fucked her.

After that forcing dating her. She even make the news that I ask her out. And everyone in the campus knew to our force relationship. First I dont agree but I just cant stop those rumor about us because it was totally spread out in the campus and I cant even stop that.

So I just let it slip. But she started to be more annoying and nosy girlfriend.

"Can you shut up?" I glared at her.

"Tin.." she pout at me but it didnt works at me.

"Lets just break up whatever going between us. Im sick of you" she lost my patience and I cant even take her anymore.

"No. You cant even do that. I love you so much Tin. Ive waited for a day that you will going to notice me and that day came. You think Im going to make that easy for you?" I tsk and grin at her. This girl is really more insane than I thought.

"I didnt even love you so whats your point"

"I dont care, as long as I have you. It doesnt matter to me"

"Pathetic"

Seriously, I dont even where is her sanity and she can definetly do that to me. I pity her but Im really irritated at her.

So I made a fuss, I drag some random girl and kissed in front of her. To made her realize I didnt like her. Yes I may look a big jerk. But I do admit it.

And the rest was the history.

"What do you want to eat?" I asked him when we got seated on the bench near in the campus garden. I make Can seat and let him rest from crying. He just look at me and shake his head.

"I dont feel to eat now. Im not hungry either" now Im shaking my head.

"This is not you Can" he loves food so much how can he say that. "But uhm did you ate lunch?" maybe he was full already.

I received another shaking head as an answer from him. This is so upsetting.

"Whether you like it or not you are going to eat!" I said in authority tone. "Just stay here and Ill buy you a food okay?" I caress his head and ruffle his hair. He nod as an answer.

What a day. Everything went so fast, I have a lots of things on my mind and I cant act normal in front of Tin. Im still what would Pond and Cha-am will think of me after I confess it to them. Tin left me because he want me to buy a food. Honestly I didnt take breakfast at home I was so absent mindly because Im really anxious on my decisions I will make for today.

Im about to fish out my phone from my bag and play a games while waiting for Tin to return when someone show a folder to my face. I look to the person who did that. To my confusion I saw her smiling. Like there's nothing happen from last day?

"What are you doing here?" I feel something off to her, seeing her smiling at me. I just cant help feel something strange.

"Im showing you our research paper were done" she brag. But I raise my one eyebrow at her.

"Wait?? Are you telling me that it was ready to pass? And you didnt let me help you?" she was giving me smirk.

"I know you are sick doing research paper right? And I did it because I dont want you to be tired" she seemed a new person for me. I dont know If I get happy because she actually talked to me? Are we okay? Are we now good.

"You dont have to do that. At least you called me and made me go to your house to help you" She shake her head.

"You know Im doing this because I love you right?" here we go again.

"Dae please" Im not comfortable that she's being reckless and straightforward to me. That she had that guts to tell me that.

"Please what Can? You want me to stop? Why? I love you Can, its not you cant just stop that feeling right?" why did she do this to make me in hardest situation.

"I already told you. I have Tin, I love him" why so hard headed Dae? I dont want to hurt you but you keep insisting that to me.

"Why him?? Why not me?? Of all the people why him? Of all girls surrounded here in campus? Why are you like this?"

"Stop being unreasonable Dae!!" Im getting tired to deal with her.

"You are the one being unreasonable here Can. I dont understand why did you fall for Tin. As far as I remember you guys hated each other? What happen behind my back?"

"Isn't that enough reason that I fell in love with him after I get to know him better?" I dont understand why Dae pushing me that Tin and I are not reasonable to be together.

"Arent you ashamed dating him?" what??

"Why would he felt ashamed?? For what?" I didnt notice that Tin was already here and I bet he overheard our conversation.

Tin trying to look calm looking at Dae who shocked to see him.

Tin grab me and put me to his back. I saw his another hand handed a plastic of foods he bought.

Dae looking at us with her disbelieving face.

"Oh the great Tin was here" she look off while trying to be cool in front of us.

"Its been a long time since I talked to you, tho we seldom seeing each other face here in campus" I dont know what Tin face while saying those because I can only see his back but I do feel those tension between them.

"So it was true, you guys are together" our eyes met but I felt those eyes wasn't that pure as before since I met Dae.

"Go continue what are you trying to say? Ashamed? For what? Are you not the one who felt ashamed right?" he still holding my hands and I really can feel his anger.

"Me? Ashamed? Why are you throwing that question to me? Pity of you guys, because you are really embarrassing" did she just bad mouth us right in front of us?

"Why would us? Is being in love is a thing you will ashamed or embarrassed? I mean looking at you Dae you are the one who will felt that" instead to went in silent she slowly clapping her hands.

"Ah now I know, you threaten Can? I know you are fucking whore Tin, I didnt know that you would go far, now you are picking innocent guy for what?? To feed your lustful fantasies??!!" My eyes widen, shocked because I never imagine Dae would tell those words. Like she is being bitch freak here.

"Do you want to die??" Tin almost went closer to her but Ive stop him. I know he was about to hit her.

"Tin" I try to calm him. I caress his back.

"You know what Dae you are getting to my nerves. Im trying to be nice to you but you made me want to spill everything right? How we end up and how desperate are you to have me. Dont play numb and act like you are the victim, I let you slip because it doesnt matter if I would tell them the truth" Dae stunned look like she take off her guard.

"Tin dont li--"

"That you are the one who spread legs to me? Am I right?" Dae look to the ground and she didnt say anything to us then she run away.

When the two of us here. Tin went silent. While me being puzzled and confuse again to what tea happen today.

What did Tin mean of all of that? Did I didnt know something?

"Tin what do you mean by that?" I asked him after a minutes of being in dead air.

He just hold my hand tight.

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a/n : im sorry for a litte delay of updating!! thank you #2wish fam for keep supporting the book. I hope i see you all guys in the end of the book.