《ginger & brunette {an Elmax ff}》Chapter 6 - Outing
Advertisement
I don't know how to answer Max' question. Should I tell the truth? Here goes nothing. "Well, honestly I don't know. I don't feel anything in my stomach or elsewhere when we kiss.", I say, shrugging my shoulders. Max' eyes wide. She has so clear, beautiful ocean eyes. I get lost in them...
"El..? Y-You're doing the starring-thing again..", Max tears me out of my trance. "W-What? Oh- sorry", I apologize. "You just have so beautiful eyes..", I add. "W-What?", Max stammers. Wait no- I didn't just say that out loud right? I look at Max with an ashamed face. She's all red. Almost like her hair. Me probably too. "Err... uhm", I mumble.
It's awkward silence now.
"Thanks.. I guess..?", Max breaks it and smiles awkwardly at me. "So uhm... d-do you want to talk about the mike-kiss-thingy?", she adds. "No... Yes.. Later. Maybe.", I stutter. "Okay", Max chuckles.
"Alright. Uhh truth or dare?", I ask Max this time. "Hmm... also truth", she smirks. I nod. Hmm.. I don't know what to ask.. Wait, how about this:
"Have you ever had a boyfriend?" "No.."
Max looks ashamed on the floor.
"Why?"
"B-Because ..."
Silence.
"Because I'm a lesbian."
She finally says.
"What does that mean?", I ask. I never heard of 'lesbian'. "Uh.. it.. it means, t-that I like girls.. not b-boys", she stutters. Wait.. she doesn't like boys? That exists? I..
"But you're a girl?", I ask confused. "C-Correct", she mumbles. Woah woah wait a second...
But before I can think further of it, I hear a sob. I immediately look at Max. She sits there, her arms wrapped around her knees, crying. This is so painful to look at. "Woah Max. I'm sorry, did I do something wrong?!", I'm overwhelmed.
Advertisement
- No answer.
I crawl over to her and try to stroke her. "Max .. what's up? Tell me please..", I say. I worry so much. Did I do something wrong again..? "I-It's nothing.", she says, wiping her tears away. "Max you will tell me what is up with you. Right. Now.", I tell her.
She looks at the floor for a while.
"Look I messed up again. I just told you, that I'm a lesbian. You will tell the whole school and people, plus you, will be disgusted by me.", she says.
I'm speechless. All I can do, is cry too.
"I could never, NEVER be disgusted by you", I whisper, after I catch myself again. Max looks surprised at me. "And I won't tell anyone, if you do not want to", I add. "But-" "NO BUTS", I cut her off.
Suddenly she hugs me. I hug her back. She's so soft and she smells like... like summer. It's so calming, to hug Max. I don't know why, but it gives me an awesome feeling. I close my eyes and dig my face into her fluffy, ginger hair.
-2 hours pass-
"Hey El, I have an idea."
"What's up?"
"In my backpack, there"
I point on my backpack.
"Yeah?"
"I brought Wonder Woman comics"
"What is Wonder Woman?"
"For real? You don't know her?"
"No, I'm sorry.."
I leave the bed and go to my backpack that I left beside El's desk. "Well then it's time for you to get to know her", I say, picking up the comics. I mute the music from the stereo, before I turn around and go back to the bed. "Come on, let's lay under the blanket", I suggest. "Sure", El answers. She gets up and we get under the blanket. I'm on the right, she's on the left side. We make ourselves comfortable and I open the comic. "Should.. should I read it out loud for you?", I ask. "That would be nice", Eleven smiles. "Alright. So......"
Advertisement
Eleven fell asleep on my shoulder. She looks so adorable, sleeping. I close the comic and put it, almost not moving, on El's bedside table. Her clock catches my eye. It's already 12.56am, so I quietly turn off the light. I try not to move a lot, while bringing myself in a laying position. El doesn't wake up. Okay good, I'm save. Her head is still on my shoulder, but I don't mind, so I leave it. I cover us both with the blanket and close my eyes.
That's the first time in months, that I fall sleep without crying.
author's note:
;))
Advertisement
- In Serial19 Chapters
The Forsaken America
The year is 3007. Earth has been divided into two super continents; Beauland, and The Forsaken America. Beauland was formed by the users of Xenopram; a drug that makes one immortal, but impotent. These people call themselves 'Eternals', and have deemed all mortal as 'The Rotten Evil', condeming them all to death and exile. The Forsaken America is a nuclear wasteland home to foul raiders, murderous cannibals, and an evergrowing presence of Beauland's government, The Eternal Protectors. This is a tale of two perspectives. The first is of KC Homstov, a Rotten Evil women who must escape the tyrannical Beauland due to an unwanted pregnancy. The second is of an immortal man with no name wandering the barren wastes of The Forsaken America in a strenuos fight for survival.
8 226 - In Serial39 Chapters
Quantum Rip: Welcome to Ethos
A special day has come, a day that Earth has awaited for oh so long. The day where they are finally going to try and run the reactor. This had been long-awaited and everyone dropped off their kids with a hint of dread. Hoping that nothing would go wrong, we know it did. Since else there would not be a story. I won't go into too much detail, but only simply explain what happened. Due to some malfunctioning and incorrect assumptions, the reactor overproduced energy. Something which should have been impossible according to all the known knowledge of a really advanced Earth. I mean, they have even started colonizing planets. Have done countless simulations and even built test stations in space. Yet now, something had gone when they did the same on earth. Bizarre, right? This malfunctioning and imploding of the reactor caused a massive explosion due to the instability of space itself. This is also what allowed the story to exist, as our main characters were all transported. The method is not known, nor why they survived. We can say it is for the story, for now... They all now find themselves on Ethos, eating a mouthful of dirt as they struggled for breath. Some find their situation horrible, others find it relaxing and peaceful. Some see death, others see life. Despair and hope, madness and sanity on an edge. What has fate given you? Welcome to Ethos, a planet of magic.Welcome to Ethos, a planet orbiting an exotic star.Ethos wishes you luck in surviving. Maybe, just maybe... You can someday go back, or not. -----------------Release rate: 3 chapters(1200-1400 words) a week.
8 82 - In Serial7 Chapters
Road to Minimalism
My being a minimalist is a work in progress but I would like to share with you the amazing change minimalism had done in my life.This book is my journey to minimalism. How did I arrive to this point? What and who inspired me? What are the false perceptions about minimalism? Please note that all contents of this book are based on my experience and I look forward to have a positive effect to the readers.
8 196 - In Serial63 Chapters
Akshat Aur Guddan Ki Atrangi Kahaaniyaan
It will contain various stories of "Guddan Tumse Na Ho Payega"...
8 165 - In Serial12 Chapters
Mine {FUTURE TOMTORD} {COMPLETED}
* ART IS NOT MADE BY ME AND FULL CREDIT TO WHOEVER DID THAT AMAZING WORK OF ART xA few years after The End, Tom moved out of Edd and Matt's house and found a place of his own, he's content but still dwelling on the past, he's diagnosed with eye cancer and is told he has two months left to live. That is until someone from his past comes knocking at his hospital door and changes everything.
8 77 - In Serial100 Chapters
sad quotes 2
She walks around trying to fix everything,but she's the one who's broken.❀✿❀✿❀✿❀✿❀✿❀✿❀*None of these quotes are written by me unless stated otherwise*~ please support my other books as well ~ ❤️
8 84