We're still at the park and Sabrina... still chasing kids while Ally, and Norminah are getting moved by teenagers.

Barry comes up to Lauren and I.

"Y/N, Lauren. Sabrina keeps chasing my friend away,"He says.

"Alright buddy I'll tell her stop,"I respond.

I walk over to Sabrina and jump on her back.

"Stop chasing Barry's friends away Brina,"I say and get off of her.

"Fine but I got nothing to do. My girlfriend got dragged away from me,"

I walk back to Lauren and she wraps her arms around my waist and connects our lips.

"Babe there are kids,"I mumble against her lips, not pulling away.

She just smirks and pulls me closer.

I slowly pull away and she groans.

"When we get home after Barry leaves,"I mumble.

"What about the girls?"She asks.

"We'll just have to be quiet,"

She bites her lip and smiles.

We got ice cream and then we went home and Ally is talking to Sabrina about chasing kids.

Normani and Dinah are fighting because they got hot wings and Dinah stole Normani's last one.

Franny and Nezza are just sitting on the couch.

Lauren is trying to get me to leave Barry with Franny and Nezza so we can go to our room.

"Come on please? Just a quicky?"She asks smirking.

"Nope we are babysitting. How are you this horny anyway?"

"I don't know,"

"Go sit down and out on a movie for Barry or something. I'll go get blankets and pillows so the girls can lay down on the floor or something,"I say.

She groans and walks into the living room.

I go to the closet in the hallway and grab blankets and pillows and walk back to the living room.

I toss a blanket to each of the girls along with a pillow and Barry cuddles up next to Ally.

Sabrina hands Barry the control and I cover myself and Lauren with a blanket and instantly regret it.

Lauren grabs my hand and places it on her thigh.

"Babe everyone's in here,"I whisper.

"I'll be quiet,"

I squeeze her thigh and she lets a soft moan tumble from her lips quiet enough for only me to hear.

God she is so horny.

"Later,"I whisper pulling my hand back.

I don't know what movie they put in and I can't pay attention because Lauren keeps putting my hand on her inner thigh dragging it further up and every time I pull away she would replace my hand with her own.

"Hey guys we have to go to the studio,"Ally says looking up from her phone.

They all say bye to Lauren and I.

As soon as they shut the door behind me Lauren pushes me against the wall.

She connects our lips in a hungry kiss and she grips my ass.

I instantly moan and she smirks.

As I pull her closer she pins my arms above my head with one hand.

She trails away from my lips to my neck until she reaches my shirt.

She pulls away and pulls me to our room.

As we step is she slams me against the door and I move my hand down to lock it.

She grab the hem of my shirt and lifts it over my head, once she gets the shirt off she tosses it to the side.

I move my hands to her ass and she softly moans giving my a chance to slip my tongue into her mouth.

I flip us around and I move my thigh in between her legs.

She whimpers at the contact.

She pushes me backwards until I fall onto the bed.

She takes her shirt off and climbs on me.

She thrusts her hips down and starts kissing my neck, resulting in me moaning in her ear.

I reach down her body and I pull her down harder.

Am I stressed at the moment? Yes.

I'm getting married next week. Lauren and I are just 19.

Lauren is recording with her sisters at Christina's house.

A knock on the door makes me jump since I was laying down on the couch.

"It's open!"

The door opens and I groan.

"What the hell are you doing here?"I ask.

"Is Lauren here?"

"No. And if she was why the fuck would I tell you? She's marrying me! Not you! Get a fucking life it's been years! She doesn't want a boy,"

He comes closer.

"I mean if she doesn't want me you're pretty hot too,"

"Don't get any closer to me,"

"Come on baby,"He says coming closer.

I get up and start walking away.

"Come on I could pleasure you in so many ways Lauren can't,"

"You don't know a single thing about how Lauren pleasures me. After all I took her virginity didn't I? What did you take from her?"

"I could still do better,"

"No that's where you're wrong,"

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He grabs my wrist and pushes me in the couch roughly.

"Stop,"I cry.

I see him unbutton his jeans and pull them down.

"No. No. No. No. Stop, don't hurt me,"I cry breathing harder.

He just smirks.

He grabs me roughly and pulls my jeans down my legs.

"Alright babygirl I'm just gonna take you to the room,"

He picks up my jeans and me and he walks upstairs.

He opens the door to the guest room and throws me on the bed and shuts and locks the door behind him.

He lowers his boxers and his dick springs free.

He smirks and climbs on me and kisses my neck.

"Stop! I don't want to do this!"

"Shut up!"

He aligns himself with my entrance and enters himself in me.

"Stop!"I cry trying to push him.

He puts his hand over my mouth and forces himself into me.

I wake up on the bed in the guest room and look down.

Christian really raped me.

I have his shirt on and I instantly take it off and throw it in the trash.

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"Babe I'm home!"Lauren yells from downstairs.

I don't respond.

"Babe!?"She yells again.

"Uh yeah. I'm going to shower real quick!"

I hear footsteps in the hallway and I quickly lock the door.

She knocks on the door.

"Hey I know you're in there. Talk to me. You sound upset,"

"I'm fine Lauren. I just need to shower,"

"Okay I'll be in our room,"She says quietly.

I grab red sweat pants and and a red hoodie.

I grab a towel and I go into the bathroom.

I turn the shower on and I set the towel and clothes on the toilet by the shower.

I open the cabinet under the sink and I grab the silver shiny blade.

I strip out of my clothes which is just sweats.

I step in the shower letting the burning water hit my skin.

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I bring the razor to my wrist and slowly push in.

I whimper at the pain and continue for about five minutes. Cutting my wrist and thighs.

Why did this happen to me? First Addison and then me? My twin and then me? There's no way this wasn't planned.

I get dressed and I look at the cuts on me.

I sigh and put my hood up then I walk out of the bathroom after drying my hair.

I unlock the door and I walk downstairs.

I hear footsteps approach me and arms wrap around my waist and I instantly push them away and back up.

"What's wrong?"Lauren asks.

"Nothing,"

She steps closer to me and I continue walking further away.

"Princess what happened when I was gone?"

"Nothing,"

"Did you eat?"She asks walking to the kitchen.

"Yeah,"

"What did you eat?"

"I ate okay? I don't have to tell you what I ate. Just leave me alone,"

"Okay what happened?"

"Nothing happened!"

She walks towards me and I back up and hit my wrist on the counter.

"Fuck!"I groan.

I lift up my sleeve so only I could see and I groan when I see the blood.

Lauren approaches me and I quickly pull my sleeve back down.

"Lift up your sleeve,"She says.

"No,"

"Lift it up,"

"I don't have to!"

"Show me your arm,"

"I don't have to Lauren!"

"Put your hood down,"

"No,"

She runs upstairs and comes down five minutes later with Christians shirt in her hands.

"Did you cheat on me?"She asks.

"No Lauren,"

"So why the hell is some random guys shirt in the guest room!?"

"Lauren I didn't cheat on you,"

"So how the hell did this shirt end up in our house? In the room you were in?"

I can see how angry she is and last time she was this mad was about my dad.

"Lauren I'm not cheating on you. I wouldn't do that,"

"So just answer the god damn question!"

Okay not gonna lie, Lauren when she's angry is hot.

"I can't tell you,"I respond.

"Why not!?"

"Because Lauren I just can't okay!"

"Come to me when you can talk. And burn that shirt,"She says throwing it at me and walking away.

I instantly drop the shirt and I go to fridge and grab a water bottle.

I open it and look at it.

I sigh and instantly shut it and run upstairs.

I run to the bathroom and hold my hair back with one hand and throw up.

Afterwards I brush my teeth and use mouthwash and I sit on the bathroom floor.

The door opens.

"What happened?"She asks quietly and sits on the floor.

I break down and she pulls me into her arms.

I cry in her chest and rubs my back.

"It's okay princess,"She says.

"I'm sorry Lauren,"I cry.

"Hey don't apologize I should've dropped it,"

I lift my sleeves up.

"Why?"She asks.

I just continue crying until eventually I stopped.

"Why did you do this?"She asks.

"Christian came and he- he r- raped me Lauren,"

"So that was his shirt?"

I nod.

"I'm sorry Y/N,"

"It's not your fault,"

"How about this? You go put on The Vampire Diaries or something and I'll go get pizza and snacks. You want to do that?"She asks.

I nod.

"How did I get lucky enough to be with you?"I ask.

"We're both lucky,"

"Now come on go get comfortable,"She says getting up.

I get up and she puts her hand out.

I look at her unsure.

"I'm not gonna hurt you,"She says.

I place me hand in hers and we walk to the bedroom.

"Alright look for something to watch I'll be back babe. I'll lock the door,"She says and turns around walking out.

After she came back we spent the rest of the day cuddling.

She grabs her phone and takes a picture and posts it to Instagram with the caption 'I'll never let anyone hurt her'

"I love you,"She says.

"I love you too,"I say and kiss her cheek.