It's been about two days since we got here and now we're going to see Kylie.

"Babe hurry up,"I say.

She hasn't gotten up and I told her an hour ago to get ready.

"I don't wanna go. She's your friend,"She says.

"I know and I can't have my wife hate my best friend that's not how it works,"I say.

She sits up on the bed and grabs my waist pulling me closer to her.

She grabs the collar of my shirt.

"Why can't we just have some fun?"She asks smirking and unbuttoning my shirt.

"Because I told Kylie we were going to hang out. All of us,"I say grabbing her hands.

She rolls her eyes.

"Why do you hate her?"I ask.

"It's nothing,"

"It's not like she did anything to you. Please get ready Laur,"

"Fine, but don't expect me to even look at her. I'll be on my phone the whole time"She groans.

"Lauren why are you acting like a child? She's literally my friend. What did she do to you?"

"Nothing. I don't like her though,"

"Fine if you want to stay. Go ahead and stay. But I'm leaving in ten minutes,"I say.

"Whatever. We're on our honeymoon. Go ahead and leave me for your friend!"She raises her voice.

"I'll see you in like two hours. Love you,"I say grabbing my phone.

"Yeah whatever,"She says and rolls her eyes.

"Give me one reason why you won't go,"I say.

"I don't know maybe because she can't fucking take no for an answer!"

"What are you talking about?"I ask.

"It doesn't matter,"

"Yes it does. Lauren talk to me,"

"Kylie was the girl in the ally,"She says.

"Why didn't you tell me? I wouldn't even be meeting with her today,"I say sitting next to her and pulling her into my arms.

"I didn't want to ruin the friendship you have with her. That's more important,"

"Lauren nothing is more important than you. You know that,"

"She told me not to tell anyone. Y/N why are bad things happening to us? You and Christian, me and Kylie?"

"I don't know baby. But we'll get passed it,"

"I'm still going to meet with her and hopefully she understands not to touch you again,"I say.

"No. Act like I never told you. See what she says. I am going to take bath, watch a movie and eat snacks. You go. Don't bring it up unless she does,"

"Lauren I have to confront her,"

"You'll see if she's honest,"

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah,"

"She would be here any minute. I love you Lauren,"I say.

"I love you too Mrs.Cimorelli,"She responds.

I smile and she kisses my cheek

I get up and grab the card to the room and walk downstairs to the lobby.

I see Kylie and see comes up to me and hugs.

"Hey Kylie,"I say trying to act normal.

"Hey Y/N. So we can go to a mall I guess. Where's Lauren?"She asks.

"Oh she didn't feel good,"I say.

We walk to her car and I get in the passenger seat.

She starts driving and I grab my phone.

Once we get to the mall and get out of the car she faces me.

"Do you want any food we could go to the food court,"She asks.

"No thanks I'm just gonna text Lauren,"I say.

"Why we left not even half an hour ago,"She says.

"Because anything could happen in half an hour and I don't want anything happening to my wife,"I say.

"I just think you're to attached to her if I'm honest. Like I get she's hot, but like other than that I don't see anything to get attached to,"

"What the hell did you just say?"I ask putting my phone in my back pocket.

"She's hot. But other than that what is she useful for? She isn't good at sex-fuck,"She mumbles.

"Sex? How would you know? You've never talked before,"I ask clenching my jaw.

"I didn't want to tell you this because you're married, but a few days ago I was walking around and Lauren saw me. She pulled into and ally and threw herself on me. I'm sorry for not telling you. I didn't want to she forced me,"She says looking down.

"I know what happened. Don't act like the victim when you forced her! I thought you were my best friend! She has a fucking bruise to prove it! Don't ever switch the story around! You're fucked to Kylie! I trusted you! You lied to me! You raped my wife! She's never even talked to you! Why the fuck would you do that!?"I yell and clench my fists.

"So she told you? She's hot as fuck. I just couldn't handle it. I wonder how hot her sisters are,"

I push her against her car door.

"Don't you ever speak about any of the girls that way. They're all happily in relationships and if you even think you're going to touch any of them. You've got another thing coming,"

"I already touched Lauren. What about Dani, or Lisa, or Amy?"She asks smirking.

"Leave them out of this! You're a stupid bitch with no feelings! I don't understand how I let our friendship go on this long! You're fucked up!"

"You should've seen Lauren. What did you expect when she was out wearing leggings with a crop top?"

I can't take it anymore.

I punch her and she groans.

"You know if you look at her thighs there's cuts there. She didn't tell you about that did she?"

"You cut her?"

"They were there before. I didn't cut her,"

"You're lying,"

"I didn't have anything on me that could cut her,"

"You're mentally insane,"

"No I'm not I just know when I see something good I have to have it,"

I punch her again and let go off her.

"Take me back to the hotel and stay the hell away from us,"

She smirks and gets in the car.

"And don't think about taking me somewhere else. I have your moms number and your dads. I also have Lauren on speed dial. I'll know if you make a wrong turn so don't try anything,"I say getting in.

She spits blood on the ground before shutting her door.

She drives me back to the hotel and when we get there I punch her one more time before getting out.

I walk in and go to our room.

I swipe the card and go inside.

Lauren looks at me.

"What happened? Is that your blood?"She asks grabbing my arm and looking at my fist.

"No. No it's not,"I respond.

"What happened?"

"She said something about you and then she brought up the girls. Are you cutting yourself?"I ask.

"What did she say about the girls?"She asks avoiding my question.

"She was basically saying that the girls are probably hot and I couldn't stand there and let her talk like that about them. Please answer me though. Are you cutting Lauren? Are you hurting yourself?"I ask tears forming in my eyes.

"Come on let's clean your hands,"

She pulls me to the bathroom and turns the sink on.

She cleans the blood off of my hands and then dries them with a rag.

As she tries to walk out I grab her wrist and make her face me.

"Why are avoiding the question? Lauren I want know if you're cutting yourself. Are you hurting yourself?"I ask one more time.

"I'm sorry,"She mumbles and crashes into my body.

I wrap my arms around her.

"Why Lauren?"

"I was getting hate and I couldn't handle it. It was to much and I started picking at all of my flaws. Why are you married to me? You could have anyone and you chose me. Why? I'm fat, I'm ugly, my fingers are freaky, I'm not some model online, I don't have talent,"She cries.

"Come with me bubs,"I say.

She glances in my eyes and looks down.

I grab her hand and pull her to the full body mirror in the room.

I wrap my arms around her from behind.

"You know what is see and what I hope you see?"I ask.

She shakes her head.

"I see a perfect woman. You're not fat. I don't see any flaws in you.Smile,"I say.

She shakes her head.

"Come on Laurie. Please. For me,"I say and kiss her cheek.

She instantly smiles.

"You're smile alone can light a whole room. You're fingers are not freaky. They're unique. It's one of many things you have that no one else will,"

"You are definitely not ugly Lauren. You're literally perfect. I don't care if your not some model online. I'd choose you all day everyday,"

"And Lauren don't get me started on your talent. You literally can try to sing bad and it'll still sound better than anyone out there. You wrote, produced,did the track, and mixed a whole Ep this year even though it's coming out next year. Listen bubs you are so talented. Like it's unbelievable. Don't think less of yourself because of people online that are wasting their life behind a screen because they're jealous of you. Everyone hating on you is just jealous that you're perfect. And even if you were the opposite of who you are I would still fall in love with you. Lauren I love you because of so many things don't forget that ever. I love you,"I say.

I look at the mirror and see her wiping her tears.

"I don't think that,"She says.

"I can go on for hours about why I love you. I just wish you could see that too,"

"I'm sorry. The comments got to me. I was fine before I read them. They all talked about my body talking about how I gained weight, how I don't sing as good as the other girls, how I'm dragging the girls down, about how no one would want to hold my hand, how I'm not pretty enough to be a model,"

I turn her around so she faces me.

"None of the things they say are true. Lauren they aren't far in life nor are they going to go far in life. Look at where you're at as a nineteen year old. Not many people can say they've accomplished as much as you by this age. You know I use to cut so let me help you like you helped me,"

"I'm sorry,"She says pulling away from me.

"Don't be. It's not your fault. Please let me help though,"

She nods and I wipe her tears.

"I love you,"I say.

"I love you too,"She says and I bring her back into my embrace.