Today's like the other days some guys would flirt on me and like myself, I'll just smile and shrug them off I don't feel like entertaining them

I want them to be bored by me so they could just leave me honestly I don't feel like I'm attracted to either of them or any other guy in particular

I'm sure they were good looking but I don't feel romantically attracted to them but I do and I know I'm attracted to Kendall Jenner she's in my PE class yes a girl and I'm scared because I don't know why I'm feeling this towards her and I think I'm great at hiding my feelings because yesterday when Kendall and her friends threatened me it's not because she knows that I like her but it was because she so-called dream guy was hitting on me and then she told me to stay away.

Like the heck, I don't even know who is she referring to and I don't even respond to any of them then why the fuck I am the one who should stay away from those puppies

Honestly, they're like a tail they follow you around

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I'm on my way to the cafeteria when a tall handsome guy block me from walking

He looks a little nervous because he's scratching the back of his neck while looking down at me I'm 5'7 and he's like 6'3 this guy sure is intimidating if I were just straight sure I'll date him

I remember him giving me a chocolate bar and I smile at the thought

"Uhm h-hey Y/N" the guy said

"hi..." I then raise my brow at him

"Uhh I'm Lucas, Lucas Ford I'm here to tell you I'm sorry that you got threatened by yesterday it was so immature of them to do that I -" I cut off his rambling

"No it was fine, I think it's all good so we could just stop so none of your fans would try to murder me later it's nice to talk to you and thank you for the chocolate it's so nice of you" I give him my sweet smile and leave him in the hallway unable to respond

/The next day/

Today I have PE which means I'm going to see Kendall again hope she's not mad at me anymore about Lucas her future boyfriend roll eyes I'm on my way to the gym where my friends are already there, right now we're going to play volleyball so good luck to me sighs honestly I'm not a sports kind of person I don't know anything about sports except swimming and running haha I'm so lame but at least I'm good at arts

"Y/n here" my friend Kath calls me

"Y/n, Lucas is here for you" Sia my other friend gush, and the others agree as much as I like to roll my eyes and slap their mouths for them to shut up they're still are my friends and I have my sweetheart rep so

Anyway, I see Kendall flirting with Lucas, and of course, I feel so jealous because I can't talk to her like she is with Lucas, why?

Easy because she hates me if only she knew that I'm not into Lucas maybe we could be friends or at least we could talk properly without her venomous words

"Alright students line up we're doing exercise first" the teacher calls

After 20 minutes we have to start the game and I'm very nervous right now because I belong on the first team and then I hear cheering from the other students which I recognize some of them are the jocks and some are the guys hitting on me are also cheering and chanting for my name and our teams

I become scared are they expecting from me?

Omg, God please help me not be hit by a ball in the face so I can't pass out

"Go Y/n you got it!" Lucas cheered for me and that earns me a glare from Kendall so I bite my lower lip and look down at my shoes, she hates me

Finally, the game ends and sadly the other team won but I'm glad that I'm able to play until it ended

Now it's Kendall's team turn and here I am cheering for her even though she doesn't need it and Lucas' at my side cheering as well because I told him to so that Kendall wouldn't be piss of why would he cheer for me but not for her right?

Luckily Kendall's team won I'm very happy for her she looks really happy and I'm admiring her for a year now but she hates me

Kendall look at our way and smile, my heart flutters it's the first time she ever smiles my way even though I know it's not for me

....

It's been almost a month since Kendall smiled my way since my heart flutter at the sight of her beautiful face

Sometimes Lucas still bothering me and I'm not liking it because it only makes Kendall hate me more and I just can't help it anymore it hurts a lot like I can break down instantly if she says one more thing to me again but I can't do anything about it because I love her

I'm washing my hands when I hear someone enter and locks the door so I tense up what if it's a killer but then I hear her voice soothing but venomous words are flowing

"Didn't I tell you to leave him alone or you are just a pathetic bitch that can't understand a word I don-" I can't take it anymore so I break down

"Stop please stop it's too much it hurts it hurt" Kendall looks confused about what's happening

"What do you mean?" I feel her getting close to me

"Kendall I-I don't like him and I never will he is the one bothering me I didn't do anything," I say in tears

"Then why are you letting him or why didn't you just turn him down at the beginning same with the others huh?" She says raising her voice

"I don't know I just don't know" I tried to tell her

"Do you like them?" I shook my head

"Then explain!" She shouts and I cry hard

"I never wanted any of them because.."

"Because what y/n?" Kendall point out

"Because I don't like any of them I don't like boys Kendall I lo-like you and you don't, you love him, he doesn't love you please let's just stop pretending it's okay because the truth hurts"

Kendall doesn't say a word it like she's speechless so I just run and left her there, it's not like she cares anyway.

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I'm sorry if you don't like this one and I don't know why I did it, anyway thanks for reading beautiful 😘 -Feb 2, 2017

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I finished part two please review this chapter first so you won't get lost.

-Nine 🍕