I like you and I wish you knew but no because you're hung up on the idea that I'm with him.

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Me and Renee, my best friend, were walking near our department building when I saw a car well it's not a tinted one so I saw that it was driven by a girl and I could see that she was not used to driving because of her actions.

"Oh hey, that is Gab's girlfriend." Renee said to me.

"And who's that? " I asked. But I don't care anyway.

"Gab? Gabriel Maccini the Architecture hottie that's her girlfriend." I just looked at her.

"Yeah.. so?" I'm not interested.

"Well he was my schoolmate in high school and he's good-looking too so yeah." She explained.

"So you're telling me?" I rolled my eyes at her.

"Uhh you're ugh, but anyway he's girlfriend is beautiful don't you think?" She said.

"Yeah.. she's pretty." I want to argue but I agreed anyway.

"They're a cute couple."

..

We're sitting on the bench when Renee grabbed my attention.

"Look that's Gab." Renee pointed to the ivory-skinned guy. I think I've seen him before.

"You like him?" I asked her

"No just a small crush." She said. I gave her a teasing smile 'Okayyy'.

I noticed that we crossed paths with them a lot these days and every time it happened I felt embarrassed because of Renee's stalking act. How I want to drag her but I can't because that would be too obvious for them.

But then I have to prepare myself for today because I know that it will happen again. After all, it's Tuesday, and every T/Th we happened to walk in the same hallway as them. I just hope that my friend won't be too obvious to them.

"Class see you next meeting."

I rush packing my things because Renee is already at the door, huh she can't wait to see that monkey.

And I'm right. It's happening again. Renee has dragged me to the corner of the railings near the stairs.

"God Ren! Your such a stalker." I groan at her

"Shhh." She hushes me. I just roll my eyes at her. I need to talk to her about this later.

I look at the guy my best friend is crushing to, well I tend to do this a lot these days because I want to know what my friend likes in him then I avert my eyes to look at the girl, I found out his girlfriend? The one Renee talked about, well she's looking at me too. I turn to look at my friend and drag her before his girlfriend can think that I'm the one who likes him.

"Why did you dragged me Y/n?" Renee asks, whinnying.

"Well you're not even looking at him you just threw a glance at him once." I tell her.

She's a weird stalker, she wants to see her crushes but then she would just stand where she is without even looking at them. And hey she has so so many crushes and I'm proud of her because she managed not to have a boyfriend, even once. But I love her so I spoiled her in times of stalking them but not for this one because he has a girlfriend already and that would be another story.

"But you don't have to drag me what if he saw that, what will he say to me?" She whines again.

"Hello? He doesn't even notice you, have you ever talked to him? Nah right." I say. I know I'm harsh but she needs to wake up and it's beginning to irritate me.

I am entering the gate and I sense someone is looking at me so in my reflex I look in the direction and I see her looking at me, she is with her boyfriend and some other guys I assume their friends, yes the girl which I knew as Gabriel's girlfriend and yes I still don't know her name. What confuses me is when she immediately stop laughing and straighten herself as she notices me. Being not a morning person, I just keep walking with my sour face on and my messy hair, and to add that I didn't even do my makeup for today because OMG I'm late for class.

'Heh, I don't like your boyfriend!' I say in my mind.

"What's with the long face?" Renee asks me as I sit beside her.

"Nothing, I thought I'm late but turns out I'm not." I reply

"Well lucky you're not and guess what!" She exclaims

"What." I look at her still not smiling.

"I found out your crush's name and his Instagram account!" See? She is a stalker.

"Really? So what's the name?" I ask her

"Oh it's Ricardo Janowitz and he's a real hottie my god I saw his insta videos and he's so yummy." I thought it is my crush we are talking about but why is she the happy one?

"What a lousy name he got." I laugh as I say.

"But he has a girlfriend tho." She says.

Okay?

"Well, then he's not my crush anymore." I simply say. Honestly, I don't even like him I just said that he's my crush because I still don't have a guy crush.

Oh and one thing about me is I'm bisexual and Renee knew that too.

"Oh, my goodness we still have class!" I say as I look at the time.

We're here on a fashion show where our gay friends' are part of the program and as one of our closest friends we have to support them.

"Fuck we need to hurry back." Molly says and we all agree.

The car stops, I'm the last one who gets out and I notice the girl again she is exiting the gate, and as we are about to enter she stops immediately.

I'm nervous so I walk faster as I don't want her to see me and boy I'm wrong. Dead wrong. Because when I walk past her I see her eyes follow me more like staring down at me. Ugh I know I'm small but she is wearing heels and she is like five inches taller than me without even using that damn heels and imagine her wearing it? and that just makes me more insecure because she is very pretty. Okay, yes I admit she's beautiful but hey I'm pretty too, well many had told me already so shh I'm telling the truth here.

And what scares me more is what if she thinks I'm interested in her boyfriend that's why she's observing me? But he'll I'm not and I will never although he has that damn jawline.

Oh my god.

I feel Renee go to my side and hold my arm. She looks back and I do too, I know what she's thinking.

"Did you see how she looked at you?" Renee ask me when she is sure we are far from the girl.

"Yeah, it's creepy." I breathe out

"I didn't know she is that territorial."

"Fuck I'm scared of her now what if she thinks that I like her boyfriend?" I ask Renee, panic is visible in my tone.

"Haha prepare for your death." Here I am so fucking nervous and she is just laughing at me.

"Are you my friend?" I ask her.

"Her stares it's like she wants to eat you alive." She says

"No, she doesn't. She just stared at me while clutching to her backpack, I saw her face it's not even hatred and that's what I'm nervous about because I don't know what she's thinking!" I say

"Don't worry Y/n I'm here for you girl."

But I think I really saw her smile but then again maybe it was just my imagination.

"I'm hungry Y/n!" Ren, my best friend is whining again.

"You're always hungry." I tell her

"C'mon Y/n/n my anacondas' are growling in my stomach." Eww

"Don't say that again! 'Kay cmon." I say and our other friends join us too.

We are walking when Renee speaks.

"Hey look that's your crush!" She tells me

Mentioning to the group of friends but when I look who is she pointing to, my eyes almost burst out and I want the floor to gulp me.

Do you have a clue of who it is?

Well, she just pointed at none other than Gabriel Maccini. She did that as they are about to pass us and consider the space is very small for them not to notice her and what's the worst part is that his girlfriend is at the back but it's a good thing she isn't looking. But it's impossible that she didn't hear it 'coz my so-called best friend exclaimed it.

"Hey, we are quits now." She then winks at me.

"You don't have to do that!" I grit my teeth at her

"You embarrassed me with my crush too."

"But he's not my crush and her girlfriend heard it too are you crazy!" I want to shout at her.

"At least he's not your crush." She mumbles

Sometimes I wonder if she is even my friend or how did we become friends?

"Ugh, I don't know what to say." I say. Frustrated while pulling my hair.

"I'm so bored. I want foods." I tell Renee

"Yeah, I'm hungry too." She agrees

"Can we walk to the back I'm kinda feeling the ambiance there?" I say, she nods yes.

We're walking near the parking area and I notice Gab with some girls and some guys near his car, so I stare at him for no reason.

We pass them and I immediately let out some disturbing weird noise that I don't know why but I do that a lot this day, and I kinda let go of the sound a little too loud so I have no choice but to look back to see if anyone heard it.

I turn my head to look at them and boom there they are looking in our direction but I hope that they didn't know that it's me the one who made the noise.

"Oh shit." I mumble. I turn my head back and fasten my pace with flush cheeks.

"Oh my god let's go!" And Renee fasten her pace too

"Eww Y/n why did you do that?" I heard Renee ask but really, she doesn't have to rub it in my face.

"I don't know but did you see them? I feel mortifying right now." I say

"Yes and that's so embarrassing they were all staring at you specially Gab and his girlfriend" Don't mention it.

"Omg, please hurry up, and can we not go there again." I demand

"Of course I won't!" She says

"Wait why did you say her girlfriend but I didn't see her there?" I ask Renee

"Well she's there and she also heard you let out that stupid sound." Well fuck.

If she's there and she heard that annoying sound I made maybe she saw me looking at Gabriel too? I'm so dumb what if she thinks that I like Gab? No, I don't want what happened to me in fifth grade to happen again.

Months had passed and I can say that I like her even if she didn't know that, even if she doesn't actually know me or even she has no idea that I like her and not her boyfriend.

I like you, Kendall Jenner.

Yes, I know her name now! Well, I found out five months ago when I told Renee everything about our encounter and we agreed to stalk Gab's Instagram to find the name of the girl. Luckily we saw a picture of Kendall holding a rose inside his car with a heart caption and it was also tagged with her Instagram account and Kendall also commented back.

Who's lucky? Well, not me.

Well after I said everything to Renee she just laughed at me and even told me that we should annoy Kendall more if we ever see them again by me acting like I really have a crush on Gab and because I also love games and she's a cutie so I decided to do it.

I actually like looking at her face but it hurt me too whenever I see her sad face when I'm acting like I have a crush on her boyfriend but I can't help to end that stupid act because she's really cute when she's jealous and that's the only way I can see her beautiful face closely, but sadly I knew that it will never be meant for me.

Right now I'm inside a coffee shop waiting for my friend Val to discuss something about a project in our subject Entrepreneurship. I'm here for about twenty minutes already and I still haven't seen even just his shadow, I roll my eyes, making me wait is one of the top things I hate the most and consider that we need to talk about our project. So I decided to just scroll through my Instagram, as people are slowly getting in and out of the coffee shop.

What the heck where is that mop head! It's already twenty-eight minutes ugh.

I heard someone grab the chair in front of me and I feel someone's presence looking at me. I didn't look at the person 'coz I know it's just Val and I'm mad at him for making me wait for almost half an hour, I just continue watching some viral videos.

Ahem. Someone cleared their throats and decides to talk. I reach for my iced coffee and have a big sip of it.

"Hey." Furrowing my brows, why does he sound like a girl? Out of curiosity, I look up to meet the eyes of the owner of the voice.

I almost spit out my coffee as I see who the person is and luckily I immediately gulp hard so instead of showering her with my coffee, I am embarrassingly coughing it.

"Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry." She gets to my side and offers me water while rubbing carefully on my back.

"Uh-uh it's okay, I'm okay." Damn. I look at her and send her a shy smile.

Y/n? You embarrassed yourself in front of your crush. What the heck! I scold myself.

"I'm so sorry for scaring you." She says

"No, it's okay really." I tell her

"Hi again, uhh I'm Kendall Jenner by the way." I know.

"..I'm Y/n Y/ln." I say introducing myself to her.

I don't know why she's introducing herself to me. But it's okay I'm not complaining though.

"Are you alone?" Kendall ask

"I am," I say and smile at her.

Is this a date? If not I don't care coz I will still consider it as one.

"So I can sit here longer, right? Umm if that's okay with you?" She shyly asks. God yes!

"Sit as long as you want." I say.

She sips on her hot latte and takes a bite on her creamy glaze. I notice a cream on the corner of her lip and I can't help to bite my lower lip as I stir on my seat.

"Are you okay, Y/n? " Kendall asks. No.

"I- I... I'm just hot, uh it's hot in here." I say as I scratch the valley of my neck.

"Yeah? ..Oh well do you want me to ask the staff to lower the AC for you?" Kendall says and wipes her mouth.

Fuck Y/n that was close, and why are you sweating? And one more thing you're drinking an iced coffee and not a hot coffee so don't make her think that you got some perspiring issues.

"No thank you. I'll just drink my iced coffee." I tell her

"So.." I heard her say

"So..?" I mimic her then put my phone down and give her my full attention.

"Uh about Gab.. oh shit. I knew that she's gonna ask me about this. .. d- do you have a crush on him?"

"Hmm.. the truth is it was just a dare my friend made me do. Trust me, I don't like him." God, I'm so nervous right now.

"Really?" She asks

Wait why is she not mad and is she smiling? Wow, this girl is something. If I'm in her position maybe I'm flaming lava right now.

"Really. I'm sorry if you think I have a thing for your boyfriend I promise it will stop now." I say

"Wait, boyfriend?" Ahah duh.

"Yes. Your boyfriend Gab?" I explain

"Funny, I don't remember having a boyfriend and especially not Gabriel 'coz he's, my best friend." Kendall says

So this means she's single and I still have a chance on her.

I bite my lower lip "Oh." Yes!

"Are you busy right now?" Kendall ask

Well since Val's not here yet I think I'm not.

"No, why?"

"Um, do you want to go with me to a movie?" Kendall ask again

"Are you asking me for a date, Jenner?" I smirk at her

But seems like she's taken aback by what I said.

"God I was just kidding haha don't mind me I'm a weirdo." I say

"Well if you want to, we can call it a date." Kendall says smiling while wiggling her brows at me.

I gulp the imaginary lump on my throat.

"I was just absolutely kidding but seems like you're insisting.. umm okay I'll go on a date with you." I mirror her smirk.

"Okayyy." Kendall says giggling

Yay another date with Kendall!

"Hey, beautiful." I look up to see Val saying and he gives me a peck on the cheek.

"Hey, gorgeous." He says looking at Kendall. I hit his arm.

"Stop that and your super late mophead." I tell Val. He grabs a chair and sits beside me.

"Aren't you gonna introduce me to your friend Y/n?" He says. I roll my eyes at him.

"Um, Kendall this is Val my friend." I say introducing them.

"Where did you go? You know you made me wait for almost an hour lucky that Kendall is here to keep me company. " I say to him.

"Sorry I was busy." He says and smirks.

"Oh, I think I should go." I heard Kendall say.

"It's too early gorgeous." Val says

"Val." I scold him

"See you later Y/n. Val." Kendall says and she hands me a piece of paper.

"See you." I and Val says

I look at the piece of paper and see that she had put her number.

***4639967497595 don't forget tonight at 6:30 at the south mall. ;) it's a date!

"Wow, she's fucking hot."

"Shut up Val."