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It's been 4 months since me and August welcomed our baby girl Brooklyn and it's been the best four months I could ever ask for.

Paris had her prince, Xavier Maurice Brown.

We both were back in the office and let me tell you it feels amazing.

I love the feeling of working and getting my own money.

Tomorrow was our wedding day and to say I was excited was an understatement.

I know some of y'all may be wondering "where's the bridal party or the rehearsal dinner?" but we both agreed that we didn't want that.

We wanted to put most of our money towards our honeymoon since this is our day.

We also wanted to spend our last day being "single" with our daughter.

We were currently in Brooklyn's room and playing with her on her play mat.

August was making funny faces at her making her go into a laughing fit.

It was such a beautiful sight.

Seeing him mature into a father was the most overwhelming sight.

He picked Brooklyn up and started to kiss her all over her face.

She smiled with every kiss and stuck her tongue out causing her to slob on his face.

"Bella... take ya child." August said holding her away from him and handing her to me.

He called her Bella because of her middle name Isabella.

"Oh now it's 'my child' huh?" I said jokingly.

Brooklyn started to squirm around in my arms, looking around.

If she knew August was in the room she didn't want anyone else but him.

She had him wrapped around his finger.

Then her face turned into a sour look, meaning she was about to cry.

As if on cue she started to cry at the top of her lungs.

I just sighed and tried to rock her gently to calm her down.

August just chuckled as he wiped his face off from her slob.

"Shhhh" I said trying to soothe her.

"Let me see ha babe." August said.

I handed her to him and she instantly stopped crying.

He put her on his chest as she sniffled.

I instantly felt my heart break and I felt a tear fall.

Brooklyn was now slowly but surely going to sleep.

I heard August sigh and move closer towards me.

"Why ya crying mamas?" He asked softly wiping my tears away.

"I'm not a good mother. Our child doesn't even want me when you're around. The only time she allows me to hold her is when you're not around, I'm feeding her, or when I'm changing her. What did I do wrong?" I asked.

I didn't understand.

"Imma stop ya right there cuz you ain't did shit wrong. You're one of the best mother's out here, understood? Besides she's still a baybeh y'all have lifetime of bonding ahead. It's probably all a phase that she'll eventually get over. She's just a daddy's girl. But don't let me ever hear you call ya self a bad mother, ya hear me?" He said sternly.

"Yea babe. I just want her to be attached to both parents but you're right. We got time." I said giving him a small smile.

He leaned over and gave me a slow but passionate kiss. I swear I fall more and more in love with this man everyday.

We pulled apart so he could Brook in her crib.

I got up from the floor and picked up the toys we had pulled out for her.

We walked out of her room. Turning on her baby monitor camera and went to our room.

I loved my baby girl but she was some times a handful and mommy needed a break.

I fell back onto the bed and closed my eyes.

I suddenly felt August's presence hovering over me.

"What?" I said without opening my eyes.

He didn't respond but kissed me slowly.

I moaned as he continued to kiss me and place his hand under my shirt. I quickly came to my senses and gently pushed him away.

It's not that I didn't want it but me and him agreed to No Sex until our honeymoon. Not even oral. And believe me the sexual tension was at an all time high.

"Baybeh I can't do this shit no more. Daddy needs some pussy." He mumbles into my neck.

"Nope. Besides we only have one more day and this pussy is all yours again."

"Again? Girl that pussy been mines. Don't play." He said getting off of me and turning to walk into the bathroom.

I laughed and hit him with a pillow from the bed.

He quickly picked the pillow up and sprinted towards the bed.

We had a spacious bed room so we had room to run.. and that's exactly what I did.

He almost caught my ankle as I hopped off the bed and sprinted to the other side of the room.

I took one of our decorative pillows and continued running.

After 3 minutes of jumping across the bed and running from August I was starting to get tired and breathing heavy.

"Mhmm I got dat ass now." He said taunting me.

"Shut yo ass up nigga." I said.

I blinked for a quick second.

"August nooooo put me downnn!" I whined as he scooped me up in his arms and spun me around.

"Shut up girl before you wake up our daughter." August said laughing.

"I hate you." I said.

"OUCH NIGGA! Wtf?!" I said as he smacked my ass with full force.

"Stop acting up then." He said winking at me and kissed me on my forehead.

I just rolled my eyes and he popped me on the forehead.

We both busted out into a fit of laughter.

"Man ya a trip fa real. How about I take my girls for a walk in tha park? How dat sound?"

"It sounds lovely Mr.Alsina." I smiled.

"I also planned us a small dinner before we go out with our friends tonight."

We decided to just go out to drinks with everyone but we all made sure we limited ourselves to 4-5 shots.

We ain't want anybody pissy drunk at our special day.

"Oh so are just full of surprises huh?" I joked.

"Of course."

"So are you going to tell me where are we going for our Honeymoon?" I asked politely like a little girl and kissed him softly on the lips.

"Nope and if you think seducing me is going to work, not happening baybeh." He said giving me a quick peck on the lips and leaving out of the room.

Leaving me with a pout on my face.

"FIX YA FACE!" I heard August yelled from downstairs.

I just simply smiled and shook my head.

2 hours had passed and now we were at the park.

There weren't many people here which we were thankful for.

We told T and Gary, his other bodyguard, to stay close but not too close because we didn't want to draw too much attention to ourselves.

"Babe." I said as I pushed the stroller.

Brooklyn was being a good girl just relaxing and sucking on her pacifier.

"Wassup ma?"

"Can we go sit on that park bench?"

"Yea. You good?" He asked placing his hand on my lower back.

"Yea I'm good. I'm just tired of walking." I said chuckling.

"Ight ma." He said guiding us over to the bench.

Brooklyn was staring at the both of us so I decided to make silly faces at her causing her to let out small laughs which made me laugh.

Then I heard a snap of a camera.

I looked over at August seeing him typing something then I got a notification on my phone that August tagged me in a photo.

I laughed at his hashtag and decided to repost his photo.

"Aww babe you got us in the perfect moment." I said cooing at the picture.

"Every moment is perfect with my girls in it." He said sincerely.

Smiling I leaned in and pecked his lips.

I told y'all before. I fall in love with this man more and more everyday.

"Ok mamas we gotta get going." He said standing up signaling T and Gary to come over.

"Why?" I asked confused.

It was a nice and peaceful day. I didn't want to go home.

"Well because I posted that photo of us here and as soon as one of the local Nation's get a hold of our location there will be a swarm of people." He said walking behind me checking our surroundings as T and Gary walked closely beside me and Brooklyn as I pushed the stroller.

I completely understood the situation.

As a celebrity you can't post regular pictures of you at the park or being out to eat at local restaurant because then crowds of people will start to show up.

You have no privacy but we understand what comes with this lifestyle.

We just wish sometimes we were treated like normal human beings.

We made it to the car in maybe less than a minute.

As soon as we started to get buckled in we heard a crowd of people a few feet from the car.

Mainly paparazzi.

"Let's go T." August said as we sat in the back with Brooklyn.

T pulled off carefully as people started to knock on the tinted windows.

I just sighed lowly and put my head on August's shoulder.

He put his arm around me and gently kissed my forehead.

He already knew my frustration.

It was about 7:30 and we were leaving the house to drop off Brooklyn with Mama Shelia.

Me and August were going to have a small date to discuss any concerns we might have or just anything to get off of our chest.

We wanted our marriage to be open with one another.

If August ever fucks up in our marriage I want him to be able to openly come to me, I don't want to hear it from another female.

And it's vice versa because I'm not perfect either.

"You look beautiful ma." August said with one hand on the steering wheel and one holding my hand.

He gently kissed my hand that he was holding continuing to focus on the road.

I was sad that he was going to leave for the night and go to a hotel after we had a few drinks with our friends.

We didn't want to see each other after tonight

until we got down to the alter.

We pulled up at mama Shelia's house and we got Brooklyn out.

We didn't even have to knock because as we were coming up the driveway the door flew open.

I laughed at her excitement.

It didn't matter what time of the day. If we needed her to keep Brooklyn she cleared her whole schedule for this little girl.

My mom worked as a nurse so it was always a bit harder for her to just simply call off work.

"Give me my baybeh." Mama Sheila said eagerly.

She had just seen her yesterday morning but I told y'all, Mama Sheila loves all of her grandkids just like her own and I was thankful for that.

"Y'all said y'all was go be here by 7:15 it's almost 7:40." She fussed.

"We're sorry mama but Brook didn't want to put in her clothes or take a bath so it took a little longer than expected."

"Now you know I could've done all of that for you. Y'all got things to do. After all you go be my daughter tomorrow. I mean you already are, now it's on paper." She said.

"Awww Mama Shelia. I love you." I said kissing her in the cheek.

"It ain't nun love." She said hugging me.

"Hey mama." August said leaning in to give her a hug and a kiss on the cheek as well.

"Hello son of mines. Now I love y'all but I gotta go finish watching Young and the Restless." She said before checking the TV from the front door to see if it was back on from commercials.

"Ok ma. Just call us if you need us." He said.

"I won't." She said before closing the front door.

We both just laughed and walked back to the car.

Once we got to the restaurant they took us to the back corner of the place so we could be a bit more hidden since we didn't want to get a private room and it was a fairly dark restaurant.

"Good evening my name is Johnathan and I will be your waiter for tonight. May I start you off with the drink of your choice madam?" He said keeping it strictly professional.

"May I get a glass of ice with a lemon and lime on the side and a bottled water?" I asked. I didn't trust any drinking water that wasn't bottled, especially not at a restaurant. I don't care how fancy it was.

"Yes ma'am. And for you sir?"

"The same thing as my lady."

"Great. Are you ready to order or would you like more time?"

"I'm ready but I'm not sure if my wife is?" He said looking at me with a questionable stare.

I nodded my head yes and allowed him to order for me.

August knew me like the back of his hand and I got the same thing every time unless it was a restaurant of a different cuisine.

"Ok. Fa my wife may I get tha smothered steak, medium rare, and add grilled shrimp to tha top with a side of corn and mash potatoes. Also with A1 sauce on da side." I lowly applauded him because he gets it right every time.

"Yes sir and for you?"

"A steak as well, medium rare, but instead of two sides can I get extra grilled shrimp."

"Yes sir. Will that be all?"

He looked at me to confirm and I nodded.

"Yes sir."

"Alright I'll take your menus and will be back with your meals shortly." He said smiling.

Another waiter brought us our drinks and we thanked them.

I looked at August and he quickly snapped a picture of me.

I wasn't too worried about him posting this photo because his security was right outside and this restaurant didn't allow paparazzi and large crowds on their property since this was a common celebrity local restaurant.

We waited until our food came before we got into our conversation because we didn't want to be interrupted.

"August we have to tip Johnathan a good tip. It's been a while since we got some genuine professional service."

"I was already ahead of ya baybeh."

"Great minds think alike huh?"

"Married minds think alike." He said making me smile.

10 minutes later our food arrived and we prayed before we dug in.

"So what's on your mind love?" August started off.

"Well I don't want to say too much because it's all in my vows. But I do want to tell you that I've been falling more in love with you everyday as it grows closer to our wedding. I didn't think it was possible to even do that but you've showed me a world of things that have become possible. Thank you and I love you for that." I said leaning over to kiss him.

"There's no need to thank me baybeh. If anything I should be thanking you for spilling your coffee on me that morning we met." He said making us both laugh. "But nahh forreal love. This is more than love, I'm in love. I always sung about fucking hoes and shit but a million nights with each one of them can't even compare to tha way ya make me feel in one night. Not even just sexual, ya have a genuine spirit that I fell in love with and you gifted me a daughter. But like ya said, imma save the rest for my vows. Just know that I love ya forever and always baybeh." He said leaning over and giving me a kiss.

It's crazy how in love I was with this man and just from that short preview of his vows and him confessing his love for me is everything I needed to confirm that I was ready to walk down the isle.

Once we made small talk we finished up dinner we left Johnathan a 3,200 dollar tip, each.

Me and August got changed in the backseat of the car so we could head over to the club.

It was now 9:30 and we told everyone to be there from 10:00-12:00. We didn't want to stay out too late because we wanted everyone to be wide wake and on task tomorrow afternoon.

Me and August both had our bags packed for the hotel.

We were staying in two different hotels not far from the venue we were having the wedding at.

It was a bit more on the other side of town and we didn't want to take the risk of being late to our own wedding.

All of our friends were here.

We made sure everyone remembered the drinking limit of 3 to 4 shots.

We were all having a good time with one another and I loved the fact that our friends were helping us welcome a new chapter in our lives.

Me and Paris were sitting down when I seen a stripper offering a lap dance to August.

I was confident in my relationship so I had no problem with him enjoying himself as long as he didn't get carried away.

Me and Paris looked over to figure out what ass she thought she was moving.

Paris got up and whispered something into the DJ's ear.

Then I heard my song come on.

"Ayeeee!!!!" Everyone cheered as I got up to dance to Simone Says by Megan Thee Stallion.