It was February and months had gone by and I was currently five months pregnant. I was carrying low and so it didn't really look as if i was pregnant and i was craving Mango and so i was eating alot of that and surprisingly i felt quite good seeming that I only had 4 months left of my pregnancy.

I'm still living with my mum and i have a job working at the bar in town and I've been working there for about 4 months. I've been trying to carry on with my life on my own but I couldn't lie and say that I haven't thought about trent or missed him because i have every single day. I thought about what would i say the next time I see him or if i ever would see him again. Everything that i seen that was to do with football i instantly thought of what he would be doing right now and if he missed me. I knew he was still playing football and they were one of the best teams this season and It did make me sad to think I wasn't there to see his face and you congratulate the boys and Trent on the winning mentality they all had but i knew it would of been so different if I was still in Liverpool.

Today is the 4th of February and I have work, i work selling drinks so I'm behind the bar for about 6 hours and basically have the run of the bar while serving the customers which was good. Me and my mum have grown alot closer and the love/ hate relationship isn't there anymore. We have a complete different relationship to what we used to have, she's been so supportive of me and been a massive help giving me guidance about how to deal with my morning sickness and how to orevent swollen feet. Plus she's been getting me mango when I've been craving it in the day and at night. She's really been there for me and I'm so grateful for her.

The weather was mostly sunny and so throughout my pregnancy I've been wearing alot of dresses because they werent tight on my body and it got hot sometimes throughout the day and so i wasn't getting that hot because I was wearing dresses. I got dressed in a dress that clung to my body and showed my growing belly off and luckily my feet were fine so I put my sandals on and put my sunglasses on the top of my head and grabbed my bag and phone and locked the house up putting the keys in my bag with my phone and made my way to work. It really wasn't that far away so luckily for me i didn't have to walk that far.

I arrived at work saying hi to Simon who was the owner of the bar "Your Glowing maia" i smiled "Thank you" he smiled and went back to taking all the chairs of the table down. I put my bag under the counter and started getting all the glasses out of the cupboard putting them on the stand next to the counter ready for when the bar opens. It was 10 and the bar opened in about an hour and so i started to sort out the drinks, ice and straws out ready. As i was doing this Sam who over the time I've been here in Cyprus has become my best friend, he knows what the situation is and not once judged me. He came walking over messing my hair up and taking my sunglasses off my head and putting them on posing and i laughed "Very funny you" i said as i took the glasses off him "I am funny Aren't I" i laughed and went back to sorting the straws out. "How's mum and baby today?" "Mum is knackered and baby kept me up all night having hiccups" he smiled and stroked my belly "you'll be alright" he said putting his bag under the counter and helping me with the straw's.

Everything was set and me and Sam had been looking on the dating app that he was on and we were laughing when Simon came walking out "I'm so sorry to ask but could you both stay a little later tonight" sam groaned and I smiled "Yeah of course" he smiled "Thank you to you both" and with that he walked out the bar and into his office leaving Sam groaning at the fact he would have to stay longer i looked at him and laughed "Come on we're not that bad" i said as i stroked my stomach and he laughed "Yeah i guess so" he said as he picked up his bottle of water taking a drink.

I laughed and watched as people started to walk into the bar and a girl came upto the bar "Hi what can I get you?" I said as she sat on one of the bar stools next to the counter "Two vodka and Tonics please" i nodded pouring her drinks and putting straws in them both and walking back over to the counter "Here you go, it will be £6 please" she smiled handing over the money and getting off the bar stools with both drinks and walking off. I looked to my side and watched as Sam was following the girl walking off and was staring at her "Sam come on" he laughed "What?" He said as he laughed "You make me laugh Sam" he smiled giving me a side hug "You'd be lost without me" i laughed "I actually would".

It was a little later now and we had ran out of straws and Sam was stood chatting to a girl who had just ordered a drink and so i tapped him on the shoulder "Just going to get some straws" he nodded and carried on talking to the girl and i walked off walking into the Storage room, the room was pretty small and their was shelves upon shelves of boxes with Straws and other bits of equipment. I picked up about 3 packs of straws and opened the door. The storage room was facing the tables and so as i walked out carring the packs of straws I looked at the far corner and i was sure i could see Trent stood at a table, i started to breath quite heavily and walked back to the bar and Sam was sat at the bar stool on his phone. He looked up when i faced the wall "You alright?" Sam asked as he looked at me and i closed my eyes and took a deep breath "Yeah I'm alright" he nodded and started showing me the dating app.

Throughout the whole time of me stood looking at Sam's phone I couldn't get out my mind of the fact was I seeing things, was he actually in Cyprus? How did he know where i was? If he was here what would i do or say?.

It was about an hour later and Sam was at the bar serving and i started to clean up some of the glasses that had been left on the tables, as i was bending down to pick a few wrappers up someone picked them up and i leaned back up looking and i came in contact with Marcell who looked as shocked as I did.

"Maia" i just stood there in shock, thinking to myself knowing that my mind wasn't playing tricks on me Trent must be here in Cyprus. "Where have you been?" He asked as i just stood there "urm" that's all i could say. I sat down at the table and so did Marcell "Where have you been?" I took a deep breath "Here" he nodded "But why? You left without saying anything. Trent's been beside himself" i nodded "Marcell I had to get away" "ok but did trent or us doing anything?" I shook my head and the tears started to fill my eyes "That's the thing you didn't do anything wrong, I needed to do what was best for me" he nodded and looked at my stomach "Is the baby trents?" I nodded and he smiled "How far are you?" "Five months" "marcell please you've got to promise me you won't tell him" he looked at me "Maia he has every right to know" "Marcell I know, I'm just not ready yet" he nodded "Fine I won't say anything but eventually he will find out" i nodded "So how's he been?" I asked like it was a stupid question. He shrugged "Trying to focus on football but I'll be honest here Maia. Not good at all. Theirs been so many times that I've walked into him looking at photos of you and him crying" I took a deep breath "He couldn't work out where you had gone, their was nothing. He never stopped looking for you and still looks now" I looked at him and he looked at me "Why did you leave?" I closed my eyes "I left because I didn't want to ruin his career" he shook his head "Maia" he said and grabbed my hand "You could never do that" I nodded.

We talked for a little while and I found out that Tyler, Trent, Jacob and Tre were at the hotel and Marcell had seen me when they were here earlier and made out he forgot something to come and speak to me. We both got up and he moved his hand to my stomach and smiled "I'm going to be a Uncle" i smiled and hugged him "Please Marcell whatever you do. Don't tell him" he nodded and left the bar and i just stood there in shock. He had always been looking for me and he still loved me just like i loved him.

I walked back to the bar and sam was stood there "who was that?" He asked as he put his phone in his pocket "Trent's brother" he looked at me and i nodded "They came here on vacation and because trent can remember something about here in a letter my mum sent ages ago" he nodded and gave me a hug "How you feeling?" I shrugged "Not sure at the moment" he smiled and then we started talking about something we seen on the news.

Work was finished and Sam locked up and I said goodbye and made my way home, I couldn't stop thinking about trent I thought to myself how would I act or what would i say if I seen him.

I arrived home and Mum was sat in the living room and so i took my shoes off and left my bag on the unit and sat down next to mum resting my head on her shoulder she smiled and put her hand on my stomach "You alright sweetheart" i nodded "Trent's in Cyprus" she paused the tv and looked at me "And how you feeling?" I shrugged "i really don't know mum, like I just don't know" and then i started to cry "Oh sweetheart, how do you know he's here?" "I was at work and i seen him but he didn't see me but when i was cleaning up I bumped into Marcell his brother and we got talking" she hugged me again kissing my forehead "Oh sweetheart" she said as she tightened her grip on me "It will all be ok, i know it will be" i smiled and wiped my eyes and face "I think I'm going to head off to bed" she nodded "Do you not want any dinner?" I shook my head "No I'm alfight" she kissed ny forehead and I got up walking out the living room and up the stairs to the bathroom brushing my teeth and putting my hair in a bun out of my way. I had finished and got changed into an oversized tshirt. At the start of my pregnancy I would wear Trent's hoodie every night without fail but due to me putting weight on and i didnt want to stretch it and so i put it under my pillow and that's where its been over the past few months.

I got into bed turning the light off and just lay there, i never and don't think ill ever stop loving trent. I think what would happen if i was to see him again, i didn't think he would look for me i just thought he would move on with his life but turns out it's really messed with him. Some may say I disappeared to cause attention but it was nothing like that, at that time I needed to do what was right for me and the baby and that was moving away from Liverpool and having some time to myself. I'll be honest even now I still haven't figured out what I want to do but over time I guess I finally will. I missed trent so much and missed cuddling up to him and watching batman and playing with his fluff on his chin and his hair. I really did miss him but life would of been completely different if i would of stayed in Liverpool.