Sorry for the late update. My teacher just gives way too much homework and I have a new babysitting job and that takes up like 3-4 days of my week. Although I will try my best to update more bc I know that I can always fit in time for this when I'm just messing around.

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*Harrys POV*

"Fine, you guys really wanna know what I said to her?" I shouted

"Yes please." Liam sighed.

"I told her that she couldn't see Zayn for a whole month." I controlled my tone.

"What!" They all shouted. It seems like they do that a lot. Shout the same thing in sync.

"Well, I have my reasons!" I shouted back.

"Ya, but they live really close and he's her only bestfriend. I find that impossible for her to do." Louis rambled.

"Well what do you think Zayn is going to do when we leave next week, huh? We're going to be countries away and he will take advantage of that." I said in a duh tone.

"Exactly. She's going to be lonely for the whole month after because she has no other friends other than Zayn! What is she going to do? Hang out with her 12 year old sister?" Liam brought up.

"What are you going to do after that? Go on webchat dates? Then see her two years later in person?"Niall said.

"I don't even know guys." I sighed and sat down with a pillow squeezed against my chest.

"I love her and knowing Zayn is that close to her, makes me scared because I know he has feeling for her." I whispered almost. They sat down understandingly.

"Sorry we're putting pressure on you. We just have also gotten close with her and we didn't find that exactly fair." Louis frowned alittle.

"You know what guys, I am going out now to pick up Zayn. How about we all go together and after we pick him up, we can go out for lunch and get our problems fixed." Niall said hopefully.

"I guess so." I mumbled. I needed to give them a chance because we have been here for our month off. All they have been through is my drama.

"Really?" The three of them said with hope.

"Ya...you guys deserve it. I don't want to mess up your 1 month break here." I smiled.

"Okay, let's go. Harry, Ill grab your stuff. It means a lot, really." Louis smiled. I didn't want to say much after so I just put on my vans and stood by the door waiting for my jacket.

Minutes after, they all came strolling down and eventually we went to the car. The car ride there was very quiet with some quiet music playing in the background.

"I'm gonna stay in the car. I don't feel like going in.." I said.

"I'll stay in too." Liam smiled at me.

"Louis and I will go then, we'll be back in about 10 minutes." Niall stated. We nodded and they left the car.

"I'm sorry about earlier." Liam said As I realized why he stayed with me.

"It's fine." I sighed.

"You know, I talked to Zayn the other day and he said that he realized that he fancied Camila when he faced his jealousy toward you." Liam said. I smiled alittle with that thought.

"Where are you going with this?" I mumbled.

"I was just trying to say that you should never feel guilty about dating Camila because you had her first. You brought her out of her Zayn phase. If you never came around, she would always have a crush on Zayn and he would never feel the same. You know what that would to to her." Liam explained.

"I never thought of it that way, thanks." I said thoughtfully.

"Your welcome. I just want you to enjoy your relationship with her and not let those saddening thoughts come between."

"Liam, you really mean a lot to me and you always have the right thing to say." I smiled as I reached over and gave him a bro hug.

Just as we separated, I looked out the window of the car and saw the three of them walking our way. As soon as I looked at Zayn, guilt rained upon me. He looked happy, but I noticed that his face would frown alittle every now and then and he would hold his rib area. Why am I such a monster?

The door opened and they all walked in the car. We accidentally made eye contact through the rear view mirror. It seemed like he noticed my distress as I quickly looked away.

"Where do you guys want to eat at." Liam said because he ended up driving.

"Taco Bell would be good." Niall answered.

"Taco Bell it is!" Liam laughed at the idea of Niall choosing the place. Meanwhile I rested my elbow on the open window and stared out.

"Sorry you guys had to pick me up. I could've called a taxi."Zayn said quietly.

"Zayn don't say that, we're like brothers." Liam replied as he turned the steering wheel.

"Now stop talking about depressing stuff, we're going out to eat and have fun like old times."

Niall demanded.

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We all gave in our orders and sat by the side, waiting.

"I'll wait for the food guys, you can do whatever." I gestured to the boys.

"I'll go wash my hands." Niall said.

"Same." Liam agreed.

"I need to piss, Zayn you stay here and wait so no one takes our table." Louis said. Wait. Fuck. I know what he's doing.

They all left and Zayn and I were left standing there. I don't know why, but at that moment, I felt no hatred toward him.

"Look, Harry. I am really sorry." Zayn said quietly with sadness. I almost forgave him for everything he did after I looked at his eyes and saw his genuineness. I took a deep breath, not knowing what to say.

"Zayn. Please, I don't want to say the wrong thing. Can we talk about this later?" I said quietly as I pinched between my eyebrows. I could tell he got surprised at my calmness .

"Yeah, sure." he smiled lightly, trying to be careful with whatever he said.

"Here are your orders." said the lady. Thank god she stopped the awkwardness.

"Thanks." I mumbled as I grabbed 2 treys and Zayn grabbed the other 2 as we set them on the round table we chose.

I put my order on one trey, put Nialls' on another, Liams' on another, and same with Louis'. I realized we only got 4 treys instead of 5.

"We're back guys." Liam popped out of nowhere. Everyone grabbed their trey knowing which one was theirs when I noticed Zayn didn't have a trey and I was the only one who didn't grab theirs yet. Fuck this. He looked at me knowingly. I just grabbed my food off of it and slid the trey to him. Why am I being so nice to him? I shouldn't.

"You can have it Harry, it-" I cut him off.

"It's fine, shh." I said quickly. I could feel the boys' eyes on us, but I looked down and started unwrapping my taco.

"Do you guys just wanna go home right after this or somewhere else?" Louis asked.

I really wanted to just say home, but I didn't want to ruin their day.

"I think it would be best if we went home after because Zayn needs to rest." Liam answered my thoughts, yess.

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After we finished our food, we went straight back to Zayns' place and just chilled on the couch like we always do.

"Zayn, how's your rib doing?" Niall asked.

"It's better than before. Don't worry about it." He answered.

"Ugh their is nothing good on tv." Niall groaned.

"I'm going to go chill in my room." I yawned as I started walking upstairs. I needed to take everything in and not over think things down there.

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A/N

Sorry I can never tell if my chapters are short or long bc I write on my small screened iPod so if your on a tablet or a laptop, it's prolly really short. Oops.

Btw I'm starting to get the feels while writing this. As if it's real.

Anyways

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