My life sucks....

It actually sucks

S.U.C.K

SUCK

I am currently in my room thinking about ways to get myself out my love struck self which if continued in the state it is going on, will probably bring me in a state of depression.

Why Danny? Why?

Why would you have to love someone so out of your reach?

Even thinking about his perfect self, makes me want to cry out in agony.

I am sitting in front of my laptop which dad gifted me on my 15th birthday after begging for days and giving him a big list of how it will help me in the school assignments.

It was really hard to crack him because he was under full influence of our neighbor Mr. Kesley.

According to Mr. Kesley, all teenagers do today, is watch dirty movies on internet and get addicted to bad habits like smoking or drinking or even drugs. No good can come from using technology apparently. And he himself doesn't even own a mobile phone. They use their house phone for god's sake.

According to him a laptop with internet access to it, is a way of opening a dirty gate to the teenagers.

But it was not me who dad was worried about actually.

Damien was the real problem, so after assuring dad that he won't use internet without my supervision, dad let me have a laptop which left Mr. Kesley totally horrified.

I really feel sorry for his children sometimes.

I looked on my laptop screen.

There he was. Glowing all in his perfection. With his beautiful blonde hair to his striking blue eyes and his cute smile.

Jake Anderson, the love of my sucky life since 9th grade. But the thing that ticked me the most was his relationship status, in a relationship, it was not mentioned with whom he was in a relationship with, but of course I knew it too well.

Previously that day...

Me and Des were standing outside our school waiting for non-other than Ethan because meeting inside the school would be too overwhelming for Des. Like standing here beneath the hot sun waiting for a guy to show up, when the entire school is inside, is nothing but giving too much importance.

Which I do not like giving to a total stranger.

Just as we were waiting for Ethan to show up, I saw at the very corner of our school, there is a tree and it's not the tree which I am looking at.

I was looking at the two people beneath that tree.

Des turned her face towards where I was looking so intently and not so happily, if I might add.

Her eyes went wide.

Right beneath the tree was standing non other then, Jake Anderson, my ultimate crush since forever and guess he is not alone.

Nope. Nah ahh.

Na Na Na.

Nada

There in his arms was the co-captain of the cheerleading team, Chelsa(clićhe) Daniels.

I could recognize her long red ponytail from miles away and even a single strand of hair of Jake would be enough for me to recognize him.

He was gripping on her hips like his life was dependent on them and they were so engrossed in there kiss.

What? Do you want to count each other's teeth with your tongue?

Well I guess they are together.

I felt like a zombie.

Like all my years of living were just a waste.

That being shy whenever he looked at me and gave me that cute smile of his.

We had many classes together and we had our hi(s) and bye(s). Surely we never talked much but that one hii from him was enough to bring a big smile on my face.

Des knew it very well, the size of the crush I had on him. She knew.

She immediately came, and like it was the most natural thing on the world, stood beside me and hugged me tight.

"Do not worry Danny that bitch will not last long, she must be a fling." said Des in an assuring voice.

But that is the thing. Jake is not a fling kind a guy. He never was and he never will be, but putting each of my gut feeling aside, I just nodded my head and trying but failing in the process of smiling.

Nope, just not gonna happen today.

"Still up for meeting Ethan?" she asked me with pleading eyes, no, puppy dog eyes. "Yes." merely a whisper came from my mouth. For god's sake they are still standing there almost going to make babies in front of my eyes.

Someone take my eyes!

I was staring like a lovesick moron at them, not them, Jake.

Des waved her hand in front of my eyes diverting me from the scenario. Where the hell is this Ethan? Of all the days, he chose this day to be late? While on other days he was like the first person to show up.

"Stop looking at them or you will cry." she said.

Do not mention tears!

"Look there's Ethan." As soon as I saw him. I wanted to go over to his car. Open the door, grab his collar and ask him.

'What the hell took you so long?'

But I controlled myself there.

Des walked up to him and gave him a kiss on the cheek and they both smiled at each other looking into each other's eyes.

Man I want that.

I once more turned around to look at Jake and his girlfriend.

Yup still sucking.

Wonder if they forgot to breathe?

I looked back at Des and Ethan and they both were still smiling at each other.

Oh for the love of god.

I just wanted to march away from there and go hide in my room until college, but I stopped myself from doing so.

Des will probably kill me.

I stood there for one more minute until I finally said "Ahem."

What else could I say? Yo love birds if you are done can you please look around? There are people standing here, and their heart just got broken and you are not helping.

Des will probably kill me.

They both finally looked at me and separated from each other. Ethan gave me a smile and I smiled back in return or should I say I tried to smile.

"Hii I am Ethan Sparks." He said as he shook my hand. "Daniella Jones. Nice to meet you."

We had a little bit of conversation. He is one of those guy who, once get comfortable with you, could be very sarcastic and on the same time very sweet too.

After sometime me and Des said our byee(s).

Mine was just a wave, on the other hand, her's was squeezing the life out of him.

I wanted to run away from there or jump off a cliff or something.

But I controlled myself over there.

Des will probably kill me.

Now here I am sitting on my bed eating ice cream from the tub as I scroll down on Jake's timeline page, sniffing.

I was so self-occupied in my own world that I didn't notice when my brother came into my room and was standing right beside me as I was drowning in the tub of chocolate ice cream, sniffing and looking at Jake's photo in front of my face and I am pretty sure my face was telling him the whole story.

"So you like blondie? Huh?" I screamed and did the most natural thing, fell off the bed with that ice cream tub on my head.

I was glaring at Damien and there he was laughing his ass off as he was rolling on my bed. I got up and removed the tub from my head. Uh now I'll have to shampoo again.

"What do you want?" I was annoyed as hell from him. First, he barged into my room like a thief, then he asked me about my love life, like it is the most amusing thing on earth and third, now I have to eat my ice cream from my head.

He took the spoon from the floor and ate a spoonful from my head. "Just came to say Hi, now can't I come in to say Hi, to my little sister, who by the way is so gorgeous. And mind I say, that is an amazing hairstyle." That beetroot.

I just looked at him with my arms crossed as I tapped my left foot like one of those teachers who look at you when you forget to do the homework and then you make the stupid excuse that your dog ate it.

Yup. That look.

"What do you want Damien?" I asked with a stern voice not even close to fooled by his buttering.

"Alright, I am going to a part-" "And you want me to keep a check on dad because, you are going to be late" I completed his sentence. "gorgeous and intelligent" he said grinning.

"Aww. NO." I said. "Wha.. Danny why?" He asked wining.

"Don't you remember last time when you sneaked out? Dad found out and grounded us both for a month."

I am not helping him this time.

"He won't find out this time. I am sure."

"Oh yeah. You are sure. I should not worry at all, because you are sure." I exclaimed sarcastically.

He made his puppy dog eyes at me. it's been 16 years, I should have been immune to this by now.

"Ok fine. Whatever ." " You are the best Danny" He said as he kissed my cheek and ran towards his room to get ready.

Here I am on a friday night looking at my crush's facebook profile and chocolate ice cream dripping through my head and onto the floor and there's my brother, going out partying.

I should just clean the floor, wash my hair and go to bed. I closed the laptop and went to the bathroom.

.................................................

I was in the library looking for any book that could help me complete my history essay. Our teachers give the worst assignments. It's like they enjoy making us miserable.

"Where is it? Where is it? Ahhh found it. Now I am going to complete my assignment and rub it in..."I saw the book on the very top shelf as I stood on my tip toes to get it. "In...." I jumped, but it was too far. I again tried "In..." and jumped but couldn't reach. Just then a hand went upwards and took out the book. "In??" He asked and I am pretty sure this person is smirking right now.

I turned around and almost fainted.

Jake with blonde hair and blue eyes was standing in front of me, holding the book and giving me an amazing smirk. I was about to faint but I maintained myself.

Stop fan girling.

If I knew this was going to happen I would have put some extra effort on my outfit today.

Rather than wearing plain white t shirt and denims.

"Hey Danny." He said.

Oh

my

god.

Oh my god.

He knows my name. Scratch. He knows my nickname.

I am going die. If this is going to be my last day on planet earth, then be it.

I need to breathe.

Lungs.

Come on function.

This is the first time he acknowledged me like this. Yeah there were hi(s) and there were bye(s), but never on nickname basis.

Could this day be any better?

"Danny?" he said again. I think it's time to reply but what should I say. Just hii or hii Jake what's up? No it's not like me.

How about 'hey Darling' ?

Seriously Danny? -_-

"Hey Jake" Ok that was overly girly. Way to ruin your first moment with Jake. Claps.

Always remember Danny, What aunt Hilda taught you while giving you those personality devolopment classes when she came from London.

'First impression is the last impression'

Now he will think I am one of those clingy girls who flirts with every guy and are overly sensitive.

Don't touch me, I am made of glass.

Jake looked at me like I am some lunatic or something, like I am going to grab his head and eat lice of off his hair.

To hell with first impression.

"Danny I need to ask you a favor." Oh Jake anything for you.

I should not say that.

" Y-Yess." Yup just the perfect time to slutter. He is may be asking me to be his girlfriend.

I think he finally understood that I am the one who, he loved from the very beginning. It's a yes already Jake.

"I was wondering, if you could tutor me maths?" Now it was my turn to look at him like he was lunatic.

Why can't I just flush myself in a public bathroom.

My life is an embarrassment.

He looked at me with those striking blue eyes. He was always bad at maths and I loved maths.

"Ofcourse Jake." You look more desperate to teach him then he wants to learn.

Shut up inner self.

He smiled so big that I could just faint right there. "Thank you so much Danny. Tuesday? My place?" I nodded and smiled at him.

He took a piece of paper, wrote something on it and gave it to me, I looked at it, his address was written.

He went back giving me one last smile and out of the library. I just stood there watching him go.

I will be tutoring Jake.

No

I will be tutoring Jake in his house.

I smiled at looked at the paper.

No

How will I go to his house?

..................................................

I was in my room reading my lovely novel. I was totally engrossed in my book when suddenly high volume music took me out of my happy world. The sound was really loud.

I put my earphones and started playing my songs.

"What the hell. I can still hear it" I screamed.

It was coming from outside my window. I went towards my window and realized it was from my neighboring house.

Ok how can that happen? My neighbors, Mr. and Mrs. Woods were an old couple. They must be in their 60s or 70s , they will never hear this type of music, so who could that be? As I went towards my window and opened it I saw the window just parallel to mine was open and I saw a guy.

Nope. I saw a shirtless guy.

Holy moly.

His back is towards me and I can say, This guy does workout.

Ok hormones.

Snap out of it Danny.

I was in the middle of my romantic novel. Robert and Julia were about to kiss for god's sake. This guy. Oh, he is disturbing my personal space, he made me get out of my bed.

This is a crime.

I decided to tell him off.

"Heyy" I screamed. He didn't turn around. "Heyy" I screamed louder this time. If Robert and Julia didn't makeout after this, I am going to jump out of my window

He turned around and Oh.

That

Is

A

Hunter Donavan.

He is standing in front of me, in my neighbor's house, he is shirtless, with all his six packs and I am staring at his abs.

Stop staring at his abs.

He smirked at me and went towards his music player to turn off his music then he went towards the window giving me a perfect view of his six packs.

Holy moly. They look even better from this close. Wonder how will they feel-

"How may I help you?" He asked me.

Never leaving that stupid smirk.

His voice is sexy.

Danny.

I collected myself.

And pushed back my glasses with my first finger.

"Can you turn your volume down? Some people are trying to read here." I said in the most monotonous voice I could make.

"Do I know you from somewhere?" He asked me completely ignoring my monotonous request.

"I don-" He cut me off.

" Yes. You go to my school. I knew I saw those nerdy glasses before." He said with amusement in every word. He remember the nerdy glasses? The glasses?

"Listen here, I am just asking you to turn the volume down and mind your own business. I am trying to read here-"

"Yup, definitely seen those glasses before. So what's your name?" he cut me off again.

I am not liking this.

"That is none of your concern."

He was taken a back for a moment but regained that smirk. "Do you know who I am princess?" That was sarcastic.

"No! and I don't want to know. Just keep your volume down and next time don't acknowledge someone with their glasses. Thank you. Bye." I leaned back and put my hands on the window to shut it.

"But I like them. They are cute." He said his voice was lower now that the window was down.

This boy just tried to make a move on me. I am so well aware of his tricks. He has slept with almost all the girls in our school and now he is trying me?

"What's your name princess?" He asked with that stupid smirk still on his face.

I gave him a sarcastic smile from within my room. To which he smirked even more. "Not going to work on me playboy."

I said and closed my curtains shutting him down totally.

What the hell just happened? How the hell is Hunter Donavan living next door? I just had an encounter with the biggest player on earth.

I've got to breathe.

Where are my lungs?

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