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slit

slit

slit

i want you to cut yourself until you lose blood

akito's mind forced him to do things that he doesn't want to do, but a small cut wouldn't hurt.

he finds a razor in the bathroom and rolled his left sleeve, his skin was clean and fresh. until he slit his arm, one by one.

it was painful at first, but akito used to have pain when his ex-friend beats him up before he met toya, so he's fine with it.

he washed his own blood in the sink and returned it to its rightful place. akito stared at himself in the mirror and started tearing up, whats gonna happen if they found out that akito started cutting himself...?

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he returned to school with a fake personality and spotted minako, she ran up to him and hugged the broken boy. minako didn't notice the blood coming out of his school cardigan, so she ignored it and went to class.

mizuki noticed the stain in akito's shirt, funny enough they assumed its cat poop or ketchup, but it got to the realization. mizuki's eyes widen as she noticed the red spots on the boy's sleeves

'is he cutting himself...?'

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the following days, akito was now used to cut himself, wrists by wrists, it felt like he never felt pain, just blood dripping down. he went to get the diary and wrote everything about the whole thing, he took out his pen and wrote everything

before he dissapeared, he took a picture of his wrists and send it to the unknown person.

there, happy?

he sighed, closed his phone and went to find his paper, it was a clean paper. he decided to write a letter as a goodbye, he is finally leaving this world. this crappy, shitty, toxic world.

finally, he went to the bathroom. the bathtub is filled with cold water, he took out the dusty razor from his drawers. he finally cut himself, on the legs, and on the arms.

he slowly dissolve himself in the water, his hair flowing on the sides, his shirt luring the cold water. he closed his eyes, the water reached his nose. this is his final goodbye...

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toya, an, kohane and minako ran to the room akito was in. they were in a hospital

recently an got a call from ena, she found akito dead in the bathtub and was crying non-stop. an was about to cry, toya was already crying from all of the words ena said, his only friend... dying... alone. kohane comforted him, and was also crying from the announcement. but for minako?

she didn't feel anything, she just... stood there, she knew she messed up. she only did it because she was jealous, but also because she wants toya to herself.

ena was sitting in the chair crying already, mizuki sitting next to her comforting their girlfriend. suddenly, the nurse came out of akito's hospital room.

❝❞ ena asked with a panicked voice, the nurse patted ena's shoulders and smiled.

❝❞ one week... ena nodded and sighed

suddenly, they heard footsteps. it revealed a mysterious boy with blonde hair and pink faded hair, he smiled and went up to toya

❝❞ he said with a raspy yet a soft voice, he then handed toya a boquet of flowers and box, inside are pancakes, made by his sister

toya smiled and got the gifts from his senior, ❝❞ he said with a whisper, ❝❞ the tall boy teased

then, the boy went downstairs of the building and left.

❝❞ she asked with a smile, he nodded

❝❞ she said with a soft voice and left. they all sighed, and was happy that akito is alive

but an wanted to punch minako, she is the reason why akito killed himself.

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i might have to make an alternative ending where akito actually died lmfao

this was suggested by this person:

ik this isn't what you wanted but i promise i'll make an alternative ending where he died okok 😭