I never want to deal with love again.

Okay, I know we made amends.

But you triggered something in me.

Something I'm blinded by,

And something I see.

I never want to love again.

There's nothing in it for me.

Love it changes you.

That is something that terrifies me.

I use to love, love.

But you triggered something in me.

Now I don't want to deal with any men I see.

I don't even want to breathe the same air they are in.

But you know, I still think about you, brag about you, wonder what it would be like if it was still you, and me.

Then I get hit with the thought, why am I trying to live for love?

When I can be living for so much more?

I use to love the feeling of love.

But you triggered something in me.

And all I can feel is love trying to ground me.

And if you know anything about me, you know I always yearn to be free.

I never want to deal with love again.

Yeah, it was you.

You triggered that in me.

Don't take it as I'm dissing you.

I'm not, never ever. Truly.

You just brought out the best part of me.

I wonder will you still love me after seeing this?

Or are you just like me?