"Your parents are so sweat... they let me stay here so easily " You told Jungkook

After drinking the wine you were feeling even more comfortable and relaxed.

"Of course, since it's you. But that doesn't answer the question I made " he pointed out and you sighed.

"You know... why would I go to stay at his house? What for? Some days ago he wanted Yeji. So what is there to trust?"You said, talking the most absurdly you could.

You didn't let him talk. You just kept speaking your mind. Or the wine did.

"You know, when the person you like has been with so many girls, when you have seen him change his mind over girls from one day to another, it's difficult to feel special... or to trust that he'll be stable, that he's ready for something stable. And you want to believe him so badly, that you're so special he will do something like this. But what if everything is a lie? By chance you find out he's about to marry... so how could you possibly trust anything he said? He was asking so badly for me to open up, when he kept something like this to himself. What if, Jungkook, I declared you I want you to be my boyfriend, but then you found out I would get married? How would that make you feel?"

"Like a fool..." Jungkook said and sighed, probably having understood what had happened.

"Exactly... fool. But I'm not a fool, I don't think I ever completely trusted him, but... I wanted to trust him so badly. Because I like him so badly. But here I am... a fool."

"You're not a fool. Taehyung is." Jungkook said and caressed your hair.

"That boy is... a complete idiot. But he struggles with many things. And he's also my friend, so I hope you know I can't hide from him the fact that you'll stay here for a while"

You looked at him with wide open eyes.

"Please don't, or at least avoid it the most you can... please."

The boy sighed.

"I'll try. But if he asks, I won't lie"

You nodded. That was the best choice.

"So what do you plan on doing? Hiding from him? I hope you know you have to see him at the dance club"

"I leave the dance club. And maybe I won't go at school for a few days. I'll talk with Hoseok" You said and he showed his disappointment

"But we've been waiting for so long for this performance"

"I know, but I just can't. I feel my world is breaking to pieces and dancing is the last thing I can focus on. I don't have a home, my brother just came back from hospital, my mother is still unconscious."

The silence was so deep, and you knew Jungkook could understand the reasons of your decisions.

"I feel I don't belong anywhere " You don't him and he smiled bitterly.

"It's funny how Taehyung also told me that once"

You ignored that. After a while you decided to go to your room.

"Goodnight Y/N" Jungkook said "And if you need anything just knock my door"