K'yonii Marie Taylor

"Have you ever looked up why tips are shaped like mushrooms?" Kj asked me and I shook my head laughing

"Me neither." he said and I started laughing again "Look it up cause I wanna know." I said and he started typing

"Nigga it say it's used as a tool to scoop other men semen from the vagina." he said "Boy shut up." I mumbled

"No deadass bruh." he tossed me the phone "What the he-" "Kj get out." my auntie Kasia came in making me smack my lips

"If you need me scream." he said and bucked at her and she tripped him on the way out "You're childish." he mumbled

"Shut up." she sat down "You wanna come live with me?" she turned to me

"No." I answered "That was a serious question."

"That was a serious answer." I blinked "You're different." she said "How?"

"You would rather be locked up in a room and be used to it. That's not healthy."

"Because I don't make smart decisions. Last time I was sent to a mental institution. Remember?" I blinked

"You're fucking 18, you're supposed to make mistakes and if you know that you don't wanna go back to a mental facility then you're already doing good cause we all know damn well you can get out this damn room and do what the fuck you want." she says

I mean she's not wrong.

"Tell me what happened and why he got sent away." she said "Who got sent away?" I asked

"Your boy? Your da-"

"You guys sent Messiah away are y'all serious right now?!" I yelled walking out of the room "Now he can't hear me." I mumbled

Hate these fucking people. It was never that damn serious. I wasn't gonna kill the damn boy.

"Ni they didn't tell you?" I heard Kj behind me "No. Auntie Kasia just told me right now." I frowned

"I'm sorry I thought you knew and didn't want to talk about it." he said "Ni I'm sorry, I thought you knew." Kasia came out of the room.

"I freaking hate them bro." I mumbled jogging down the stairs "Where you goin'?"

"Away from them fucking people." I mumbled leaving out of the house and my dad pulled up "Aye where you goin'?" he asked

"Don't question my damn daughter." my mom said "Shut the hell up"

I ignored him and kept walking in the direction of my house. "Ni!" he yelled just to get ignored again "That's right Ni! Ignore his ass!" my mom said

"Meshell shut the fuck up!"

"You shut the fuck up lil hoe!" she yelled back "Ni bring yo ass over here now!" he yelled

"No fuck you! I already haven't seen him for two damn weeks and y'all send him away I didn't even get to say bye! I fucking hate you!" I yelled and stormed off

I ended up walking to the house my dad ended up giving Pookie. Can't go to Kj house he with the damn devil. I haven't talk to Yonaa in so long I don't even look in the direction of that hoe house.

So that leaves Pookie. I rang the doorbell and waited for a good 15 seconds before Pookie opened the door.

"Bruh we need you here." he pulled me in the house "Why?" I asked "Cause bruh ya boy been in here since last night depressed and shit."

Nigga huh????

"I was like I can go get her and he like nah cause I'm not even supposed to be here blah blah blah I don't know but we need you." he tried to explain

"Matter of fact where the hell you been at though I been callin' you, went to both of ya cribs, went to moms and pops house I ain't go in though cause I was smellin' loud as hell. I ain't see ya car though."

"I got in trouble. And they don't care if you high" I said as he continued to pull me somewhere "Yo why ya house so damn bright." I asked him

"Just cause you're an emo girl don't mean everyone needs black decor in their home." he said and walked me into a den.

"Niiiii!" Phat, Man Man, and Nana squealed "Stop playin' bruh." I heard Messiah say "Keoni my heart heavy." I said lowly

"You want a hug?"

"I want Messiah." I said "You're crying." he said "I know bitch." I wiped my eyes and then I felt his arms around me and I started crying again

"Stop cryi-" "Nah she can cry you cried yourself to sleep nigga." Man Man said "Stop talking to me no one's talking to you." he mumbled

"I thought you were supposed to be gone." I sniffled "I am. But like...I don't listen and what is he gonna do come find me? I ain't got no phone for him to track or no jewelry." he shrugged

"You gotta chill dude." I shook my head "This nigga said what is he gonna do? Find me. Clown."

"Ight y'all let's leave them alone." Pookie said making everyone get up and leave out of the den

"Ni I still have to leave." he mumbled after kissing my head "Stop saying stuff that's gonna make me cry." I whined

"I just wanted to let you know. I don't want you to be mad at me for leaving." he says "When do you have to leave?" I looked up at him

"Tonight."

"So why did you come back just to leave again that damn early stupid." I frowned pulling away

"Don't start. You're not stupid and you know my dad isn't stupid at all he probably already got a phone call saying I didn't land when I was supposed to. He just didn't let me say bye to you and I don't know how but I was definitely going to see you before I left so that I could." he said

"Where are you going?"

"I'm not going to tel-" "Whyyyyy?" I cut him off and he chuckled "Because I don't want you to come. So stay here and stay pretty." he says

"What if I get ugly?" I mumbled "Yea it's kind of already starting" he said making me chuckle lightly "Fuck you."

"By the way you're taking me to the airport so mentally prepare yourself."

"How he just gone make me take him to leave me? What type of bullshit..." I mumbled to myself "Well my stuff already in yo car so you don't really have a choice."

"I'ma cry the whole car ride back home."

"I would cry too. I'm a bad bitch who wouldn't cry?" he mumbled "Bruh shut up" I laughed

"Nah seriously seeing you cry right now made me feel like I can whoop everyone ass. I don't like when you cry."

"If I didn't see you I wouldn't've cri-oh my goodness I stormed off like a little white kid." I face palmed myself

"What happened?"

"I told my daddy fuck him and I hate him. I gotta go apologize." I shook my head "But...Why?"

"Because I found out you got sent away in the middle of a therapy ses-I love that you talk so gentle to me." I cut myself off

"Girl stick to one thing." he said "I found out that they sent you away then I left as my mom and her husband were pulling up and he kept telling me get in the car and then I was like no I haven't seen him for two weeks and y'all sent him away without me atleast sayin' bye I fucking hate you blah blah blah. I'll talk to him tomorrow though." I shrugged

"You yelled it?"

"Yea."

"What did your mom do?"

"She was like that's right Ni ignore his ass and they kept telling each other to shut up." I chuckled "Man I missed you so much." he mumbled

"Stop looking at me like that." I said "Like what?" he asked if the middle of sizing me again

"Like that. It makes me nervous." I said and he smirked "I can't look at you?"

"He's such a slut." I said to myself "Say it witcho chest."

"You're a slut." I repeated "For you." he attempted to wink "That shit hard as hell." he said trying to do it again

"You look 'bout stupid as hell." I laughed "Yo ma- yea yo mama." he bucked "Boy my mama'll beat yo ass." I chuckled

"I'll fold her shit she know what's up with me." he jerked his head back "You went live and said niggas know what's up with you.... Nobody knows what's up with you." I shook my head

"You wanna get manipedis?" I asked him "I don't have no money."

"Yes we do, come." I said pushing myself off of the wall holding my hand out to him and he looked at it with a stank face.

"Please?" I pouted and he grabbed my hand pulling me to him. He bent down and I met him half way and he pecked my lips then just held my face

"You're gonna make me cry again." I frowned "Why?"

"Because I don't want you to leave me." I said lowly then his face softened and he pulled me into a hug.

I know this shit sound corny but he's my happy place, he and Milani are what motivate me. Along with my family of course. But I've formed different relationships with them

"Do you think about the future?" he asked still holding me "I did?" when I thought of the future he was there but he's leaving.

"Where did you see yourself 10 years from now?" he asked "With you, our kid, Milani, married, listening to Milani finally tell me about the crush she's been having on Dj" I chuckled

"You'd marry me?" he asked with a bit of shock in his tone "If you asked me sometime in the future, yes." I nodded

"Why?"

"Would you not marry me?" I muttered "Girl I'd marry you right now if you allowed it." he said making me laugh

"Skip the whole engagement I guess." I joked "Yea I don't need you having time to think about it." he mumbled

"I should kidnap Lani huh?" I pulled away "Nevermind it's my damn kid I ain't got to kidnap her" I mumbled

"Where she at?" I asked him "Before I left she was spendin' the night at Bhudda's so she might still be there cause it's kind of early. It's Lia birthday week."

"When is her actual birthday though?" I asked and he shrugged "Pookie where you at hoe?" I walked out of the den

"I'm...in Atlanta." I heard him say and I walked into the kitchen where he was "Heyyy." he smiled

"Do you feel apart of our family?"

"Yea? Why?" he mumbled "Just asking. Can you call Monte for me please?"

"I just cussed that bitch out he ain't gone answer." he said making me shake my head "Why?"

"Because he be havin' me fucked up. Ole gay ass." he mumbled the last part handing me his phone "Why you don't have a password?"

"Man I'm grown as hell if somebody see some shit while they goin' through my phone then that's on them." he shrugged

"I know that's right." I mumbled "Is his name gay bitch?" I asked him and he nodded laughing as he took his food out of the microwave.

The phone rang 4 times before he answered "Bitch didn't you say don't call to you no more? Lose my fuckin' number dude."

I said damn bitch....

"When is Kaylia's birthday?" I asked "Oh shit my fault. Her birthday tomorrow." he said "Where you at?" I asked him

"Am I on speaker?"

"No."

"I'm at home." he said "Bring my child." I said "To his house?"

"Well I live 2 doors down so it doesn't really matter."

"Bruh no come get her. I'ma shoot that bitch house up if I drive past it." he said I believe him too.

"Meet me somewhere thats too far."

"No. It's the other house not the mansion" he said then hung up and I gave Pookie his phone back "He said get rid of his number."

"Um. No. We besties for life." he mumbled making me shake my head "Don't shake your head at my foolishness."

I shook my head about to go back to Messiah until I bumped into him. "My bad." we said in unison "You wanna come with me to get Lani?"

"Yea."

"Pookie let me borrow yo car." I said and he looked up from his phone "No."

"Bitch thats why yo boyfriend broke up with you." I flipped him off "Nah he broke I'm up." he mumbled walking away and Messiah started to laugh

"I feel homophobic everytime I laugh at a gay joke." he chuckled "Good feel that way." Keoni said "Shut up hoe" I mumbled

"Wanna jump him?"

"Nah chill G I got it G I got it." I said making him buss out laughing "You stupid as hell bruh."

"Ni you know Nana cheated on me? With a dude." Phat said in fake shock "How silly of you." I said to Nana

"Such a silly girl. Atleast cheat and not get caught." Phat sighed "I actually didn't get caught. That was a couple weeks ago. So you're late." she shrugged

"Xo I'll smack the shit out of you."

"I believe him too." Messiah said to me "Me too" I mumbled "bye guys." I waved and Man Man was the only one who waved back

"Messiah can you lift your shirt up?" I asked him "Oouu tryna get freaky deaky inna streets I see." he smirked slowly lifting his shirt

"No. I just wanna see something." I chuckled "Lol well then." he lifted his shirt up then covered his nipples making me laugh

"Why yo lightskin ass get my name tatted in red I'ma crip." I blinked "Girl shut the hell up." he smacked his lips

"No seriously why'd you get my name tatted." I asked him "Because I heart you." he said then continued walking

"You heart me or you love me?"

"Did I say heart or love?"

"Don't get loud." I mumbled

"Bruh lets just say fuck it and kidnap her so they think they lost her." I said and he shook his head laughing

"You think Bhudda know we not supposed to be together?"

"You think she give a fuck?" I asked him "Nah." he said then knocked on the door

A few seconds later Bhudda opened the door with her hair fucked up and her make up fucked up.

"Oop look at the bitch braid." K'yonii said pointing at the one braid "Girl bye I'll beat yo ass." she chuckled letting us in.

"What are they doing today?"

"I was gonna take all the girls to get manipedis then just do a little shopping and then whatever they came up with." she shrugged

"Sani can I- Noniii!" Milani ran to me "Hi baby." I smiled picking her up "She too big to be getting picked up."

"Shut up dummy." she said reaching out to him "Nah I'ma dummy remember." he mushed her face "Stopppppp. I missed you guys."

"You seen me yesterday."

"I know bestie." she said and he grabbed her "Y'all should just say fuck it and adopt her." Bhudda said

"Milani you wanna get adopted?"

"Whats that?"

"It's when I can legally be your mom and you can stay with me forever "

"Well I guess you can ado- Siah you gone adopt me too? So you can be my dad?" she asked him and he shook his head

"Bitch yes you is." I said smacking his chest "It was a GI Jane joke." he mumbled

"You wanna come with us?"

"Y'all gone bring me back?" she asked and I nodded "Okay I have to go get dressed though so wait for me okay?" she said

"Okay." Messiah said putting her down and she took off running. "Mane her little ass be gone. I let them race yesterday she dusted all they asses." Bhudda chuckled

"No deadass. Harriet Tubman ain't seen shit yet." I said and Messiah bussed out laughing "Stop talking." he chuckled

"Is it just Lia and Lani?" I asked her "And the boys until the rest of the kids come tomorrow."

"They can come with us if you want them to." not this nigga volunteering

"Lia can. They boys are going with Sa-." "Auntie get yo son before I punch him in the leg!" I heard Dj yell cutting her off

"Punch him in the leg then pussy!" Saint yelled back "I- let me tell Kaylia to get ready." she shook her head "Why the leg though.." she mumbled

"Bruh her make up was killing me." Messiah said "Man, the amout of times I swallowed my laugh" I chuckled

"Cause them kids did her dirty as hell." he chuckled sitting down and I sat down in his lap "Get off of me before I fuck you." he said

"No." I said getting comfortable resting my head on his shoulder "Stop rubbing me." I said and he pinched me

"Make me beat yo ass." I blinked "Make me eat yo ass." he mumbled and I started laughing silently shaking my head

"What if I was serious." he smacked his lips "I wouldn't let you eat my ass if you were serious ."

"That shit probably stink anyways the hell." he mumbled "You're funny." I chuckled "You're pretty."

"I know." I said and he pinched me again. "Say thank you."

"I gotta say thank you for something I already knew? I ain't ask you to sa- thank you." I cut myself off when he reach his hand in my pants

"Fuck I thought."

"Move your handdddd." I said pulling on his arm "Oh goodness you actin' like I'm playin' with yo pussy on these people couch." he mumbled

"You actin' like you wanna play with my pussy on these people couch." I said trying to get off of his lap and he held me down

"I'll stop." he said "You're poking me." I chuckled "I know. Tha-"

"Noniii! Can you tie my shoe please?!" Milani yelled cutting Messiah off

"Milani stop yelling!" Dj yelled "Bitch you just yelled!" she yelled back "Watch your mouth!" Messiah and I said in unison

"Oh em gheee, sorry mom sorry dad sheesh." she said and started laughing like it was the funniest thing in the world

"Ven aqui." I patted my lap "How I'ma sit on yo lap and you sittin' on Siah lap?" she said reaching up to me anyways and I sat her on my lap

"Just how you doin' right now." I said and she squinted at me "Image not knowing how to tie your shoes. At your big age." Messiah said tieing her shoes

"Well teach me if you're gonna talk shi- smack." she said snatching her foot away. "Period." I co-signed

"Ight nah don't get too beside yourself." he said grabbing her foot again "Look." he told her

I felt my breathing stop up then rolled my eyes. So embarrassing.

I felt in my pockets for my inhaler but I didn't have it so I dug in Messiahs pockets felt one.

Why does he have one and I don't?

I took two pumps and he looked at me. "Where's your inhaler?" he asked me and I shrugged "I left it in the car." I said watching Milani attempt to tie her other shoe.

"Oh I did it...I did it!" she said jumping off of my lap "Good job" I said high fiving her "Thank you Siah." she smiled and he high fived her

"Lia look I tied my shoe." Milani pointed "Perioddddd" she dragged making me laugh

"Hi y'all " Kaylia hugged me and waved to Siah "I told my mom I was gonna stay but I know she didn't come down here and tell y'all."

"She was finna have us sitting here lookin' stupid." I said making her laugh as I stood up. "See you later." Milani waved

"Nonii beat her a- up" Milani said walking in the middle of a 1v1 between Messiah and I.

"Who?" I dropped the ball walking to her "Unt un don't go over there fighting." Messiah said following behind us

"Her right there." she said pointing at a lady on her phone "What she do?" I asked walking to the lady anyway

"I just don't like her." she said and I stale faced her "Milani get out my face. You don't even know her." I blinked

"Yes I do with her ugly ass." she said walking over to the lady "Milani get over here." I said a little loud making the lady look up

Then Milani ran up on the lady and just started tagging her "Oo- Milani!" I yelled running to get her

"Mila move ole slink body ass." The lady said trying to get her hair from Milani's fist while blocking her hits

I grabbed her but she still held on to the girl's hair. "Lani let go." I said and she sent a kick to her face making me pop her leg and Messiah grabbed her

"She whooped yo ass. I couldn't let that happen to me. Thats me though." Messiah instigated and I hit his chest.

"See this why I gave up. I'll just be sitting down and she'll come beat my ass." the girl said and my eyes widen

"Bitch you lyin'." Milani said "Milani you just ran up on her while she was on her phone how she lyin'?" Messiah laughed

"Cause I said she a liar and she is."

"Kiari kiss my ass bruh." she said calling Milani by her middle name "That shit stink." Milani said and Messiah bussed out laughing