Erin|

: Ultrasound tommorrow @ 8AM, UCLA Obstetrics & Gynecology

I kept my word about keeping Nipsey up to speed with appointments and how the baby was doing other than that I distanced myself and put my focus in being healthy and working on the film.

: I'll drive you there.

: No that's alright, I'll meet you there

I didn't want any special treatment from him, if we were just co-parenting I wanted to set the boundaries now so that I wouldn't end up like Tanisha thinking he was my man and we were a family.

: It doesn't have to be like this Boog.

There was no point in replying, it would just end up being some petty argument and I just wanted to be the bigger person and stay mature through this process.

: You can try and hide away, ignore me but don't forget you work with me. See you there Boog

This time it wasn't about hiding or running from him because I didn't know how I would react, I was going to be cordial and just act like that embarrassing shit that happened to me in that parking lot a week ago never happened.

: I'm not hiding, see you there

The least I could was be friendly with the father of my child and stop causing so much drama and pettiness, I knew some of my actions weren't called for and I just needed to stay in my lane, allow Nipsey to be a father when he was available.

" You look-

"I look bad don't I?" I questioned John looking down at my appearance, clearly today was wear pajamas to work day.

"Not at all, I was going to say relaxed and glowing"

Morning sickness was taking it easy on me these past few days allowing me to enjoy my food and sleep in the morning.

"Thank you, I thought you were gonna be on me for wearing pajamas"

"I've seen worse and you are here on time everyday and you stay late to perfect the parts in the film, seems to me that you deserve a pajama day"

I was working my ass off because once this baby is born I would have to go and sit my ass down somewhere and be in mommy mode.

"I had no other choice my clothes are getting tighter and this was something that actually didn't squeeze me to death"

"If you need to do another fitting lemme know and we can get that set up"

Now pushing almost 12 weeks my clothes were getting a little tighter from bloating and some weight gain, I just wanted to wear baggy and stretchy clothes.

"What are we filming today?"

"Thought I would start the romance scenes to see how you and Nipsey do together"

Just my luck, I was trying to move on and get rid of these unwanted feelings and now I had to be intimate with him for hours.

"Pray that this goes quick"

"You wasn't saying that when y'all made that baby"

I laughed putting my middle finger up walking toward my trailer that I was now sharing with Nipsey, thanks to John.

"What you woke up late?"

Just be cordial and act like last week didn't happen.

"No just wanted to be comfortable on set today" He seemed surprised by my tone and reply.

"You still look good"

"Thanks" I saw a letter on the vanity with my name scribbled in crayons, I grinned turning to Nipsey " What's this?"

"Mani made a thank you card for the Barbie and flowers you sent her"

I opened it, met with stick figures she had drawn with her and Nipsey along with me, I smiled at the circle she made for my belly and a small stick figure inside.

My Family

I hadn't gotten much time to spend with Emani but her little thank you card made me emotional because she considered me family.

"Wow" I kept my back faced to Nipsey hiding the fact I was wiping away tears from being an emotional mess over this beautiful and innocent card.

"I hope you cool with me telling Emani about the baby" I sniffed and cleared my throat so I could sound normal.

"Of course, I thought you would have told her sooner"

"I was but I just didn't want her to run back to her mom and tell her our business"

I only nodded not wanting to even open up that discussion, folding the card back up I stuck it in my mirror for Emani to see the next time Nipsey brought her along.

" Boog, we haven't really gotten a chance to talk about last week-

"No need to, we are good let's just focus on filming today"

"I know you still feel some type of way on how I been moving and me saying you weren't family" I pulled my outfit for the scene off the rack set up for me.

"You know what? I actually don't and once again we are cool, I just want to focus on filming today"

He clenched his jaw nodding his head, I took my clothes to the back room locking myself inside to change.

"You are my family Erin, I said shit and did shit to protect Tanisha feelings because I know how petty she could get"

I just stayed quiet, we would never agree on this topic and it was for the best that I didn't feed into it and just moved on from whatever this was between us.

"You not saying nothing?"

"We are good Hussle, that's all I have to say and I can't even truly remember what was said last week that's how much I'm over it"

The trailer went silent and all I could hear was the door opening and closing.

" I'm here" Kim, the hair stylist I went to in a Crenshaw with Sammy and Ms. Angelique announced.

"What kind of wig you gotta put on me today?"

"Honey the best of them all, the braids to the front with the wooden beads on the ends"

I laughed opening the door dressed in my outfit for the scene, Kim snapped her fingers hyping me up in the white lingerie and robe I had on.

"Looky , looky" I spun around before twerking a little " Honey this gonna go from movie set to porno set when Nip sees you"

"Girl we not even on that level anymore"

"Sit and give me the tea on this because I could have sworn when you came back he would be breaking your back"

I sat in the chair, Kim threw a cape over me with All Money In symbol on the front of it.

"Kim it's been a disaster since I got back"

"That's why when I came up to the trailer he was grumpy coming out, continue"

"I just wasn't over the whole hospital situation then it's him and his baby momma drama and him not knowing how to set boundaries with her"

I only had been back in Crenshaw for less than a month and all of this happened already, I was afraid what would become of my future with this.

"Yeah his baby mom is something else"

"I just want a smooth pregnancy and to enjoy my dream role, I'm so over all the unnecessary drama"

"Sounds to me like you need some good loving"

I laughed shaking my head.

"After all that I just told you, you think me having sex is gonna work everything out"

"Not really but I'm sure it'll help relieve some of that stress y'all dealing with, Nip is a good dude and whatever he's doing to keep drama at a minimum isn't for his baby mom it's for you and his daughter"

"I guess" I bit at my bottom lip.

"You have feelings for him, so your judgment is a little clouded by jealousy, trust it's nothing to be jealous of he doesn't want that girl"

My heart told me that but my mind had me thinking of the worst scenarios possible based off how quick he flipped on me in the hospital.

"Kim at this point I truly just want my child to have their father present that's it"

"Whatever you say but your body language saying you want more"

"Even if I did, I wouldn't act on it" I picked at my robe " Just too much for me"

"What would it take not to be too much?"

Before I could answer the trailer door opened up and Nipsey walked in with his hands full, he stepped to me handing over a bouquet of purple iris along with a basket filled with snacks.

"What is this all for?" I smiled at him still sitting gifts down.

"I can't just do something nice to show my appreciation to the mother of my child"

Kim tapped my shoulder with a smirk on her face, placing the flowers up on the vanity I picked up some snacks.

"Appreciation for what?"

"For carrying our kid"

I didn't feel like it was a big deal I was doing what I was suppose to do as a soon to be parent.

"Thank you, the flowers are beautiful and my favorite color"

"I'll see you on set"

"Yeah, see you" I set back letting Kim secure the wig on my head.

"Still just want him to be only a father to your child? "

Kim snickered making me suck my teeth, things were headed into the right direction for a healthy co-parenting relationship, nothing more.

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"God damn!"

I walked on set in my lingerie for the scene, Slim yelled watching me walk by getting everyone's attention.

"Boog you looked good as hell"

Nipsey complimented me, I looked down and all I could see was my baby pudge.

" I might need to tie up the robe I gotta a little too much belly"

" Nah it's just right"

I blushed waiting on John's instructions for this scene, we were inside a home he rented.

"This is going to be a sensual moment, so y'all can't be stiff about this" I bounced my shoulders to loosen myself up because my body was already stiffening up being around Nipsey.

"Don't get awkward on me about what I'm going to say but the position I need Erin to be in is riding Nipsey the covers will cover her bottom half"

My pregnancy hormones took the drivers seat and had my entire body warm and my pussy throbbing just thinking of sitting on Nipsey.

"Do I have to be topless?"

"If you are too uncomfortable wi-

"He's seen it all John it doesn't matter" I waved my hand but on the inside I was a nervous wreck.

"Well great so y'all won't be awkward about this, Nipsey I want you on the edge of the bed feet on the floor"

Nipsey picked up the silky burgundy sheet sitting down on the bed taking off his robe showing he was just in a pair of boxers, my nipples were so hard it was painful.

"Will we have to do dirty talk?"

"No, I have a track that will be playing over this scene, I need heavy breathing some moaning and a lot of touching"

Nipsey held out his hand, I put my hand in his.

"Wait! I need you to do that again that little gesture itself and the way you looking at her is perfect to start the scene"

We laughed I walked back waiting on the go ahead, once John signaled Nipsey repeated taking my hand.

I decided to just kill my nervousness and just jump into it, he snaked his arms around my waist resting his hands on my ass while I cupped his face in my hands leaning for a sensual kiss.

Nipsey pulled me into his lap planting kisses on my shoulder and neck sliding the straps off the lingerie freeing my breast.

"Damn"

I could feel him harden against me making me even more hot, I rubbed myself against him making me moan lightly.

Nipsey moved his hand underneath the sheet adjusting his boxers to lower and pulling the lingerie fabric to the side, I gasped feeling him rubbing against my entrance with his dick.

"Nip" I eyed him, we were in a room full of people about to fuck.

He entered me slowly and my eyes rolled back at the sensation, I rocked slowly in his lap moaning softly his hands traveled up my back while he picked up the pace.

To me we weren't even filming, Nipsey and I was in our own little world.

"Yesss"

It made sex even better that we were being sneaky and no one knew, I bucked my hips feeling myself reaching my climax and Nipsey gritted his teeth knowing he had to finish because once we were done the scene would be over.

"Ahh" Nipsey moaned out releasing inside of me, I breathed heavily holding onto him while coming down from my high.

"CUT!" John shouted clapping his hands " I knew this would be a perfect match, I don't need to do a second take"

I slid the lingerie straps up slowly getting up with the sheet to allow Nipsey time to pull his boxers up and put on his robe.

"Y'all get changed for the next scene"

I tied up my robe to walk outside to the trailer, Nipsey was right behind me on our way outside he grabbed my arm.

"Just know I'm not done with you"

"We will see" I smiled switching while walking away.