❦ SESSIONS ❦ WITH ❦ GUNS❦

|Beauty unlike any other|

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I stare in awe at the mansion in front of me. It's by the sea and the smell of the ocean fills me up with joy as I stare ahead. The mansion is old looking yet looks so beautiful. It stands there proudly. As I step out of the car I take a deep breath to feel the soft smell of the ocean, I can also hear it. The happiness soars through me as I feel myself walking towards the ocean. As my feet walk on the sand I take off my shoes and allow the sand to go between my toes and tickle them.

The smile on my face grows even wider as the soft giggle escapes past my lips and out into the world. The waves are moving back and forth is motion and it looks beautiful the way that the ocean is so calm and collected. Lifting my pants a bit higher up as I walk to the ocean and allow the water to touch my skin. The water is so warm and nice when it goes up on my legs to my ankles and then it goes back, soon it does the same again.

Laughter runs form throat as this is everything. The sun is shining brightly and it warms me up but the sun can only add up to my happiness as the sun is the symbol for happiness and joy. I stand there in the ocean with my eyes closed for I don't know how long as I allow a soft breeze to slowly move my hair to the side and mess it up but that doesn't matter to me. The world is so beautiful and I can feel it with each breath that I take as the happiness fills my lungs with each breath.

Moments pass before I open my eyes once again and turn around. I notice that standing near the car, leaning against is is Silas with a smirk on his face as he watches me. The blush rises to my cheeks as I start to walk over to him, taking my shoes along with me as I go to him. "It would appear you enjoy yourself in the ocean" He speaks and I nod my head as I giggle. "Yes, it's everything I could ever dream of" I say heavily. Perhaps he doesn't understand it but the ocean is something that I do like.

He opens his mouth to say something but closes it right away, then he turns around and heads for the mansions. "You coming or staying out here?" He asks me. I smile as I follow him inside as this place looks beautiful and it's even prettier than the other mansion that we were in. Perhaps because this on looks to be much older and it has this medieval feeling to it and almost like a castle from that period in time but it also looks sort of mysterious and perhaps spooky.

Walking inside is amazing. The hallways are looking fancy and there is a velvet red carpet in the floor that we walk on, almost as if this was intended for royalty or something and it is an honor walking here. Paintings hang on the walls and furniture are looking old but beautiful in my eyes as I follow Silas until he opens a double doors and I'm met with sort of like a living room, but much, more larger. There is an open space in the middle but on the sides there are couches and tables by the couches and armchairs.

It looks beautiful and as I sit on one of the couches and then lie down I feel like I'm in a fairy tale that is for children but this is so much better than that. This is everything that dreams are made of and I fear that soon my eyes will open and all the dreams and the beauty that is right in front of me will disappear as the day goes on and morning has taken over. Now, I can only pray that it won't take place because this is a dream that I never want to wake up from. Ever.

"When you've calmed yourself down, follow me to your bedroom" He speaks to me and I nearly jump up from the couch. "I have a bedroom here?" I ask him suddenly. Not believing that I actually have a bedroom in this place which I barely even feel worthy of being here. I'm just a simple woman and something this magnificent isn't meant for someone like me. "Unless you want to sleep outside which you're welcome, then yes, there is a bedroom here for you" He says and I roll my eyes as I start to follow him.

I do get the feeling that he's in a bad mood or on his way to be in a bad mood but that isn't going to spoil my good one because there is a smile on my face that doesn't want to go away nor do I want it to. He leads me in silence to another door and we are back into a hallway once more. I wonder just how big this place truly is and what is in here. The hallways are so old that I feel like there might be secret passageways around here.

The possibility of that makes this place even more interesting, that there could be mystery around here and most would not even know about it. Soon he stops in front a door like all the other doors and opens it. I gasp when I walk inside it and he closes the door without saying a word but I'm far too busy looking around the room to notice that he was even gone at all. The room is also a place where I feel the happiness just swirl around in the air as the beauty is just too great, even for my eyes.

I never knew this beauty could exist. Then again I've never been to Spain before nor anywhere for that matter, perhaps it can be blamed on that. I sigh with joy as I sit down on a bed that is larger than any bed that I've ever seen in my entire life and as soon as I sit down on it, I never want to stand up again. The bed is so comfortable that as soon as I sit down on it I slightly sink in but not too much and it is amazing. I never knew a bed could be like this.

I lie down on the soft mattress and I don't need to go under the covers because the heat inside here is actually rather good. After a while I started to feel myself grow tired but I was not done exploring so I sit up again even when I don't want to and I look outside a window that brings the sunlight into the room and actually lights it up. I notice that from the window I can see the ocean and it looks so beautiful. I wish I could be there again and I know that soon I will be.

There is something freeing about the ocean, freeing and life like. It brings this smile on my face, though I can already tell that the smile on my face has been there for some time now and it doesn't want to leave. I stand by the window for I don't even know how long but by the time that I turn away my legs are throbbing from standing in the same position for so long. My stomach growls and I realize that I'm starting to get hungry. Walking to the door I twist the handle and to my surprise the door does open.

Smiling to myself I go into the hallways but then there comes a problem that I have no idea where to find Silas nor do I even know where I am in this mansion. I was paying very little attention to where we were going as I was looking around when Silas had walked me down these hallways but now I can look around. The hallways are old and I wonder when this mansion was built. Some parts of it look so modern while other parts don't and it makes it even more beautiful.

And Silas owns this mansion. I'm not sure which part of that statement is more insane. The mansion part or the fact that he owns something like this and I mean owns it which means he can come here at any given time that he wants. I'm not sure where I'm going and I don't care at the moment as I like this beauty that I'm walking in. I walk through hallways that I'm sure Silas did not take me through yet that only makes this more interesting and I can see more in this mansion that I simply just adore.

I find it odd that I've not seen a single person while exploring this mansion but I can also blame that on the fact that this mansion is so large that people can just be somewhere else while I'm here. I don't go into any of the rooms since I don't know what us behind the doors and I'm a bit afraid to do that but I do walk the hallways. I'm not even sure where they are going to lead me but someday I will find a dead end and I can return back to the room.

A couple of minutes later I start to hear voices and I instantly recognize one of those voice to be Silas' voice since I've heard it so many times before but the other person which is a man I don't know who is. I walk to the voice and while I can't hear words yet I can hear that they're arguing and it's not something pleasant since they do look to be angry and yelling at each other. I do pray that Silas is not going to hurt that man and he hurt Silas because I don't want anyone to be hurt.

I stand in front of a door that is slightly ajar but not too much and light comes from the inside out and now I can hear theirs words clearly. "That money is not lost! Do you have idea what you've cost us!?" The other man angrily asks, I'm guessing to Silas. While now I can hear what they're saying, I have no clue what is going on here and I'm not sure what they are arguing about. All I know it's not good. "You'll get your money as soon as I get my guns!" Silas speaks.

While he doesn't raise his voice that much the anger an the wickedness is clearly visible to to the point that I'm gulping as the shivers are running down my spine. The way that he speaks to others is so cruel. He doesn't ever speak that way to me and I'm not sure of I should be grateful or not, perhaps I should be. "To hell with those guns! You're not getting shit until I'm paid!" The man yells at Silas who I hear chuckles at him. I don't see what is going on and I'm a bit afraid to look inside the room that someone is going to see me and then I will be in big trouble.

"We'll see about that. I can also just kill you here and now. How about that? Your life for those guns, sound fair, doesn't it?" Silas asks and I quietly gaps as the thought of him hurting that man. I don't want anyone to be hurt, even if that man has been rude and cruel to Silas, no one deserves to die for it. "How about we make a deal" The man speaks, his voice is filled with fear and perhaps pain, I'm not sure but I'm sure his face shows how frightened he is.

I hear someone pace around the room but a silence that has me on edge remains as I wait for someone to speak. The silence is actually worse because I can't see what is happening as I'm too afraid to look inside that room and see what is going on. "I'm listening" Silas finally speaks after a couple of minutes and his voice is so dark that even I get a bit afraid of him. This isn't the Silas that I spoke not that long ago to.

The man stutters as it seems that he's trying to find the right words to speak and it would appear he's so afraid of Silas that he can barely speak at all and I can understand that. Silas can be frightening but he has never acted like this with me. Somehow he's always joking... or somewhat joking. "What about that bitch of yours? Rumors has it that you have a therapist wrapped around your fingers who gives you all the pleasure that you want. I take her and you get your guns?" The man asks and this time I gasp yet not silently.

He's talking about me. The tears sting my eyes as I gulp. I don't want to hear anymore but I need to know what Silas is going to say to that and a part of me is afraid that he's going to agree to that since he truly talks like he would do anything for those guns and I fear that he's going to sell me off. That is so horrible to do and I'm pretty sure that is illegal but then again Silas has done a couple of things that are illegal so I would not put it past him.

A loud animal like growl breaks through the room and everyone falls into silence. "She is mine!" Silas' voice then breaks it and then a shot rings through and I gasp as I realize what Silas just did. And as a loud thud follows I know that he killed him. The tears are streaming down my face. "Those who dare to take her from me will be met with a bullet!" Silas then adds before the room grows silent again but I can't stay here. The loud echo of the shot still rings through me and I move away from the door.

I start running down the hallways with tears streaming down my face. I don't like death and I don't like it when someone dies. They are human no matter what they've done in their life. I run through the hallways that I walked through before until I reach the bedroom and close and lock the door behind me. I throw myself on the bed and under the covers and just cry. Cry for the man that died and cry for myself and cry out of pure fear that has its roots inside me.