i woke up with my shirt pulled practically all the way off, my back pressed against gyeom's bare chest.

he was spooning me, his hands placed carefully around my waist.

i wriggled out of his grasp and grabbed some underwear and went to the restroom.

i sat on the toilet in a daze, still reliving last nights events.

i got ate out by a kpop idol, how wild??

it's just a fling, i shouldnt think too much of it

i wiped, stood up and pulled my underwear on and washed my hands.

i walked back into my room and checked my phone on my nightstand.

16 notifications, 4 from imessage, 3 from twitter, 7 from instagram, and one about my phone storage running low.

i sighed and looked at the time.

it was only 5 AM. It felt a lot later than it actually was.

i put my phone down and got back into bed with gyeom.

as i carefully tried to get comfortable in order not to wake yugyeom, i realized his breaths were uneven.

i sighed as my eyes travelled up and down his toned body.

he wasn't too bony or too muscular. he was almost, perfect.

my eyes travelled to his crotch, and i forced myself to look up to his face. i counted the moles on his face and neck. the one by his eye was my favorite.

i smiled as i thought of a brief conversation we had before going to sleep last night.

"kanpo, do you have any birthmarks?" he'd asked.

"yeah, one under my left breast, why?" i had replied turning to look at him.

"they say your birthmark is where your soulmate first kisses you."

"really?"

"yeah."

i was taken out of the flashback by yugyeom groaning and sitting up.

"why're you awake love?" he scoot over for me and laid back down, his head in his hand as he watched me get comfy.

"needed to pee." i mumbled, rubbing my eyes and laying back down next to him.

"speaking of, i need to pee too." he climbed over me and walked to the other end of my room.

"where's the bathroom?" he asked, turning to look at me for a moment.

"that door next to the desk." i said pointing at the wooden door.

he nodded and walked in, he didn't even bother closing the door.

i groaned, "how do you just whip out your dick like that like it's nothing?" i said turning away from him.

"what? it's nothing u won't see sooner or later." he said laughing.

i heard the toilet flush and the sound of running water, to which i assumed he was washing his hands.

i turned back around only to see him with his schlong still out.

"gyeom, oh my god please." i shielded my virgin eyes away from him.

"oh shit sorry." i heard him adjust his boxers as he came closer to the bed.

he moved my hand and smiled at me tenderly.

the smile felt different.

something in his eyes gave something away, i just couldn't figure out what that something was.

he climbed back over me and pulled me closer.

he kissed my forehead gingerly.

"when can i see you again?" he said as i felt him play with my hair.

"you haven't even left yet." i said chuckling

"i know but, i just like to be around you."

"awh, what a simp." i said laughing as he gasped.

"how disrespectful of you." he said laughing as he pushed me away playfully.

"and?" i climbed on top of him and sat on his chest.

"mm, now just imagine us in this position, without clothes." he smiled at me suggestively.

i laughed and covered my face, clearly blushing, "don't say that now loser."

"whatever, the image is now burned into your brain." he said giggling boyishly.

i thought about it for a moment, this position, no clothes, pure heat.

i felt my face burn bright red.

god how embarrassing.

i sighed and shook my head and climbed off of him.

"we should sleep." i grabbed his arms and put them around me.

he tightened his grip as he said, "awh you're flustered, how adorable."

i rolled my eyes and slapped his chest, "shut up."