Recently I've felt this unexplainable sadness. I'm not sure how to explain it.

I tell myself that I've been doing fine, I've been doing okay.

Though it still remains. That hollowness. Unexplainable. It's still lurking.

Lurking as much as ever.

Are you still in pain?

That question wonders across my mind from time to time.

Still not knowing why.

I have this heavy feeling I may not be here for long, not by my own fault.

I just keep having these visions hoping they aren't mine and I know that may seem unkind.

Though it's true.

I may not get to do these things I've been wanting to.

For that's alright we'll have to sleep for the night and cherish every single day, every breathing second because one day it'll be gone.

(Sorry for the rather short so called poem but uh this is kinda old and all i could write that night.)