Last night I heard these voices. They were arguing and they were talking to me.

I've heard it before.

I've tried to ignore it but that just makes it worse.

They've saved me before when no one else was near. They told me it'll be okay, that I'd be just fine.

I'm happy I believed them.

But why am I the only one to hear them??

Maybe it has to do with what happened. I'm guessing my kid self couldn't handle it. I feel I might break and I don't want the ones I love to see.

I want to forget so I can focus on the promising road ahead.

But today I feel full of haze.

So lost in this fog.

I wonder why that is so?

I don't think I'm used to the love you've shown.

I so badly don't want to hurt you.

I think that's my greatest fear.

I want to be something good in your life but I don't want to hurt you in the process.