When I wake up the following morning, my head is resting on Nathan's chest and he has his arm wrapped around my torso. His scent is so nice on a morning, he smells like himself and not like sweat or a strong cologne. Instinctively I breathe in the lovely smell filling my nostrils. I even nuzzle my nose into the crook of his neck so I can get closer.

"Are you smelling me?" I hear as Nathan's chest rises and falls as he chuckles.

"You smell good," I mumble and make no effort to move. He laughs again and pulls me tighter to his body. It feels amazing to be like this with him, not a care in the world just peacefull cuddling. His hands rub small circles on my back and I can't help but sigh and smile.

"Your phone's ringing," he says as he hands me the device that sure enough, has Lacey's contact buzzing on the screen. I swipe across the screen and put her on speaker so I can still cuddle Nathan while talking.

"Cole!" Me and Nathan both wince at Lacey's shrill scream.

"Why would you scream like that? Its early," I say and fake sounding offended.

"There's a huge party tonight at 6 and we are going!" She replies at the same volume she started with.

"We are?" I look up at Nathan and he nods to say I can go. Not that I need his approval but I'd rather not piss him off when we've only started discussing our relationship.

"Come on Cole it'll be fun. There'll be lots of hot guys and girls you can get with!" She cheers and I feel Nathan's body tense beside me.

"Cole won't be getting with anyone," he grumbles and gets out of bed and heads to the bathroom.

"Was that..."

"Mr Murray, yes it was."

"Did you have sex?" She screams happily and I have to turn the phone off speaker so Nathan won't hear her.

"We didn't go all the way."

"So what did you do?"

"I'll tell you tonight when I come over to get dressed. I'll be at your place at half 5, see you then!" I hang up and throw my phone on the bed then get up.

I walk into the onsuit bathroom and stand next to Nathan who's putting his contact lenses in.

"I won't have sex with anyone at the party. You know I wouldn't, especially after we've started talking about me being your submissive. I don't want to ruin that." I tell him and he turns to me.

"Are you still sure about that? You can say no if you don't want to," he says and wraps his arms around my waist to pull me closer.

"I'm sure! I can do my research while I'm here so you can tell me what to look at and answer any of my questions."

"That sounds like a great idea. Get dressed and we can go downstairs for breakfast. You can borrow some of my clothes."

I go into the bedroom and search through the drawers to see if I can find any clothes and decide to just wear a pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt. I go back to the bathroom and Nathan hands me a new toothbrush so I can clean my teeth.

When we've both done our morning routine, we go to the kitchen so Nathan can make some breakfast. I watch intently as he makes bacon, eggs, sausage, toast, and hash-browns. We go to the dining room and Nathan carries the plates while I carry the cutlery. My stomach rumbles as the plate of food is placed in front of me along with a glass of water.

"This looks amazing, how did you learn to cook like this?" I ask with a mouthful of sausage.

"Don't talk with your mouth full," He scolds, "and to answer your question, my brother taught me."

"You have a brother?"

"I have three—all older than me—and an older sister, what about you?"

"I've got an older brother, but not three! That must have been hard growing up with three brothers. I have one and he bullied me enough!"

"Lewis and Arron bullied me but Elijah and Olivia stuck up for me. I had a happy childhood actually, they never bullied me to bad it was just teasing, and I know they loved me enough to never actually hurt me."

Having four sibling must have been wild but he seems to love all of them judging by the huge smile on his face.

"Can I ask a personal question?" I ask wearily.

"Of course."

"What about your parents?"

He stops eating for a second and looks up at me hesitantly.

"I never knew either of them, they both died when I was just a baby," he replies and I know not to pry even more.

"I'm sorry to hear that, my mum also died when I was a baby. I was a twin but her and my brother didn't make it through the birth. It's just been me, Adam and my dad." I smile but Nathan looks a bit upset so I hold his hand in mine and give it a gentle squeeze.

"Enough about our families, so do you want to ask anything about you being my submissive?" He says to change the subject.

"Not yet, I don't know a whole lot about bdsm so I was just hoping to ask questions once I've done some googling."

"That's okay, we'll go up to my office and you can use my computer. I'll be there so if you see anything you're not sure about, just ask."

We finish up our meals then I help wash the dishes before we go up to his office. He has to clear away work he was marking for school before he sits on the chair and pats his knee.

"Sit down," he motions to his lap and I happily plop down.

"What website should I check first?" I ask and open the browser.

"I'll type it in." His arms go to either side of me as he types on the keyboard. I watch as he clicks search and a very kinky website pops up. The background is red and black and there are multiple pictures of naked men in all sorts of positions having sex.

"Did you just put on a porn website?" I ask. It's definitely porn as there are tonnes of videos and categories to click on.

"Yes I put on a porn website. It specialises in gay bdsm which is exactly what we need," he explains while scrolling down.

I see men of all shapes and sizes wearing all sorts of clothes (mainly leather) and using all sorts of... things.

"What's that?" I exclaim when I see a videos thumbnail is of a penis locked in some sort of cage. That looks painful!

"That's a cock cage. It's used as a punishment as it prevents you from reaching a full erection. Sadists and masochists would use it for pleasure and I've seen some subs use it to show that their cock belongs to their dom. I won't ever make you wear it like that but I might use it as a punishment." He tells me and I squirm a bit as if I can feel it on my cock already.

"Don't worry! If you don't like it then I won't use it on you, I promise," he holds his pinky out and I link mine with his and giggle.

"Now you've seen some of these, is there a video you want to watch?" He asks with a smirk.

"That one," I reply and point to the video that has a man bent over a wooden thing and is tied there. The title says something about flogging and that's what I'm intrigued by. Nathan clicks on the video and we watch together, his arms around my waist and his head resting on my shoulder.

The video starts with the man being rimmed and fingered. The other man (the dom of the two) then takes a stick with leather strips on the end.

"That's a flogger. It doesn't hurt much unless I put a lot of strength into it. It's usually used for pleasure or to warm up skin for a punishment." Nathan explains as the dominant on the screen starts flogging his submissive's ass.

I hum in response as I closely watch the video. My whole body feels hot as the dominant takes off his leather pants and starts roughly fucking the sub. The men's groans and moans go directly to my cock as I feel myself getting hard. Along with the feeling of Nathan's hard cock pressing against my ass, the video makes me so horny I can't stop myself from palming myself through the sweatpants I'm wearing.

"No touching yourself. That'll be an important rule if you become my official sub and I'm hoping you'll start that rule now."

No touching myself! How will I mange that?

"What if I'm really horny?" I whine and wiggle my ass on Nathan's crotch.

"Then I'll help you with it." His hand replaces mine and starts rubbing me slowly. I groan lowly and thrust my hips into his hand.

"You need to do more research so this," he pats my bulge making me jump, "can wait."

"Fine," I huff and Nathan types in a new website. This one is on online shop. A kinky online shop.

"I'm going to show you lots of accessories I might or might not use. Anything you like the look of or don't know what it is, just say," he tells me and I start scrolling through.

There's lots of butt plugs and vibrators at the start then it gets into cuffs and ropes and even a few chains. Nathan clicks on a menu at the side and I see lots of categories so I click on kinky wear.

"Will you wear this?" I ask and point at a leather harness kind of thing. It's made of black straps and joined with metal rings. Nathan would look so hot wearing one of those.

"No, that's for subs, you see the ring at the front? That's to attach a leash or to tie you up. We'll talk about that kind of thing when we are officially together." He goes to a new page with a bench kind of thing and a big wooden X.

"What are those?"

"The wooden X is a St Andrews cross that you can can use vertically or horizontally. The other is a punishment bench that the sub will be strapped to for either pleasure or pain."

"Oh. So if I was being punished you'd put me on there?"

"Maybe. The punishment has to match the crime so I'd only do that if I had to."

"Okay. I'm really horny now so can we continue this later?" I ask and turn around so I'm straddling Nathan's lap.

"So naughty." He says seductively and kisses me roughly. I can feel his bulge press against mine so I grind my hips down, enticing a deep moan from him.

"On your knees," he grunts and stands up to pull his pants off. I kneel in front of him and he changes my position until I'm kneeling with my knees apart and my bum on my heels, hands behind my back and my body straight.

"This is kneeling at display. This is my favourite position to find my sub in so keep that in mind," he says and steps up to me so his leaking member is just in front of my lips.

"Suck," he orders and I lift my hands to wrap around his length but he stops me. "Hands behind your back."

I comply and stick my tongue out to tease the dripping head of Nathan's cock. He takes in a sharp breath as I kiss and lick around the frenum and down to his balls. I suck on his balls gently and kiss my way up his rock hard cock.

"Fuck yes," he moans when I take his cock into my mouth and start bobbing my head. I hollow my cheeks and suck hard on him, knowing this will drive him crazy.

"So good. Such a good boy."

I use my tongue as I move up and down his length but don't go too deep. I only wish I could use my hands to stroke the part I can't get in my mouth. Nathan's long dick is about 7 inches and quite thick so there is no way I'm taking him all the way down my throat. However, the sounds coming from him tell me he's enjoying my blowjob.

"I'm close," he breathes out so I suck him as far down as I'm comfortable doing and tease the head with my tongue. Nathan groans as streams of cum erupt into my mouth. I swallow them all greedily until he's done. I look up at the panting man and he looks down with a grin.

"That was amazing baby, stand up." I do as he says and he pushes me back so I sit on his desk, being careful of the computer.

"I want to suck you," he says as his hands linger around the waistband of the sweatpants.

"Please," I whimper as my excruciatingly hard cock pushes against the fabric of my boxers. That's all Nathan needs to hear before he pulls down my pants and boxers then gets on his knees in front of the desk.

The blowjob following is amazing. He teases all the right places and deepthroats me which coincidentally made me cum.

We spend the rest of the day watching movies and me doing a bit more research. Nathan told me to go home and think more about it but I've already decided I want to be his submissive.

At half 5 Nathan drives me to Lacey's house so I can get dressed for the party. He warns me to behave and gives me a lovely kiss that lingers on my lips even once he's driven away.

"Let's get ready to party!" Lacey squeals as we go into her room. I hear her dad grumble from downstairs about her being too loud but we pay him no mind.

"What should I wear? Red or white?" She asks holding up two dresses. They are both tight and short but one is strapless and the other has shoulder straps.

"I say the red one, it's too easy to spill on the white one and ruin it."

"Good call. You get changed while I go do my makeup," she says and disappears to the bathroom.

I go to my designated drawer of clothes in Lacey's room and pull out some skinny black jeans and a light blue shirt.

While I wait for Lacey to get ready, I text Nathan. We chat for a while and again, he tells me to behave and not drink too much or have sex with anyone. I promise not too and he starts to lecture me about not accepting drinks from other people and don't leave Lacey's side ect. I assure him and say I've done this before and he backs down.

"Let's go!" Lacey announces and I look over to see her in the right red dress with matching high heels and a denim jacket on.

"Let me get my shoes on then we'll go," I tell her and she sighs impatiently.

"Sorry drama queen, lets go now," I apologise and we leave the house and head to the party which is only a few streets away.

As soon as we are through the front door of the huge house, I know this is going to be an amazing party. There is coloured lights flashing, music blasting and alcohol everywhere. We go to the kitchen and get some vodka in red solo cups.

I head to the dance floor and Lacey stays back to flirt with a boy who is half naked. I dance to the loud music with a few people around me. You can't really call it dancing, more grinding to the beat. I've got a girl in front of me and behind me both drinking and singing along to the song playing.

I get drink after drink and soon enough, I forget where I am and who I am and just half consciously dance to the music

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Ouch.

Everything hurts.

I try to peak open my eyes but the bright light makes my already painful headache ten times worse.

What the fuck did I do last night? And what am I lying on? It's so uncomfortable. And cold.

I groan and try to roll over onto my front but fall on the floor. What the fuck. Pain spreads across my body and my head feels like it's being stabbed.

"So you're finally awake?"

Is that Adam?

"Adam?" I ask and slowly open my eyes. I squint in the bright light and see Adam's tall frame towering over me.

"Get up, now," he growls and pulls me up by my arms.

"Where am I?" I glance around and see four white walls and a large metal door.

"You're in a prison cell. You punched a police officer last night and they arrested you. I've managed to get you off with a fine, now follow me."

Oh fuck. I hang my head down in shame and follow my brother out of the cell and to a reception desk. Adam hands me my phone then basically drags me to his car.

"You're in big fucking trouble! What the fuck do you think you were doing!" He yells at me once we are both in the car.

"I'm sorry. I was really drunk," I mumble. He sighs angrily and ignores me.

I look down at my phone and freeze when I see the multiple texts and calls from Nathan and Lacey. I send a quick text to Lacey to say I'm okay then open the chat with Nathan.

14 messages total. The first few are asking me why I was arrested so I'm assuming he found out.

I'm in deep trouble.