(Don't read if you get triggered by self harm)

(Noah's pov)

After I see he's lying I run away. I don't know where I'm going but I need some time alone. Once I finally stop running I notice I'm by the wall which is separating us from camp wakawanda. I still can't believe he tried to lie to me. Honestly, I should have never asked him to be my boyfriend. I lay against the wall wondering if theres any point in me living. Quickly I rush back to the cafeteria to grab the sharpest knife I can find. I walk back to where I was before. Crying I relieve the pain. I start off gently pushing the blade against my skin. Then I go deeper and deeper drawing more blood each time. Finally I stop when I start to feel dizzy. Cody comes around the corner in his wheelchair. Shit, it's to late he puts his hand to his mouth in horror. "Go away!" I shout at him immediately regretting it. "No. I want to help you, please let me," he begged. Wheeling over to me I notice him wince in pain. I know what I need to do but it's so hard. Come on Noah you can do this. "I'm breaking up with you sorry." That's all I say. I see his face scrunch up as he was trying not to cry. I know I should get back with him but not right now. It's to soon. Without a word, he leaves me alone again. Why did he have to leave?! Tears fall heavily down my face. As I realise I'm sobbing I know I need to put an end to this. I can't keep crying over him. I need to end my life. Quickly I run to my room and open the window. Oh how things have changed since the last time I was here. I climb onto the roof. This is it. I'm so sorry Cody. The last thing I see is his beautiful face looking up at me in horror. I'm falling through the air. Finally it stops as I land on my back on the concrete. I hear Cody's voice calling out to me but everything's black. I lose my consciousness.

(Authors note)