How?

As everyone around you raised their guns toward the teacher who stood at the front of the class. The attempt failed before and they were willing to try again.

How could they try to kill someone who's helped them so much?

You stood at the back of the classroom, gun raised ahead of you aiming at your target, but not shooting.

When the bullets stopped, your friends around you put their guns down. Koro-Sensei stood at the front of the classroom unscathed. Green stripes painted across his face.

"You kids never learn. Even you Tsukishima, why do you attend this class when your grades and ability are far superior, I would have thought your fine a way to kill me by now."

Koro-Sensei's eyes seemed to be tested on your form not a second later. His round head tilted as it went back to it's yellow colour. Your gun was still held tightly in your hand, still pointing at the target your class was ment to kill.

"And you (Y/N)?" he moved forward to stand in front of you, with a gaze that could almost be considered condescending.

"Aren't you going to shoot?"

The stares of your class were burning through your clothes. It made you feel like an oven.

"No."

You lowered your weapon and dropped it on the floor of the class. You looked at the.. Thing in front of you and shook your head.

"I won't kill you."

You left the classroom. The yells of protest followed after you as you left the building and walked onto the open field outside.

~~

When he first arrived you were all for it. The prize money. The pride. The ability to kill evil and save the world. It was amazing.

Hinata and Kageyama would practice together, trying to sharpen their moves to make them as deadly as possible. Tsukishima typically studied habbits and patterns in your teacher and Yamaguchi would help plan them out along with Ennoshita and Sugawara. The others would make weapons, practive, and generally tride to get all over the board by practicing everything they could think of.

You searched, and hacked, and read. Eventually coming to the conclusion that the assassination wasn't the best of all ideas.

Now hear you were, isolated from the rest of your community.

I won't kill you

~~

As days went on, your group of friends shunned you. Hinata, who you considered a close friend, began to ingnore and avoid you entirely. Even Sugawara, the one you were closest to, began to betray your trust and left you in the mud. Literally.

You walked home, clothes damp and dirty from the rain and falling caused by assassination practice.

"I'm sorry."

To your right Koro-Sensei walked next to you, a pathetic disguise plastered on top of his regular appearance. You looked at him sadly before letting your eyes rest on your feet as they dragged along the gravel path.

"You shouldn't apologise for all of this. It's my fault for digging in too much into it. If I didn't, killing you would be much easier."

Koro-Sensei slithered along beside you his head lowered and his face turned blue along with it.

"I must admit, you are good at research. You managed to hack into secret files for information on me. I just wish you didn't have to see it. It would've made your life a whole lot easier."

When you slowed to a stop he did the same beside you.

"I don't want you to go through the same pain I did. And now you are, even if it's not to the same degree."

Koro-Sensei joined you when you sat on a park bench on the side of the road.

"losing a chrush and losing a loved one are two entirely different things." you said tilting your head down again.

"But they still hurt."

That you couldn't argue with, looking up at the rain clouds you nodded your head in understanding.

"I want you to kill me."

Looking at the man you began to shake.

"No, Koro-Sensei, I can't. That's not right. Don't m-"

"Please. It'll be what's best for the both of us."

~~

The class was once again quiet when you made your presence, the 13 people you considered friends sat in the opposite corner, away from you, and the rest scattered around the class.

Sugawara spoke with Daichi and Asahi. Hinata spoke to Kageyama, Tsukishima, and Yamaguchi, the latter being the only one to listen. Nishinoya and Tanaka talked with anyone who would listen, who just happened to the the last three of the group.

All of them ignored you.

That broke your heart the most.

The work that had been handed out around the class was left unfinished on your desk as you stared at the boys across the room.

When Kageyama took a swing at Koro-Sensei everyone cheered. You just did your work and let them to their own devices.

After a while. It was like you didn't exist. The only one who would acknowledge that you were there was your teacher.

And that made it all the more harder to kill him.

~~

You lowered your gun as smoke flowed out of the open end and into the air. The hands of your classmates clapped your shoulders in congratulations. You tilted your head downward and away from the black rotting body of your teacher.

A hand squeezed your shoulder, and you turned to come face to face with the one and only Sugawara Koushi.

"Good job. You did it." his smile was bright and cheerful, and a few months ago it probably made you explode.

But not now.

Seeing the happy faces of your classmates made you feel sick to your stomach. You brushed off the boys shoulder and looked back to the gun in your hand.

"But at what cost?"

Droping the gun, you walked away from the celebrating group of students and in the direction of your house.

Opening the laptop that sat on the desk in the corner of your room, you opened the files that could be the only ones the explain the story of your teacher.

A story your class refuesed to hear.

~~

"Listen to me, Suga. This explains everything and can give us a way to stop this properly. If you-"

"No, (Y/N)."

You held your laptop close to your chest, ready to show it to the one person you knew you could trust the most.

But he rejected it. The boy who always chose peace over violence wouldn't hear the pleas of a girl who depended on him. A girl you offered an option to gain calm peace.

"We are ment to kill him. That's our job, and there is no other option."

"But to kill him would mean-"

"It would mean we get rid of him, for good. Koro-Sensei has no right to destroy our planet."

"But if you would just listen!"

"No, (Y/N)!"

Sugawara turned to you fuming.

"He could kill us in a second. Murder everyone in a second. He needs to die."

~~

You read through the files over and over again trying to find some reason to justify your actions.

He could kill us in a second. Murder everyone in a second. He needs to die.

"Does that make me a murderer?"

You looked through the files, finding a list of bad mistakes and empty threats.

"Does that mean I need to die?"